Archive for January, 2016

2016 surely hasn’t wasted any time unfolding and showing things of evil.  We have already seen many headlines of bombings and shootings – the latest in a rural Saskatchewan school – and we’re not even out of January.  It breaks my heart to see people with such evil intent seeking to create havoc, devastation and chaos.

What most people don’t realize though, is that there is an underground subterfuge – a malicious evil spiritual truth.  This truth, which most people don’t want to hear or contemplate, is that Satan and demons exist.  They and those they can gather to their cause work incessantly to create notions of evil in the heart that are then borne out in the world.  Witness this purported warning from Mary, from http://www.holylove.org:

January 15, 2016

Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“The greatest threat in the world today is those who do not recognize evil as evil. This lack of discernment enables the enemy and empowers his evil agenda. You see it all around you; in fashions, entertainment, the mainstream media in politics and governments. Most do not think along the lines of what is good and what is evil. Too many are naive as to the difference and indifferent as to the impact of their choices.”

“This is why these Messages* continue – to guide, protect and enlighten. If you do not recognize your enemy, you cannot fight him. Most do not even recognize that they are under attack. I pray constantly for the realization of the Truth in all hearts.”

“Untruth is the enemy and is on the rise. It is far easier to accept untruth, as Satan does not attack such decisions. However, I come to you to help you recognize the Truth in all matters and to give you the courage to choose good over evil.”

“Holy Love is the definition of good. Base all your decisions upon Holy Love. In My Immaculate Heart is every grace you need to make the right choices – the good choices. I am your protection and guide.”

* The Messages of Holy and Divine Love at Maranatha Spring and Shrine.

I think the reason many people don’t even turn their thoughts for a moment to the possibility that Satan and evil malicious spirits truly exist, is fear.  That makes perfect sense to me.  They have reason to be afraid.  I have witnessed (in the dreams God has sent me) repeated experiences of Satan and demons, and let me tell you this: Satan is the most vile, malicious, horrifying, evil being.  He is filled with utter hatred towards humanity.  I have experienced time and again his tirades.  They are filled with ferocious anger, vile filth, smugness, derisiveness, snarling, haughty disdain and outright charging attack directed straight towards me.  He certainly doesn’t appear to be happy at all with the path I have chosen in serving God and making others aware of his existence.

If you are starting to squirm in your seat a little as you read this, because you have not yet decided to choose God, faith, truth and love, then you have good reason to be squirming in your seat.  The truth is, my friend, that Satan already has you trapped, in one way or another.  He didn’t have to come charging at you and reveal himself, as he has done with me, because he has you believing he doesn’t exist.  Through one or another of his fetters and chains (and I have seen those also in the dream state, and they are as many and varied as the persons he wants to snare) he has you distracted, disbelieving, indifferent, unconcerned with your spiritual destiny, or has you outright embroiled in evil.

Don’t get me wrong.  I have great compassion, for I once sat in that state and have to constantly guard against this thing we call sin – acts against love.  The difference is that the light slowly started to dawn for me that love and goodness were just naturally the best way to be, and so I started to turn towards that light.  The second I made that turn, God revealed Himself to me.  You see, as beings with free will, we must choose whom we will serve:  Evil or Good.  God is perfect goodness and love.  In Him is all peace and beauty.  Satan is pure evil.  In him is all evil and untruth.

Here’s the kicker though, and perhaps an impetus to get you out of your squirming seat and the great temptation to hit delete on this blog writing.  God created all things.  God created angels.  The bible tells us that some, with Lucifer at the helm, rebelled against God and refused to love his latest creation – mankind.  This kicker, which Satan does NOT wish you to know, is that he is utterly powerless against those who choose God.  Let us not forget that he, also, was created by God – perfect and beautiful originally, so the Bible says.  However, he is God’s fallen creature now.  What I am getting at is that he didn’t create himself, and he is not God.  He doesn’t have anywhere near the power of God.  THAT is why I don’t fear him – though let me tell you I do wake up in a little trembling sweat after dream experiences of direct attack from him.  I wouldn’t be human if I didn’t.   However, as one who has turned very powerfully to God these past 15 years, God has also shown me, in my spiritual dream experiences, that I am highly protected.  I have seen a spiritual bubble dome that completely surrounds me that Satan is unable to penetrate or come close to (think ‘the cone of silence’ from “Get Smart” – those of you born in the ’60’s will get this reference…).  I have also been shown how the good angels are more powerful and are constantly interceding against the evil spirits – they completely block them from harming us.

