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It has been quite a few years now since I have started sharing the divine inspirations and words I have received.  I have taken this journey quite seriously and have wished in earnest for all those with ears to hear to take my words seriously.  If I could but download the spiritual experiences I have received to you so that you could experience them as I have experienced them(!)…but the best I can do is re-live them here with the odd illustration in the hopes that you will see and hear what I have seen and heard.

It has been 17 years since I personally began this profound spiritual journey and I feel so blessed to be sitting in the place I am, knowing that the things of the Bible are real…what peace…what consolation.  As the world around us gets busier, ruder, crueler, scarier and just downright deadly, it gives me great consolation to know so very well that this life is not the end of the story.

But with all the work I have done sharing profound truthful things here, in my documentary and the one to come, in my women’s group – Sister†Hood, and most especially in the deep, prolonged prayer life of pleading with The Father for EVERYONE!!!, I still feel like I haven’t done near enough to help people wake up and look at the spiritual life;  Hence my title today – IS ANYONE LISTENING?!!!

Many of the words I read at various sites around the world where others are receiving divine inspirations, echo with a resonance of the warnings I have also personally received.  WE MUST CHANGE – AND NOW!!!

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I know it isn’t popular to be a voice in the wilderness that says “it is not okay to just live and let live…and for each to do whatever they think is right“.  SIN is a very real, serious word…and almost no-one is taking it seriously.  The Ten Commandments aren’t just the title of a fantastic 1956 Cecil B. De Mille movie starring Charleton Heston.  They are a law which God gave us to help us live fantastic lives!

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The Ten Commandments

In summation, their law is the Law of Love.  And not just love of self…but love of self and neighbour, which amounts to perfection for oneself and beauty for one’s neighbour.  Think about it.  How do various people make you feel in your day to day lives?  Don’t you feel the best around the ones who treat you with respect, kindness, consideration, care, patience, and love?  Are you also finding that this kind of person is harder and harder to find out there?

Well, I have one piece of advice for that.  Start by BEING one – no matter what they do around you.  It is the right thing to do and oftentimes the only thing that helps your neighbour to start to be a better person.  So many people are broken, bitter, hard, lonely, unkind and jaded.  Their frozen hearts are in need of melting. So let me segue here and state that I made the icon of my women’s group a Domino for a reason.  The reason is that we are in great need of warm, loving hearts willing to touch other hearts.  We need chain reactions – Domino chain reactions.  The only way to do that is to become a Domino yourself.  BE the agent of change you wish to see in the world.  Pray for the strength for yourself and others to do this in this very difficult, darkening world.  This is the KEY to change. Wishing for it while you continue to act the way others sometimes treat you will do nothing…except add to the mess.

Lately there have been quite a few messages from God the Father Himself on a website I follow and believe to be authentic, though each has to discern for himself.  As He has been saying to and through me, our God is saying similar things through the messenger at http://www.holylove.org, with a recent post as follows:

Once again, I see a Great Flame that I (Maureen) have come to know as the Heart of God the Father. He says: “I am the Lord God, Creator of all things great and small. It is I Who created the earth and its atmosphere. It is I Who call the clouds to pass before the sun. It is I Who create every insect under the earth – every fish that swims in the sea. For the sake of My Love for all of My Creation – especially mankind – I come here* today to speak once again.”

“I have given you Commandments to live, by My Children. I have encapsulated all of the Commandments in one easy concept – Holy Love. Most of you fail to listen. The greatest error in the world today is that man does not recognize or care about what is good and what is evil. This attitude negates sin in all its forms and creates a false conscience – an apt description of the heart of the world. Yet when I come, or send My Son or His Holy Mother to speak, few there are who will listen. Then there are those who think they are living in My Divine Will but have made gods of their own will and their own opinions. These are the ones most difficult to convert. Their sanctimony is their undoing.”

“With a sincere heart return to Me, O Man of Earth. Allow Me to be your Sovereign. I desire your welfare – your salvation. Obey My Commandments. I am slow to anger – rich in Mercy. My Justice must come, however.” July 18, 2017 – God the Father to messenger Maureen Sweeney-Kyle at the Ecumenical Shrine and Ministry of Holy Love at Maranatha Spring & Shrine in Ohio/www.holylove.org

I have my own warning to share from a dream I received on April 21, 2008 (with a dream of its interpretation a year later in April, 2009).  I offer it in hopes that it will inspire YOU to listen, harken, change, and become the DOMINO of great change in the world around you, so that together we might make this WORLD the beautiful place it is intended to be, while we each work to make ourselves the most beautiful SELF we were meant to be – not just for our lives here, but for the eternity that we will each spend upon our deaths.

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April 21, 2008

Dreamt I saw a beautiful man I had seen in my class before many times in school I had been at and I was highly attracted to him.  He began to show his love for me and brought me to a scene to show me something.

I was shown an area/field that had maze-like tall grasses or corn stalks (I think the latter).  A man (Father) said to me that he could no longer allow time to search for poor, helpless Piglet anymore, as it was time to bring forward the buffalo (from of old), so that the lion would not starve – have something to feed on.

Of course the little piglet lost in the corn would be trampled.  I then saw Piglet’s little head as he wandered about confused – trying to find his way out of these tall corn rows.  I started earnestly beckoning to the lost one to get him to come out of the corn maze quickly!!!  As I knew the stampede/danger/trampling/devouring time was coming.  He could hear my voice and started to head to the edge for safety.

Then the man/Father gave some command and I saw the buffalo come stampeding first.  First there was one, then two, then a herd, and they began to tear off from this ‘of old’ place where they’d been kept/held and they started to charge wildly – chaotic directions – beginning to trample the corn field.

I was on a high wood wall/fence that was at the edge of the field – opposite direction from whence the stampede was let forth.  I saw a character named Chase (whose name means ‘exceptionally skilled huntsman’) hidden in the tree/bush next to the fence and encouraged him to climb on the fence and then follow me – as I now saw the release of the bears after the buffalo had stampeded through and the bears would destroy hungrily.

