Archive for November, 2015

I feel a change in the direction of my writings and dream sharing.  I feel the time of my series “The State of Chaos” is coming to a close.  Perhaps it is because we are more and more seeing it unfold in truth in our world.  How sad this makes me.

I think I can safely say we all feel just a little more shocked and overwhelmed today due to the recent horrible attacks in Paris and Beirut; and then Mali.  Maybe it hit home just a little harder because Paris is the city of love…romance…how could such awful things happen there?!  And now we hear a lot more chatter about radical Islam as a result.  I leave the politics and comments to others and simply continue that which I have been given by God to do;

‘…share that which I have been receiving.”

I think it is timely that I share the following, in light of recent events in the world, and others yet to come.  I have been almost screaming from this website that times are here when people must truly seek God, and repent of evildoing, for out of the hearts of humans comes the experience of our world; out of evil hearts comes evil, and out of hearts filled with love and God, goodness, beauty, charity, faith, hope, and love.  The greatest of these good things is love, for it encompasses all good.  God is the safe refuge – no matter what happens to you in the world.  I share part of a longer dream from 2006 that seems to speak to our times.  I cannot say if the protection afforded by God in these times extends to our physical lives, but in the end it is our souls that really matter:

June 22, 2006

… Then came a part about a plot of two men who planned to kill.

I came to be sitting in an area of a mall near an exit.  The mall looked like one of our local modern shopping malls, but had aging stores, peeling wallpaper, sagging walls and slowing business.  There were Muslim men there.  When one saw my scapular with the cross., he immediately shut down and started to walk away.  He said to me:  “Oh.  You’re Christian!”  “You can’t be as enlightened as I thought because you believe in Jesus!” (There was even more disdain toward me believing in Mary).  He went into a store that became an area.  It had clear glass doors and I could see he was ready to lead a procession/attack of some sort – he was a leader.  Many men milled behind him.

I paused and said  “Perhaps I am more enlightened than you because I can believe in Jesus.”  He stopped and came back to me because I had said it in such a way that the logic or reasoning of how I spoke my sentence – the words I used – proved I was more enlightened than he and he wanted to know more and find out why – test me.

He came up to me.  He carried what I can only describe as a placard (something to lead an attack); a tall, thin wooden stick with a short beam of wood across the top (like a cross, but without the top).  At the meeting of these two pieces of wood was a wrapped band of beige cloth.  Don’t know what this stick is called, but it was definitely his as the leader’s “charge” banner/placard.  As he came up to me he set it down and came to question/test me.  I forget exactly what he said, but it was something about how I had been trying to tell people earlier in the dream that God speaks through me, and that one of the messages has been:


Anyway, I became as lying down in front of this Muslim man/leader and he set to test me/my faith.  He took out a yellow/pale wooden stake and held it perpendicular over me with two arms – poised as if to plunge it into my heart and kill me.  I lay – such a child I was – and looked up to God – trusting no harm would come to me.

He plunged the stake, but was unable to harm me/penetrate a shield I had around me; God’s power.  Then God’s spirit (Spirit de Sancti someone spoke aloud in the dream) came down and filled me and He (God) spoke to the Muslim man who tested me thus and tried to harm me:


He spoke firmly, but not with huge anger or anything (like other times when warning souls to repent through me!).  He just spoke very firmly and matter-of-factly.

Then another Muslim man came out to pull the first one off me – chiding and upbraiding him for what he’d done, muttering “You know nothing about Jesus” to the other Muslim man (he was a secret Christian who believed in Jesus and knew the power of what He’d done – how He fit in with the whole ‘plan’ and that His Truth was real, but he had to keep this belief secret as he was Muslim and a higher Muslim leader than the one who had set to lead this Muslim procession/attack.

I tried to tell them both as they struggled with each other.  “I’ve seen Him!  I can tell you what He looks like.  You wouldn’t believe how beautiful He is!!! I’ve seen God!!”  But they didn’t even really pay attention to my witness.  They were too busy struggling with each other; The higher Muslim leader restraining and correcting/chiding the lower (the lower seemed a more darkened/solid man – unenlightened-thicker-denser-hard to describe).  The higher Muslim leader who was correcting him had a softer, gentler, somewhat lighter appearance.  He knew I was most highly enlightened – higher than them both.  Why didn’t they even try to listen about what I said to them about Jesus and God?!

Why isn’t anybody wanting to hear – Oh the secrets of God I could tell them!  But who will I talk to?!