I guess what I am trying to convey here today is that it is actually great prudence to start to examine the possibility that truth and untruth – God and Satan – exist.  It is your first step out of Satan’s grasp into safety!  I do not say this lightly, and so I say it again:

The decision to start to examine for yourself if God is really real is your first step towards the safety of God and out of Satan’s grasp.

I never wish to make people afraid with my writings.  But I would be doing a disservice to your soul if I lied to you and said Satan wasn’t real.  Oh my friends, he is so real…and, as an angel created by God, though fallen, has a significant amount of power.  He is something to be feared!!  So please, for a moment, be afraid.  Be afraid that I might just know what I am talking about and hear that I am screaming a warning to your soul:  Come out from evil!


Okay, so perhaps you are listening and wonder what to do next.  Well, my first piece of advice is to get yourself into a good Christian church.  I personally believe the Catholic church has the fullness of the Christian churches – with Jesus present in the Eucharist, priestly blessings (despite their human failings) and the sacraments.  I have experienced too many spiritual things tied to the Catholic church to be able to deny that I feel the most fullness and safety in her arms (having converted from Protestant).  The bottom line I am trying to convey, though, is the truth that Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  Anyone who chooses Jesus is automatically in the arms of God, and has Mary as Jesus’ mother (whether they know it or believe it or not).  Jesus is safety.  God is safety.  And I am talking about the God of the Bible.  Not the god of our own understanding. Ground yourself in the bible.

If you can’t find the strength to make the step into a church, then start with a heartfelt prayer in your own words to our God.  Ask Him to help you make the next step.  He will not let you down.

If you need someone to talk to about your unbelief and struggles with faith, drop me a note in the contact form on this website.  I won’t let you down either.

I want to share with you next, one of my most powerful experiences of the spiritual battle and the truth that Jesus is our safety.  I can’t say I still understand it fully, but I have to say that the power of Jesus in it had Satan crushed to the floor – and that is the sum total and essence of everything I have tried to tell you here.  You do not need to be afraid.  You do, however, need to be wise.  Heed my witness and turn.  God will do the rest:

Monday, February 25, 2008 approx 7 a.m.

I had a long dream of being in an evil man’s house and being part of three (the Trinity?) who would help rescue prisoners.  I saw one woman being held captive and smuggled out by one of the evil man’s operatives who was secretly good.  The man wondered how his prisoners were being smuggled out.  I knew but kept silent as he searched the house for who amongst his staff was secretly helping the good side – freeing the prisoners.  I tried to stay hidden as he started to go down the stairs to the main level of the house (we had been on the second floor), but I was now seen.

Some evil men brought in a jar of black liquid that was meant for harm/death.  I found myself holding it in my hands.  The undercover operative placed a small blessed wood crucifix on the lid of it and it began to steam and hiss with the power of God and it dissolved the jar I held and evaporated it – its’ power killed by God’s power.  I believe it was at this point the evil owner found the man who had smuggled the woman out (as it was the one who had placed the cross on the jar) and he began to accuse him of doing this.  The man struggled to defend himself against the evil owner, but was failing in his defence – soon to be caught/found out and killed.  I looked up to heaven and in silent prayer almost screamed beseechingly “FATHER!!!” (like an SOS call).

As I watched this accusation unfold all of a sudden God’s power came on me in the most IMMENSE way yet!  It levitated me in front of many people and I rose in the air on my back and was completely and overwhelmingly filled with God’s power and I began to speak.  God started speaking a long message through me.  I remembered proclaiming many things in this state, but could only remember one sentence verbatim which I will record later in the dream.  There were many people amazed at what was occurring as they watched it with their own eyes.

The evil man brought in Satan and his aides as he saw this happening to me to try to attack me.  Satan came directly to face me.  Wounds opened up on my hands in this state and the “risen” holes blasted forth rays of light.  I think I may have had a crown on my head.  I sensed the presence of Jesus – hard to explain.  I, still levitated, became in an upright position as I squared off directly against Satan thus and God/Jesus spoke through me very powerfully:


I spoke God’s words – God in me blasting words directly at Satan, and the power crushed him to his knees.  He could not withstand it.  The wounds in my hands were evidence for people to see.  My hands burned forth rays after the holes had opened and the rays of power shone out through my hands as I blasted forth God’s messages with IMMENSE power unlike anything I have ever seen or felt before.

I do not remember all the words I spoke verbatim.  There were many messages.  It was a revealing of God’s power in Jesus Christ.  Jesus Christ was referred to/in the person of the messages – hard to explain.  I stayed levitated quite some time and was moved around alternatively to speak words directly against Satan and then witness to the crowds gathering about me in amazement and belief.

I directed them (as I do now…) to go seek God, confession of sin (through the sacraments of the church, or by personal confession in prayer to Jesus) and to cleanse themselves.  They started to file en-masse at my witness and words in this levitated/possessed-by-God’s power state.