I saw the first bear and it was large and powerful – in fact I only saw one bear and it sought to catch and tear apart and consume anyone it could find in the corn and also on the fence.

I saw a tall pole at the long end of this fence.  It was white, but had no flag at the top.  I think it may have had a pointed top.  I saw a young girl trying to shimmy up the pole to heights for safety to escape the bear.

I leapt onto the pole and started to shimmy up and told her to take my hand and then I would/started to pull her up with me to a safe height to escape the bear. She was a young girl who appeared six (the number of man).  All the while I was issuing commands for my family and others to follow me and I was going to help pull them up too, as this tall white pole was the ONLY place of height/safety to escape the devouring bear.

Not only was it an urgent flee, but the quick climb of the pole would require strength to climb and endurance to stay there – holding fast while the bear devoured all around.

I woke and was reflecting on this dream and then may have fallen back asleep for I had a flash image of Mary, Mother of God appearing over this cornfield, and she hovered there as if on a cloud pedestal.

I dreamt an interpretation of the aforementioned dream a year later, in Easter Week, April, 2009 and recorded it April 17, 2009:

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I dreamt an interpretation of the dream from April 21, 2008 from the ‘bear scene’ onwards.  It was this:

The bear was Russia.  Piglet was the lost souls – wandering in corn – unable to even see the way out – that is why Mary appeared hovering over the field – they could look up and see her.  She was there to coax them out of their lost state.

The fence represented the climb to true safety which was the white pole.  It was shown this white pole was the church and made known that it bore no flag at the top as a normal flagpole would have as it was for no one nation, but for all – universal.

The only place of safety with the devouring attack of the bear (Russia) was going to be this flagpole and souls could not afford to stay ‘on the fence’ anymore.  They must cling to the pole/church – even though this will be difficult, and there will not be much rest in doing so.

I have only one question for you:





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Part of the reason I have found it difficult to find the time to write on this little blog for God lately, is due to the investment of time filming my first documentary in service to the call to witness to our Christian faith.

In my last writing, I shared this initial documentary in segments.  It was also screened in Ottawa on December 8, 2016 and was well received to a larger audience than I had expected.  This tells me people are thirsting to hear of the things of God to help them in their daily walk of faith – through times that seem to be extra hard and dry for many lately…myself included.

To that end, Charlie (my young, talented reporter friend) & I have started filming our next documentary and have decided to launch a Youtube show to share it in short manageable segments, with another screening in Ottawa when it is finished. Our new show is called Cross†Talk, and we have decided to focus on ‘the dark side‘ for the initial series, “The Demonic Interviews”.  This series, which will be amalgamated into our second documentary, will be an expose of sorts on Satan, demons and the occult.  It will include not only the many dream experiences of Satan and demons that God has allowed me to experience, but also my experience of Hell, and the witness of several other Christians.

According to the Catechism of the Catholic church, we are all called to witness to our Christian faith with our lives, as a natural outcome of our Christian Baptism:

The baptized have become “living stones” to be “built into a spiritual house, to be a holy priesthood.”74 By Baptism they share in the priesthood of Christ, in his prophetic and royal mission. They are “a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s own people, that [they] may declare the wonderful deeds of him who called [them] out of darkness into his marvelous light.”75 Baptism gives a share in the common priesthood of all believers. 1268


For me this was very strikingly confirmed by a supernatural experience at mass February 1, 2008 where I saw Jesus’ right arm came out from the Host during Eucharistic Adoration and felt it rest on my head.  Then I heard him speak to me a brief shout command:

GO!!!  Preach unto the nations!”

It was a powerful confirmation of my call to ministry which has been exercised in a more direct way these past eight years or so.  This call is no different today than it was in the times of the first disciples.  Witness the example of St. Paul:

Paul, a servant of Jesus Christ, called to be an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God, which he promised beforehand through his prophets in the holy scriptures, the gospel concerning his Son, who was descended from David according to the flesh and was declared to be Son of God with power according to the spirit of holiness by resurrection from the dead, Jesus Christ our Lord, through whom we have received grace and apostleship to bring about the obedience of faith among all the Gentiles for the sake of his name, including yourselves who are called to belong to Jesus Christ.” Holy Bible, NRSV

Occasionally I’ve experienced spiritual dream experiences of some of these great witnesses to the truths of our faith and will share them here today for your discernment.  They in their own times and own ways served as heroic witnesses to their deep relationship with the hidden God and His Son, Jesus Christ.  Almost everyone knows of the witness of Mother Teresa in our own time, who was canonized St. Teresa of Calcutta in 2016; or the long history of witness of Sister Lucia of Fatima, whose cause for beatification just passed the first stage this past week (while her co-visionaries at Fatima, Francisco & Jacinta Marto, were beatified by St. John Paul II on a Fatima anniversary, May 13, 2000).  In his role as head of the Catholic Church,  Pope John Paul II witnessed with his life, service and office to the truths of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.  Then there is this little witness by a Catholic wife and mother…and the testimony of countless others who are using new and varied methods to preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

How desperately the world needs those willing to carry on the call to witness to the truth of our faith.  Pope Francis indeed is calling all the faithful to use every method to fulfill their call to evangelization;  a call to literally go out into the streets and minister to the people where they are.  This is a call Mother Teresa fulfilled by serving the poor in the streets of Calcutta, and this simple burning desire to serve others and Jesus resulted in her sainthood. And what else is the essence of sainthood but the practice of love – putting one step in front of the other in service to the needs of those around you?  The truth is that we are all called to sainthood – and all called to witness.  So…with over 7.5 billion people on the planet, the world could really use your sainthood…and your witness.