How few are listening.  However, I am not responsible for those who do not listen or wish to hear.  I am responsible for discharging that which God has entrusted me with…and so I continue to do so…even if it is not popular.  The times are too urgent and souls are at stake.

And so I repeat spiritual messages given to me by God/allowed by God, that have already been shared on this website and perhaps a few new ones from this 15 year journey of mine – in fact this is how I received them chronologically (combined with a ton of theological dreams whose content also spells out pretty much the same message):

Listen!  I will call you!” (Old man with long flowing beard giving me a message – September, 2000)

You don’t need to do more!  You are fine where you are.” (Person that appeared to be Jesus, but who disappeared when I recited Prayer to Discern spirits – found on this website – Satan trying to stop what you see will follow? – October 11, 2000)

You must be prepared and stand firm.” (Mary warning me that Satan will be attacking me due to the mission I am called to – February 14, 2001) and Yes, but you do tend to rush a bit.  It would be better if you slowed and concentrated on the Mysteries a bit more.” (Mary to me when I asked if it was okay that I did my Rosary while doing other things)

I am alive in the Blood and the Host, Peter (meaning me).  You (meaning Peter/me) will rest in My hands for three days.”  (April 3, 2003)

Be prepared to receive great graces.” (Narrator to me – April 20, 2003 – Easter Sunday)

The son…He will smite them with His sword and His justice.” (Written words at the end of a table cloth as I hung suspended between Heaven & Earth – all Heaven weeping! – April 23, 2003)

Woe to unrepentant cities!” (Jesus – September 16, 2003)


Thus thou art so reluctant to remove from another his livelihood (God addressing how I won’t even copy music because I consider it stealing – November 6, 2003)

Though you pass through raging waters in the sea you shall not drown.” (Jesus as Priest, Prophet & King – to me in period of intense suffering – November 7, 2003)


Seek ye first the Kingdom of God.” (God – January 20, 2005)

The Devil has been vanquished (something about evil no more and peace for men); God speaking ever so lovingly to those in His House serving Him; loving Him. (February 18, 2005)

REPENT!!!” (God speaking in great anger to souls in the world in every kind of decadent behaviour) (February 27, 2005)


You call yourself a Catholic?!  You will be sorry on the Day of Judgement!” (God to scoffing souls at my witness – May 3, 2005)


Everything happens for a reason…even the very smallest of things.” (September 6, 2005)

Prepare” (October 11, 2005)

Follow Me and I will lead you.” (November 7, 2005) 

I’ve been able to tempt most women with many things, but with you I can do nothing!!! Nothing works on you!!! (Satan to me while my angel watched – November 7, 2005)

Many people will suffer and die as a result of the chastisements coming to the earth.” (Virgin Mary – November 28, 2005)

You will receive punishment for hearing not, and listening not to that which you heard.” (November 29, 2005)

You must remove this.  It is not good for thee.  You cover me with your platforms.” (after God showed me how people cover God/love with built-up platforms) (March 16, 2006)

Prepare your hearts! (To all peoples) and You have no jurisdiction here.  This child is mine.” (to Muslims leading holy war/attack against true Christian) (June 22, 2006)

You found me.  My Father will guide you.  Watch very carefully the sun we set over your twilight hours.” (Jesus to me – December 5, 2006)

Something of the Lord will be made manifest.” (December 16, 2006 & January 13, 2007 – It will be like the year 1527 again)

All is to no avail without works.” (Jesus to people whose faith doesn’t serve others – Divine Mercy Sunday – April 15, 2007)

SAVE SOULS FROM DROWNING!” (God to me – Early November, 2007 – exact date unrecorded)

You have seen that which is never to be seen (after being shown God’s finger in a dream sending a lightening bolt down to strike the earth – November 18, 2007).

Bring forth the sands of time to compassionate My wounds (Jesus – November 19, 2007)

Bless you all who are ’69’ (class of 69…number of man/God joined together). (November 21, 2007)

My sweet and tender child of Mercy, write that I am in love with the world.” (Jesus – November 25, 2007)

My dear child, allow yourself to be lead where I am leading you.  They (my sufferings) are leading you to still waters.” (Jesus to me) and One Author; One Paradise.” (December 1, 2007)

My water springs up from the ground and bubbles forth in endless streams.  The earth dances for joy at the bubbling water.” (December 24, 2007)

By the sword of love, you shall conquer.” (Jesus to me from the Altar at Church, January 6, 2008)

And a waking dictated message from God from January 10, 2008 which I repeat again:

Take heed O children of the wind, for your time draws near. The Vicar of My Son immolates the people. You, my sentinels in the watchtowers have this to say: Pride and prejudice shall be no more. Bastions of security will be found amongst the cities at the gate. True Presence of My Son becomes a grace for all peoples. Rivers flow in the desert.