They all left this evil man’s house where they had been serving/eating.  THE POWER!!!  The words I spoke from God!!!  I can’t tell you how amazingly powerful – God in me – me docile…There was an immense crushing of Satan and his power as these words were poured forth.

Prophecy was also spoken about.  Something about the time now of a great warrior come.  I saw him run across the pages of a great book I saw to my right in this levitated/God-possessed state – to leap into the scene I was in (into time).  He carried a long straight spear.  This was hands down the most powerful dream of God I have had to date…

I can’t begin to say I understand all of the symbolism of the spiritual dream experiences God has given me.  However, I continue to share them in the hopes that it will lead you to greater awareness that this life is your spiritual battle.  You must choose a side!  Don’t let Satan keep you complacent as you float along merrily in a boat that may lead to hell (see my God given experience of that place here).  Choose instead the Life Preserver that is Jesus. He will bring you aboard the cruise ship that sails straight to Heaven (also known as the Ark).  Please heed my witness that these spiritual truths exist.

I leave you lastly with a little spiritual instruction given by God to Moses to help you Come Out From Evil:


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I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year, and hope you all have a blessed 2016!

As we all journey together into the coming year, this Jubilee Year of Mercy, I continue to share the words, dreams and inspirations I have received over the years.  I was inspired to start this year with a new series of writings, and when I prayed about the title, the words “Stay the Course” are what immediately came to mind.  In essence I think this sums up the Christian walk – learning to trust ever more deeply in the path laid out for us by our loving God, who with All Wisdom, knows much better than we, the perfect path for each of us…a path often strewn with this mysterious thing called suffering.

As already mentioned in a previous writing, I experienced words from St. Paul in a dream several years ago (March 4, 2008) that were:

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus.”

About a month earlier I had experienced the following words as I rose from sleep:

The soul that is inured to suffering will there (in heaven) inure to joy.”

I have to admit I had to look up the meaning of the word “inure”.  I thought perhaps I had heard it wrong, but I always record my dreams and words I receive exactly as I experience them, taking great care to never change a thing with my conscious mind or imagination.  So of course I had to google the word “inure” and honestly thought, well, if it isn’t a word, then I will know that my subconscious just spit a sentence at me as I rose from sleep…but of course it was a word, and I knew then, that the source wasn’t from me…

The word “inure”, according to the online Miriam-Webster dictionary is:

 to cause (someone) to be less affected by something unpleasant

Full Definition of inure

in·ured, in·ur·ing

  1. transitive verb
  2. :  to accustom to accept something undesirable <children inured to violence>

  3. intransitive verb
  4. :  to become of advantage <policies that inure to the benefit of employees>

My next obvious thought after reading the definition, was why we had to be ‘inured’ to suffering?  The mystery of suffering is something greatly debated in Catholic circles and I don’t dare to try explain it myself, except to offer my two cents of my experience of it and the changes it has wrought.  Suffering of course can be highly unpleasant whilst we are in the midst of it.  Who would ask for it?

The Little Engine That Could is an illustrated children’s book that was first published in the United States in 1930 by Platt & Munk. The story is used to teach children the value of optimism and hard work.

Many years ago while undergoing intense suffering myself, I remembered a beloved book of my childhood, and I felt compelled to become acquainted with it again.  It was one of two that I loved (the other being “The Little Engine that Could” – boy how I sometimes feel like that little blue engine…).  The book was “The Velveteen Rabbit”.

The Velveteen Rabbit is a children’s book written by Margery Williams and illustrated by William Nicholson. It chronicles the story of a stuffed rabbit and his desire to become real through the love of his owner.

I believe there are many reasons why we suffer, including a natural outcome of our experience of evil.  How much less suffering there would be in the world if everyone treated their neighbour as themselves and loved everyone!    However,  I also believe it is often necessary grace in disguise (yes I said grace).  I believe its effects make us stronger, but more importantly, like the little Velveteen Rabbit who becomes banged up and shabby on the outside (but beautiful, whole and real when he ‘dies’ -, through the love of his owner), sufferings’ effects help us to become more ‘real’.  I have experienced that it truly, like nothing else, helps us to shed our layers of falseness and less desirable qualities.  Sometimes difficult words, illnesses and circumstances help us to grow and change into better people and help us to know ourselves better (as we often don’t want to hear what others say we need to change).  Since I also have the grace of knowing this life isn’t the end, but more like our stuffed rabbit life experience of becoming mature souls that become truly ‘real’ or fully formed by the time of our death, I have learned to trust the often difficult circumstances life and God have sent my way…knowing God knows what He is doing far better than I.