Yet many feel that recent years feel more like the scourging at the pillar than sainthood.  But it is precisely this stripping and scourging that peels away the layers of sin and worldly attachment and leads to the beautiful core of love in a uniquely crafted human persona known as you.  Holiness.  Sainthood.  Witness. A recent re-post by Janet Klasson of the Pelianito Journal Blog that came at the same time as this writing illustrates my point:

My beloved, do not imagine that the journey of my faithful ones is so different from the journey of their Lord. On the contrary, I AM the way and all paths lead through the cross. Remember, my children, that each cross is tailored to the soul. Each is unique, as unique as the soul that bears it. The only similarity in all crosses is that I am with you all in your passion. You need only turn to me and all the strength I had in my passion will be made available to you. This is especially true when one is being persecuted for my sake. Would I abandon that poor soul? Would not the Father see me when he looks at him? When I say that your reward will be great in heaven, do not imagine that I am being trite. Those who suffer on my behalf will be eternally grateful for what that suffering has purchased for them. Indeed, it will seem a far greater reward than the soul feels he deserved for it. In comparison, the trial will seem a small thing—even a large trial. My children, you cannot possibly imagine with what magnanimity your infinitely generous God can act. Be therefore consoled. All that happens in this life is as a passing shadow, over in the blink of an eye. Endure all with faith, fortitude, and great trust. I am with you through it all. Shalom.” Jesus to the messenger, Janet in alleged message from https://pelianitoblog.wordpress.com/

So to aid you in your continued climb and call to holiness, sainthood & witness I share the following:

March 4, 2008

I experienced a very brief dream of St. Paul with words spoken as I rose from sleep:

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus.”

For me this helped illuminate the scourging and stripping…for the purposes of being a fantastic witness for our God, while attaining the goal for ourselves at the same time – sainthood, holiness and the wholeness that we were originally created for as God’s creation in His image…the image of love.  I am sure there are many images of love who have faithfully walked with faith and witness and thereby illuminated their little corner of the world with the light of heaven, yet remained hidden and unknown to most of the world – even in posterity.  And yet, occasionally, God makes some of them into bigger lampstands, so that His work, His love and their witness might be of broader reach.  Such is the case with Sister Lucia of Fatima, whose life is getting more attention now than ever since her death on February 13, 2005 – especially in this the 100th anniversary of the apparitions of Fatima.

I can’t say I fully understood the following dream of Sister Lucia from 2008 at the time, but lately I feel like it is starting to make a lot more sense…and perhaps will more so as time goes on.  I leave this to the discernment of the reader:

Saturday, March 15, 2008

I had a long drawn out dream that started with a chase scene.  I was helping children escape from evil forces who sought to catch and kill them. I was helping people flee, procuring hiding spots etc.  Then I came upon a large room set up for students with circular tables set up in a large circle around the edges of the room.  There were math games/questions to test/occupy students while something was being set up – like an exposition.  I was asked a question at the second table – to describe the property of something.

Then I was in a different location.  It seemed an outdoor alcove on a street or something and no-one was around me at all.  I was secluded in a recessed corner of a building on the quiet end  of a street.  I had been given a tape recording and an orange duotang or folder of Sister Lucia (Fatima visionary) speaking.  Reference was made to the fact that the world did not really have at this time a great religious ‘beacon’ like Mother Teresa, etc. to look up to.

Then I saw like a vignette moving picture of Sister Lucia speaking on a page and she said it was time/part of her mission for her words to be spread in talks to the world – something about her speaking to the world.  She and her words were to start moving through the world.  I saw the light of her candle flicker.  It suggested the start of movement of her candle as this announcing/talking of hers was to go throughout the world – from place to place.

Indeed her life, mission and witness go forth in bigger waves of light as time goes on from the lampstand God continues to make of Sister Lucia.  We are each called to be light in this world of darkness by our witness and our committed lives as Christians.  This means staying the course on the uphill climb and trusting God completely along the way.  In His Mercy He prunes, refines and strengthens us for His purposes and our good.  If we allow Him, then He can truly use us to shine the light on the path to aid our fellow men – by literally making us into beacons of light that shine in a world steeped in darkness.

May this little beloved song from my childhood be for you a simple reminder of this call, which in the end is peace, beauty and harmony with our Creator, as we shine with His Light:

Jesus bids us shine with a clear, pure light,
Like a little candle burning in the night;
In this world of darkness, we must shine,
You in your small corner, and I in mine.
Jesus bids us shine, first of all for Him;
Well He sees and knows it if our light is dim;
He looks down from heaven, sees us shine,
You in your small corner, and I in mine.
Jesus bids us shine, then, for all around
Many kinds of darkness in this world abound:
Sin, and want, and sorrow—we must shine,
You in your small corner, and I in mine.
Jesus bids us shine, as we work for Him,
Bringing those that wander from the paths of sin;
He will ever help us, if we shine,
You in your small corner, and I in mine



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There is a new Country song out lately that resonates with me due to the underlying spiritual issue it depicts – that of the overwhelming noise we in the modern world are surrounded by daily.

In Kenny Chesney’s song, “Noise” is a fundamental lesson and truth.  We very rarely experience silence anymore. Yet the soul that thirsts and hungers for God, and wholeheartedly follows the path of spiritual perfection and growth in holiness, automatically seeks out more silence and less noise.  In fact, to those who know them, these souls also become an oasis of silence and peace of spirit that can be tangibly sensed.  They seem to have less interior ‘noise’ and can bring that peace and silence to every interaction.  I have heard that God dwells and speaks quietly in that place of silence.  One goal of the spiritual life is to cultivate that interior and exterior place of silence to invite God in, and create the space and open demeanour to listen to His small, still quiet voice…which sometimes echoes like thunder when we create the space in our hearts to listen…

I have experienced both in my spiritual journey – words of quiet perfect form as I rose from sleep, which summed up succinctly a dream experience of our God, but also the loud and clear immense, powerful, booming Voice of Talking Thunder of God the Father, as when He spoke to me many years ago saying,


I have said before on this website that I shall never forget that experience, or how each of His words boomed like talking thunder.  Each word was like the footstep of a Giant on the earth!  When God speaks – be it whisper or shout – one listens!  I took to heart the ‘shout’ command I received at church many years ago as well – this time from Jesus:

preach unto the nations


So for 16 years now I haven’t just been listening; I have been dutifully recording and slowly sharing that which I have seen and heard. Moreover, I have all the while been responding in the reciprocal relationship of love that then flourishes with our God, who is Love.