You are called to the watchtower, O sentinel of my people. The hearts of many grow weary and peace stills.  Guard your hearts, for the thief is coming in the night. My time is at hand. Grace flows like a river in a desert. Wildflowers grow. Precious the one who, though weary, immolates my people.

Have faith, My child, for my grace is upon you and you shall see rest. Soon, very soon, I tell you, peace will come to all peoples, for the Day of the Lord is at hand and His justice is sure.  My Heart grows weary at the sight of so much abomination and My Hand can hold no more. Rise, O you peoples of the East, for the betrayer is at hand, ready to knock on your gate.

Precious the few who stand. They will be like mountains. Gather my people, the elect, from the four corners of the wind. Make ready, for the Day of the Lord has come.

Bastions at the gate give heed to the battle cry, for High and Mighty is the Lord. He has heard My people cry. Great rain falls upon the peoples and the just shall have their reward.  The time draws near for the Prince of the Heavenly Host to be a champion for the people. The cry of justice is heard. With a shout does He spring forth upon the people.

Make way, O you land of Jerusalem, for my people cry. No more is there to be bloodshed and war and abomination in the sight of the Lord.  My hand rests. True to the Word of God. Amen

and on it went:

Rains cleanse the great pains of the earth” (January 19, 2008)

GO!!! PREACH UNTO THE NATIONS!” (Shout command from Jesus during Eucharistic adoration at Mass – His right hand extended from the Host & rested on my head – February 1, 2008)

The soul that is inured to suffering will there (in Heaven) inure to joy.” (February 7, 2008)

Bow down before the King of Heaven, Satan!” (February 25, 2008)

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus. (From St. Paul – March 4, 2008)

Thus the soul finds itself, already here on earth, in the loving state it will enjoy for all eternity. (God describing those who here on earth love and serve Him – March 12, 2008)

Dispose yourself to receive the High and Mighty Lord (and I so disposed myself and He continued) Exposing yourself to this mass will require that you in turn expose yourself (I knew it meant to others) (To me – March 12, 2008)

Be part of the Elijah temple.  Go write of the Hallelujah Chorus.  Go preach.” (To me – March 30, 2008, and I was given a walking stick like Moses’)

YAHWEH SPEAKS!” (As I begin speaking in the streets – to the peoples – May 6, 2008)

So as you wash, so shall you see.” (May 30, 2008)


YOU saw it all BEFORE it happened, didn’t you…?! (Satan to me in the most slow, derisive, snarling voice at me seeing him climbing the walls of the King’s Castle – only to be pushed back/overcome/sent to his death -by the King’s knights in the Castle – just before he could overtake it –  – November 8, 2008)

YOUR SUNDAY VIGIL SHOULD NOT FALL!!!” (URGENT exhortation Message from Pope John Paul II – January 29, 2009)

You are the city of Spirit.  You give Me form.” (God to me – May 5, 2009)

Deuteronomy.” (One word from God tied to the mark of Christ being placed over all the doors of those serving God – October 1, 2010)

I treasure all these gifts, but this is what I really like!” (Mary to me showing me all the gifts I have given her in my lifetime – but the more recent type of a more beautiful, refined, nature – November 21, 2010)

Who will have life and have it to the fullest?” (God – April 30, 2011)

In times of great difficulty, We speak in (use) Hieroglyphics.” (August 16, 2011)

With the hands of Fatima, you will feed thousands.” (God to me – March 1, 2012)

You are fit to be with me (after Jesus sent light through my whole body starting at my Heart); then I died so that you could come to Me.” (February 23, 2013)

I love you so much my child!  I can’t wait to marry you!” (Jesus to me; he longs to have every single soul come to Him – January 2, 2014)

Christ will become a log thrown into the water for us to hold on to when we have to swim.” (May 28, 2014 – tied to coming times/devouring times)

I Love You All!  You are created in My Image. Repent!” (God levitated and slowly circled me 360 degrees to proclaim this message to everyone! – November 14, 2014)

It is time.” (God to me regarding a new mission I am about to begin; March 16, 2015; undercover work straight up against the worst evil on the planet – satanists, witches, those possessed…)

Is anyone sensing a theme here?  Is anyone listening?

The hour is late.




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