I also liken our lives here on earth (our spiritual/soul formation) to the experience of being formed in the womb.  Anyone who knows a little of the hidden, intense and varied little cataclysms and evolutions and change that a zygote, embryo and fetus undergo to become a human being, can understand what I am trying to get at.  The creation of a human being, when viewed in the womb, can seem quite convoluted and messy (just like our lives can be), but oh what perfection in the immense, extremely intricate formation of a human being from two tiny cells containing the code of DNA!  Would God want anything less for our spiritual formation?  As conscious beings with free will though, we all have a constant choice to cooperate with the little trials of the path.  (I also liken the entire evolution of life on our planet and the human existence to a womb-like growth of the human race, but that’s for a whole other treatise on theoretical physics mixed with theology, and definitely for another time… you can see my previous writing  “Evolution as Creation?here.)

To round out this little ‘thought’ on the nature of suffering, I leave you with three additional things to ponder.  The first is a dream experience I had two days after the ‘inure‘ sentence.  I realize the symbolic nature of the dream may help explain our life walk and ‘test’ and the ‘negative’ experiences of suffering  that actually in God’s perfect plan may be His intended perfected ‘positive’, but that is only my opinion; the full understanding of it is reserved for the next life:

February 9, 2008 – approx. 5:30 a.m.

Dreamt I was going to take a test.  I saw the test assembled and when I saw it I saw at first a long negative (-) gash in brownish rust blood colour and I said – ‘It’s negative!’  But someone else pointed out to me – “No, look:  You’re not looking at the whole picture” (which was much bigger).  As I followed the “-” symbol on the test it became a long road that I walked down, and the road/symbol of the test was a long road of splintered pieces of reddish wood (negative sign (-) gashes of wood that looked like negative signs),  and it extended out down the road and as I saw the whole thing it actually made it into a long positive “+” sign, but it was in the shape of a cross.  It only became apparent that it was a huge giant positive symbol as you got further down the road of  what seemed a series of negatives…

The second is a purported New Year’s message from Mary from a visionary known as Maureen Sweeney-Kyle, from the website http://www.holylove.org.  The recent message is as follows and the end of it in particular speaks to what I have been trying to convey in this writing:

December 31, 2015
New Year’s Message

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Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“It is the hour of assessment as to where the world in general is headed in the New Year. This will be a year of profound trials, as what is deep in hearts and spoken of in secret is acted out in the world. Your reigning president will be tested over and over as to just how weak a leader he is in matters of national security.”

“God’s Permitting Will is greatly tempted to allow even more significant natural disasters worldwide. Each nation’s weakest attributes will become even weaker, for strength is in the Lord.”

“The conscience of your nation and of the world will slowly be convicted of their lack of cooperation with God’s Will, as they become less enchanted with politics and more united in truthful leadership. The Refuge of My Immaculate Heart will become more important to many.”

“Continue to choose the rosary as your weapon against evil, especially the evil of abortion. The Truth that abortion is murder needs to be accepted in hearts before much of what I have spoken of can be avoided.”

“I am your Advocate and Mediatrix before the Throne of God. Your needs and petitions are My own. In all ways, however, we must be ready to accept God’s Will, which is all-seeing and all-knowing. You may not in your earthly life see the immediate value of each cross, but when you reach Heaven all this knowledge will be given to you.

I leave you lastly with a purported message from Jesus to another visionary, Janet Klasson, from the website http://www.pelianitoblog.wordpress.com. It also (coincidentally?) speaks to the theme that has emerged in my writings today:

Matthew 1:17 So all the generations from Abraham to David are fourteen generations; and from David to the deportation to Babylon, fourteen generations; and from the deportation to Babylon to the Messiah, fourteen generations.

“My beloved, do you see how intricately the plan of salvation has been drawn up? No detail has been left out. My plans are perfect and are in perfect balance; the end result will be perfection. Then do not doubt and do not fear, but hasten its fulfillment by making more fervent prayers and sacrifices. Within the perfect plan of God stands the imperfect human soul. Just as in the genealogy of the Messiah there were a multitude of imperfect human souls, yet they did not spoil the plan of God. So too, the imperfection of all humans from the time of the Messiah to now are not capable of derailing the perfect plan of God. All the imperfections of all humans put together are but a drop in the infinite ocean of my perfection. Do not despair, but the darker the days become, remember that infinite ocean of perfection and be consoled. My children—pray! I am near and where I am, perfection also dwells. Shalom, my children. Be consoled in the perfection of my birth.”

May this little writing today leave you with the peace of God as you continue your own journey down life’s path this coming year.  God bless!


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