So many people wonder at my faith, but either don’t investigate for themselves the possibility that the spiritual truths of the Bible are real, or don’t care to find out – that is until some life experience gently, or sometimes brusquely, pushes them into the Quest.  I think part of the reason it takes people that wake-up-call moment, is that we are surrounded by far too much noise and distraction.  So many things and voices clamour for our constant attention…and so many of them are so less worthy of our time than the time that would be well spent in seeking God.

Don’t get me wrong.  I know the demands of daily life all too well!  As a mom of six kids, two dogs & two cats, who works outside the home (in a school full of noisy children(!)), runs a part time business and a women’s spiritual support group, while keeping up the demands of home, marriage & friendships, I too am surrounded by busyness and noise.  However, I crave and carve out silence.  It is those moments apart – in prayer, reflection and retreat that give me the serenity, peace and strength to do all I do (and it also helps to get regular rest & exercise to care for the tent that houses our soul!).


The key to the Quest is in seeking the Pearl of Great Price.  Matthew 13:45-46 speaks of this parable of Jesus:

Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it.” (NIV)

The value of closing off as much as possible the noise of your life to embark on the Quest for this Pearl is illustrated in several dreams God saw fit to send me in March of 2008:

March 12, 2008 – Three dreams

First I dreamt that I walked down the basement stairs of my home in Heart’s Desire.  As I approached the bottom landing I was picked up and carried by a woman to an unfinished portion of the basement where a circle of people were meeting.  As I was being carried to this circle, I was held with such love and was repeatedly given sweet and tender kisses all over my face.  I wondered what the meeting was about and why I was being brought to it.  When I awoke I pondered this dream and the fact that it was the ‘unfinished’ portion of the basement that I was brought to.

Then I fell back asleep and dreamed a second dream:


I dreamt that I was then in the finished portion of the basement.  I stood talking to many people from my circle of life.  They seemed standing in a line for something.  I spoke to those who would listen in this line about the spiritual life and the necessity to seek the things of God.  I told them to seek and they would find.  I told them if they truly desired peace they would find it.  I asked, though, if they truly sought it in truth:

Do you truly seek it?  Then you will have it.”

I saw Dara (a character in the dream whose name means ‘pearl’) in particular listening to me as well as others – men included.



These two dreams had followed a previous one from March 7, 2008 where just one silent word rose to consciousness as I emerged from sleep that night.  It was “Shekinah, Shechinah, or Schechinah (Hebrew: שְׁכִינָה‎‎).  which, according to Wikipedia, is the English transliteration of a Hebrew noun meaning dwelling or settling, and denotes the dwelling or settling of the divine presence of God and his cosmic glory.  

I had pondered “Shekinah” as I did not know what it meant.  I was still pondering it in the middle of the night after the above two dreams on March 12th.  In my journal I had then recorded the following:

I lay awake after the first two dreams (of three) I have recorded of earlier this morning, pondering God, pondering Shekinah – hungering with every fibre of my spirit, mind and body for Divine indwelling.  Then, a still, small voice said:

Dispose yourself to receive the High and Mighty Lord.”

I immediately responded:

I am so disposed.”

I began to pray with even greater fervour for the Father to possess me completely with His Divine Love.  Then the voice said again:

Exposing yourself to this mass will require that you in turn expose yourself” (I sensed this meant to others) (and surprise…here I am doing just that on this website)…

I acquiesced (agreed).  I prayed, and offered myself to the Father in a prayer too intimate to repeat to othersbut essentially I prayed:

No human heart is disposed to receive my heart as completely as You.  Together we shall create love for all eternity.”

As I prayed to God our Father, He very gently and slowly infused me with His attributes:  patience, kindness, love, tenderness, gentleness, mercy, compassion, purity, wisdom, love and His holiness.  I just but said yes!  And so I ponder still the meaning of Shekinah…perhaps others can shed light as to the full meaning of this experience.

However, it didn’t end there.  I was given to understand this:

There are no walls in the Heart of God that prevent Him from giving Himself to us, only the walls in the hearts of humans that make them unable to fully possess the living God.  Amidst such a tender experience as I have detailed above, I was saddened at the inability of human hearts to be disposed to receive the Father (who is LOVE) completely because of the walls that are put up against Him.  They shut themselves out of the deepest recesses of love…

And after I fell back asleep on this very busy spiritual night of March 12, 2008, I dreamed a final third dream:

I dreamt I saw myself and the Father, lying together in the most sweet and tender state of loving embrace, and a voice said:

Thus the soul finds itself, already here on earth, in the loving state it will enjoy for all eternity.”

So I ask you, what are you waiting for?  Start the Quest, and turn off the noise!




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2016 surely hasn’t wasted any time unfolding and showing things of evil.  We have already seen many headlines of bombings and shootings – the latest in a rural Saskatchewan school – and we’re not even out of January.  It breaks my heart to see people with such evil intent seeking to create havoc, devastation and chaos.

What most people don’t realize though, is that there is an underground subterfuge – a malicious evil spiritual truth.  This truth, which most people don’t want to hear or contemplate, is that Satan and demons exist.  They and those they can gather to their cause work incessantly to create notions of evil in the heart that are then borne out in the world.  Witness this purported warning from Mary, from http://www.holylove.org:

January 15, 2016

Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“The greatest threat in the world today is those who do not recognize evil as evil. This lack of discernment enables the enemy and empowers his evil agenda. You see it all around you; in fashions, entertainment, the mainstream media in politics and governments. Most do not think along the lines of what is good and what is evil. Too many are naive as to the difference and indifferent as to the impact of their choices.”

“This is why these Messages* continue – to guide, protect and enlighten. If you do not recognize your enemy, you cannot fight him. Most do not even recognize that they are under attack. I pray constantly for the realization of the Truth in all hearts.”

“Untruth is the enemy and is on the rise. It is far easier to accept untruth, as Satan does not attack such decisions. However, I come to you to help you recognize the Truth in all matters and to give you the courage to choose good over evil.”

“Holy Love is the definition of good. Base all your decisions upon Holy Love. In My Immaculate Heart is every grace you need to make the right choices – the good choices. I am your protection and guide.”

* The Messages of Holy and Divine Love at Maranatha Spring and Shrine.

I think the reason many people don’t even turn their thoughts for a moment to the possibility that Satan and evil malicious spirits truly exist, is fear.  That makes perfect sense to me.  They have reason to be afraid.  I have witnessed (in the dreams God has sent me) repeated experiences of Satan and demons, and let me tell you this: Satan is the most vile, malicious, horrifying, evil being.  He is filled with utter hatred towards humanity.  I have experienced time and again his tirades.  They are filled with ferocious anger, vile filth, smugness, derisiveness, snarling, haughty disdain and outright charging attack directed straight towards me.  He certainly doesn’t appear to be happy at all with the path I have chosen in serving God and making others aware of his existence.

If you are starting to squirm in your seat a little as you read this, because you have not yet decided to choose God, faith, truth and love, then you have good reason to be squirming in your seat.  The truth is, my friend, that Satan already has you trapped, in one way or another.  He didn’t have to come charging at you and reveal himself, as he has done with me, because he has you believing he doesn’t exist.  Through one or another of his fetters and chains (and I have seen those also in the dream state, and they are as many and varied as the persons he wants to snare) he has you distracted, disbelieving, indifferent, unconcerned with your spiritual destiny, or has you outright embroiled in evil.

Don’t get me wrong.  I have great compassion, for I once sat in that state and have to constantly guard against this thing we call sin – acts against love.  The difference is that the light slowly started to dawn for me that love and goodness were just naturally the best way to be, and so I started to turn towards that light.  The second I made that turn, God revealed Himself to me.  You see, as beings with free will, we must choose whom we will serve:  Evil or Good.  God is perfect goodness and love.  In Him is all peace and beauty.  Satan is pure evil.  In him is all evil and untruth.

Here’s the kicker though, and perhaps an impetus to get you out of your squirming seat and the great temptation to hit delete on this blog writing.  God created all things.  God created angels.  The bible tells us that some, with Lucifer at the helm, rebelled against God and refused to love his latest creation – mankind.  This kicker, which Satan does NOT wish you to know, is that he is utterly powerless against those who choose God.  Let us not forget that he, also, was created by God – perfect and beautiful originally, so the Bible says.  However, he is God’s fallen creature now.  What I am getting at is that he didn’t create himself, and he is not God.  He doesn’t have anywhere near the power of God.  THAT is why I don’t fear him – though let me tell you I do wake up in a little trembling sweat after dream experiences of direct attack from him.  I wouldn’t be human if I didn’t.   However, as one who has turned very powerfully to God these past 15 years, God has also shown me, in my spiritual dream experiences, that I am highly protected.  I have seen a spiritual bubble dome that completely surrounds me that Satan is unable to penetrate or come close to (think ‘the cone of silence’ from “Get Smart” – those of you born in the ’60’s will get this reference…).  I have also been shown how the good angels are more powerful and are constantly interceding against the evil spirits – they completely block them from harming us.

I guess what I am trying to convey here today is that it is actually great prudence to start to examine the possibility that truth and untruth – God and Satan – exist.  It is your first step out of Satan’s grasp into safety!  I do not say this lightly, and so I say it again:

The decision to start to examine for yourself if God is really real is your first step towards the safety of God and out of Satan’s grasp.

I never wish to make people afraid with my writings.  But I would be doing a disservice to your soul if I lied to you and said Satan wasn’t real.  Oh my friends, he is so real…and, as an angel created by God, though fallen, has a significant amount of power.  He is something to be feared!!  So please, for a moment, be afraid.  Be afraid that I might just know what I am talking about and hear that I am screaming a warning to your soul:  Come out from evil!


Okay, so perhaps you are listening and wonder what to do next.  Well, my first piece of advice is to get yourself into a good Christian church.  I personally believe the Catholic church has the fullness of the Christian churches – with Jesus present in the Eucharist, priestly blessings (despite their human failings) and the sacraments.  I have experienced too many spiritual things tied to the Catholic church to be able to deny that I feel the most fullness and safety in her arms (having converted from Protestant).  The bottom line I am trying to convey, though, is the truth that Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  Anyone who chooses Jesus is automatically in the arms of God, and has Mary as Jesus’ mother (whether they know it or believe it or not).  Jesus is safety.  God is safety.  And I am talking about the God of the Bible.  Not the god of our own understanding. Ground yourself in the bible.

If you can’t find the strength to make the step into a church, then start with a heartfelt prayer in your own words to our God.  Ask Him to help you make the next step.  He will not let you down.

If you need someone to talk to about your unbelief and struggles with faith, drop me a note in the contact form on this website.  I won’t let you down either.

I want to share with you next, one of my most powerful experiences of the spiritual battle and the truth that Jesus is our safety.  I can’t say I still understand it fully, but I have to say that the power of Jesus in it had Satan crushed to the floor – and that is the sum total and essence of everything I have tried to tell you here.  You do not need to be afraid.  You do, however, need to be wise.  Heed my witness and turn.  God will do the rest:

Monday, February 25, 2008 approx 7 a.m.

I had a long dream of being in an evil man’s house and being part of three (the Trinity?) who would help rescue prisoners.  I saw one woman being held captive and smuggled out by one of the evil man’s operatives who was secretly good.  The man wondered how his prisoners were being smuggled out.  I knew but kept silent as he searched the house for who amongst his staff was secretly helping the good side – freeing the prisoners.  I tried to stay hidden as he started to go down the stairs to the main level of the house (we had been on the second floor), but I was now seen.

Some evil men brought in a jar of black liquid that was meant for harm/death.  I found myself holding it in my hands.  The undercover operative placed a small blessed wood crucifix on the lid of it and it began to steam and hiss with the power of God and it dissolved the jar I held and evaporated it – its’ power killed by God’s power.  I believe it was at this point the evil owner found the man who had smuggled the woman out (as it was the one who had placed the cross on the jar) and he began to accuse him of doing this.  The man struggled to defend himself against the evil owner, but was failing in his defence – soon to be caught/found out and killed.  I looked up to heaven and in silent prayer almost screamed beseechingly “FATHER!!!” (like an SOS call).

As I watched this accusation unfold all of a sudden God’s power came on me in the most IMMENSE way yet!  It levitated me in front of many people and I rose in the air on my back and was completely and overwhelmingly filled with God’s power and I began to speak.  God started speaking a long message through me.  I remembered proclaiming many things in this state, but could only remember one sentence verbatim which I will record later in the dream.  There were many people amazed at what was occurring as they watched it with their own eyes.

The evil man brought in Satan and his aides as he saw this happening to me to try to attack me.  Satan came directly to face me.  Wounds opened up on my hands in this state and the “risen” holes blasted forth rays of light.  I think I may have had a crown on my head.  I sensed the presence of Jesus – hard to explain.  I, still levitated, became in an upright position as I squared off directly against Satan thus and God/Jesus spoke through me very powerfully:


I spoke God’s words – God in me blasting words directly at Satan, and the power crushed him to his knees.  He could not withstand it.  The wounds in my hands were evidence for people to see.  My hands burned forth rays after the holes had opened and the rays of power shone out through my hands as I blasted forth God’s messages with IMMENSE power unlike anything I have ever seen or felt before.

I do not remember all the words I spoke verbatim.  There were many messages.  It was a revealing of God’s power in Jesus Christ.  Jesus Christ was referred to/in the person of the messages – hard to explain.  I stayed levitated quite some time and was moved around alternatively to speak words directly against Satan and then witness to the crowds gathering about me in amazement and belief.

I directed them (as I do now…) to go seek God, confession of sin (through the sacraments of the church, or by personal confession in prayer to Jesus) and to cleanse themselves.  They started to file en-masse at my witness and words in this levitated/possessed-by-God’s power state.

They all left this evil man’s house where they had been serving/eating.  THE POWER!!!  The words I spoke from God!!!  I can’t tell you how amazingly powerful – God in me – me docile…There was an immense crushing of Satan and his power as these words were poured forth.

Prophecy was also spoken about.  Something about the time now of a great warrior come.  I saw him run across the pages of a great book I saw to my right in this levitated/God-possessed state – to leap into the scene I was in (into time).  He carried a long straight spear.  This was hands down the most powerful dream of God I have had to date…

I can’t begin to say I understand all of the symbolism of the spiritual dream experiences God has given me.  However, I continue to share them in the hopes that it will lead you to greater awareness that this life is your spiritual battle.  You must choose a side!  Don’t let Satan keep you complacent as you float along merrily in a boat that may lead to hell (see my God given experience of that place here).  Choose instead the Life Preserver that is Jesus. He will bring you aboard the cruise ship that sails straight to Heaven (also known as the Ark).  Please heed my witness that these spiritual truths exist.

I leave you lastly with a little spiritual instruction given by God to Moses to help you Come Out From Evil:


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I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year, and hope you all have a blessed 2016!

As we all journey together into the coming year, this Jubilee Year of Mercy, I continue to share the words, dreams and inspirations I have received over the years.  I was inspired to start this year with a new series of writings, and when I prayed about the title, the words “Stay the Course” are what immediately came to mind.  In essence I think this sums up the Christian walk – learning to trust ever more deeply in the path laid out for us by our loving God, who with All Wisdom, knows much better than we, the perfect path for each of us…a path often strewn with this mysterious thing called suffering.

As already mentioned in a previous writing, I experienced words from St. Paul in a dream several years ago (March 4, 2008) that were:

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus.”

About a month earlier I had experienced the following words as I rose from sleep:

The soul that is inured to suffering will there (in heaven) inure to joy.”

I have to admit I had to look up the meaning of the word “inure”.  I thought perhaps I had heard it wrong, but I always record my dreams and words I receive exactly as I experience them, taking great care to never change a thing with my conscious mind or imagination.  So of course I had to google the word “inure” and honestly thought, well, if it isn’t a word, then I will know that my subconscious just spit a sentence at me as I rose from sleep…but of course it was a word, and I knew then, that the source wasn’t from me…

The word “inure”, according to the online Miriam-Webster dictionary is:

 to cause (someone) to be less affected by something unpleasant

Full Definition of inure

in·ured, in·ur·ing

  1. transitive verb
  2. :  to accustom to accept something undesirable <children inured to violence>

  3. intransitive verb
  4. :  to become of advantage <policies that inure to the benefit of employees>

My next obvious thought after reading the definition, was why we had to be ‘inured’ to suffering?  The mystery of suffering is something greatly debated in Catholic circles and I don’t dare to try explain it myself, except to offer my two cents of my experience of it and the changes it has wrought.  Suffering of course can be highly unpleasant whilst we are in the midst of it.  Who would ask for it?

The Little Engine That Could is an illustrated children’s book that was first published in the United States in 1930 by Platt & Munk. The story is used to teach children the value of optimism and hard work.

Many years ago while undergoing intense suffering myself, I remembered a beloved book of my childhood, and I felt compelled to become acquainted with it again.  It was one of two that I loved (the other being “The Little Engine that Could” – boy how I sometimes feel like that little blue engine…).  The book was “The Velveteen Rabbit”.

The Velveteen Rabbit is a children’s book written by Margery Williams and illustrated by William Nicholson. It chronicles the story of a stuffed rabbit and his desire to become real through the love of his owner.

I believe there are many reasons why we suffer, including a natural outcome of our experience of evil.  How much less suffering there would be in the world if everyone treated their neighbour as themselves and loved everyone!    However,  I also believe it is often necessary grace in disguise (yes I said grace).  I believe its effects make us stronger, but more importantly, like the little Velveteen Rabbit who becomes banged up and shabby on the outside (but beautiful, whole and real when he ‘dies’ -, through the love of his owner), sufferings’ effects help us to become more ‘real’.  I have experienced that it truly, like nothing else, helps us to shed our layers of falseness and less desirable qualities.  Sometimes difficult words, illnesses and circumstances help us to grow and change into better people and help us to know ourselves better (as we often don’t want to hear what others say we need to change).  Since I also have the grace of knowing this life isn’t the end, but more like our stuffed rabbit life experience of becoming mature souls that become truly ‘real’ or fully formed by the time of our death, I have learned to trust the often difficult circumstances life and God have sent my way…knowing God knows what He is doing far better than I.

I also liken our lives here on earth (our spiritual/soul formation) to the experience of being formed in the womb.  Anyone who knows a little of the hidden, intense and varied little cataclysms and evolutions and change that a zygote, embryo and fetus undergo to become a human being, can understand what I am trying to get at.  The creation of a human being, when viewed in the womb, can seem quite convoluted and messy (just like our lives can be), but oh what perfection in the immense, extremely intricate formation of a human being from two tiny cells containing the code of DNA!  Would God want anything less for our spiritual formation?  As conscious beings with free will though, we all have a constant choice to cooperate with the little trials of the path.  (I also liken the entire evolution of life on our planet and the human existence to a womb-like growth of the human race, but that’s for a whole other treatise on theoretical physics mixed with theology, and definitely for another time… you can see my previous writing  “Evolution as Creation?here.)

To round out this little ‘thought’ on the nature of suffering, I leave you with three additional things to ponder.  The first is a dream experience I had two days after the ‘inure‘ sentence.  I realize the symbolic nature of the dream may help explain our life walk and ‘test’ and the ‘negative’ experiences of suffering  that actually in God’s perfect plan may be His intended perfected ‘positive’, but that is only my opinion; the full understanding of it is reserved for the next life:

February 9, 2008 – approx. 5:30 a.m.

Dreamt I was going to take a test.  I saw the test assembled and when I saw it I saw at first a long negative (-) gash in brownish rust blood colour and I said – ‘It’s negative!’  But someone else pointed out to me – “No, look:  You’re not looking at the whole picture” (which was much bigger).  As I followed the “-” symbol on the test it became a long road that I walked down, and the road/symbol of the test was a long road of splintered pieces of reddish wood (negative sign (-) gashes of wood that looked like negative signs),  and it extended out down the road and as I saw the whole thing it actually made it into a long positive “+” sign, but it was in the shape of a cross.  It only became apparent that it was a huge giant positive symbol as you got further down the road of  what seemed a series of negatives…

The second is a purported New Year’s message from Mary from a visionary known as Maureen Sweeney-Kyle, from the website http://www.holylove.org.  The recent message is as follows and the end of it in particular speaks to what I have been trying to convey in this writing:

December 31, 2015
New Year’s Message

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Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“It is the hour of assessment as to where the world in general is headed in the New Year. This will be a year of profound trials, as what is deep in hearts and spoken of in secret is acted out in the world. Your reigning president will be tested over and over as to just how weak a leader he is in matters of national security.”

“God’s Permitting Will is greatly tempted to allow even more significant natural disasters worldwide. Each nation’s weakest attributes will become even weaker, for strength is in the Lord.”

“The conscience of your nation and of the world will slowly be convicted of their lack of cooperation with God’s Will, as they become less enchanted with politics and more united in truthful leadership. The Refuge of My Immaculate Heart will become more important to many.”

“Continue to choose the rosary as your weapon against evil, especially the evil of abortion. The Truth that abortion is murder needs to be accepted in hearts before much of what I have spoken of can be avoided.”

“I am your Advocate and Mediatrix before the Throne of God. Your needs and petitions are My own. In all ways, however, we must be ready to accept God’s Will, which is all-seeing and all-knowing. You may not in your earthly life see the immediate value of each cross, but when you reach Heaven all this knowledge will be given to you.

I leave you lastly with a purported message from Jesus to another visionary, Janet Klasson, from the website http://www.pelianitoblog.wordpress.com. It also (coincidentally?) speaks to the theme that has emerged in my writings today:

Matthew 1:17 So all the generations from Abraham to David are fourteen generations; and from David to the deportation to Babylon, fourteen generations; and from the deportation to Babylon to the Messiah, fourteen generations.

“My beloved, do you see how intricately the plan of salvation has been drawn up? No detail has been left out. My plans are perfect and are in perfect balance; the end result will be perfection. Then do not doubt and do not fear, but hasten its fulfillment by making more fervent prayers and sacrifices. Within the perfect plan of God stands the imperfect human soul. Just as in the genealogy of the Messiah there were a multitude of imperfect human souls, yet they did not spoil the plan of God. So too, the imperfection of all humans from the time of the Messiah to now are not capable of derailing the perfect plan of God. All the imperfections of all humans put together are but a drop in the infinite ocean of my perfection. Do not despair, but the darker the days become, remember that infinite ocean of perfection and be consoled. My children—pray! I am near and where I am, perfection also dwells. Shalom, my children. Be consoled in the perfection of my birth.”

May this little writing today leave you with the peace of God as you continue your own journey down life’s path this coming year.  God bless!


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“Sifted” by Rick Lawrence

December 4-6, 2007 (exact date unrecorded)

I had a very long dream about the world and coup/control state being suddenly enacted:

I had been in a parking lot of a mall and looked up and could see behind the clouds stealth planes that were secretly filling the skies – coming from somewhere and travelling silently and invisibly across the sky in massive invasion hordes.  I could see them even though at this point they are moving unseen in order to launch a very sudden worldwide invasion.  They were moving west to east above me and there were so many, there was not one patch of sky that was not full of these planes – they moved in unified cohesion.

Then all of a sudden the attack began.  We knew it was so, as gunshots started to be heard in the streets by militia/government state control people.  They had all authority and could kill whomever they wanted.  It was like Nazi German worldwide invasion/round-up.

I gathered with a small group in a hiding place and discussed strategy.  I explained that God was behind all, allowing this for a purpose.  I was somehow given the knowledge that God is going to sift the earth (I heard no verbatim words here…it was just knowledge I was given).  I told all who would listen to put their trust in God and Jesus.  We became a small group who banded together to share our knowledge, gifts, resources and information.

People became panicked and walked away from homes and apartments.  I was an operative and I was sent to procure an apartment for us (in this small group) to all live in as a team/group – a small community.

Shopkeepers were operating under ‘war’ scenarios where they wanted a years’ rent up front in cash etc.  I approached a landlord to see about getting an apartment for our headquarters.  He wanted $30,000 or something in rent to procure the place for a year.  I asked a member of my group if we had the financial resources to commit to such an arrangement as I did not personally have that kind of money, but someone in our group did, and I was told to do it.  In more than one place, I witnessed to small groups that God was behind all of this, and that it had great purpose, but a lot of people had a hard time seeing God’s hand in such upheaval and horror.  All of us in this small group, however, were very in tune with what was coming upon the world and were all ‘operatives’ with training, knowledge and gifts to survive and help others survive this time.

I then saw a house owner who offered to give me/the group his house for $20, just to have cash to eat/survive.  I said, no, rather this: “Stay in your home with us and we will fend together as a community.”  Going off alone people would not survive.  We had to share our gifts.  It turned out this man of the couple I had just met was a hunter and could procure game to eat.  So while he and his wife would give us the use of their house and their gifts, they would in turn benefit from our gifts.  Means were made available to do all of this (survive and strategize) in this special group I was part of because of the various gifts/possessions different members of our team had.

As we entered the apartment that was to be our headquarters, I saw a man who was sitting in a chair in the middle of the huge, empty apartment.  He was our Leader, though He was silent and hidden behind the scenes.  He told me He had prepared/made available this large apartment for us.  It had been pre-planned for us by Him.  I was surprised to have been led to this place and to find Him sitting waiting for us and showing us Himself and confirming that He had led us to this place and prepared this for us, without our being aware.  It was quite an odd feeling, thinking I and our group had been doing all this work to come to this place, thinking we had been doing all this travelling and work ourselves, to find that the Leader sat in wait ahead of us, having prepared this in advance.

I kept telling these small groups I spoke to (you the listener) that I experienced prophecy, and that I had foreseen this all coming.  God is going to sift the earth.

When I prayed about the direction of my writings, my feeling overwhelmingly now is to just share chronologically that which I have to share, and let God provide the rest.  So fell today’s sharing.  As I sought God’s confirmations, I was inspired to also share Psalm 39 & 27, so here they are:

Psalm 39

1 I said, “I will watch my ways and keep my tongue from sin; I will put a muzzle on my mouth as long as the wicked are in my presence.”
2 But when I was silent and still, not even saying anything good, my anguish increased.
3 My heart grew hotwithin me, and as I meditated, the fire burned; then I spoke with my tongue:
4“Show me, O LORD, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life.
5 You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man’s life is but a breath. “Selah”
6 Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro: He bustles about, but only in vain; he heaps up wealth, not knowing who will get it.
7 “But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you.
8 Save me from all my transgressions; do not make me the scornof fools.
9 I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for you are the one who has done this.
10 Remove your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of your hand.
11 You rebuke and discipline men for their sin; you consume their wealth like a moth– each man is but a breath. “Selah”
12 “Hear my prayer, O LORD, listen to my cry for help; be not deaf to my weeping. For I dwell with you as an alien, a stranger, as all my fathers were.
13 Look away from me, that I may rejoice again before I depart and am no more.”
(New International Version)

Psalm 27

The Lord is my light and my salvation—
    whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life—
    of whom shall I be afraid?

When the wicked advance against me
    to devour[a] me,
it is my enemies and my foes
    who will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
    my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
    even then I will be confident.

One thing I ask from the Lord,
    this only do I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
    all the days of my life,
to gaze on the beauty of the Lord
    and to seek him in his temple.
For in the day of trouble
    he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent
    and set me high upon a rock.

Then my head will be exalted
    above the enemies who surround me;
at his sacred tent I will sacrifice with shouts of joy;
    I will sing and make music to the Lord.

Hear my voice when I call, Lord;
    be merciful to me and answer me.
My heart says of you, “Seek his face!”
    Your face, Lord, I will seek.
Do not hide your face from me,
    do not turn your servant away in anger;
    you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
    God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
    the Lord will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, Lord;
    lead me in a straight path
    because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
    for false witnesses rise up against me,
    spouting malicious accusations.

13 I remain confident of this:
    I will see the goodness of the Lord
    in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the Lord;
    be strong and take heart
    and wait for the Lord.

(New International Version)


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I feel a change in the direction of my writings and dream sharing.  I feel the time of my series “The State of Chaos” is coming to a close.  Perhaps it is because we are more and more seeing it unfold in truth in our world.  How sad this makes me.

I think I can safely say we all feel just a little more shocked and overwhelmed today due to the recent horrible attacks in Paris and Beirut; and then Mali.  Maybe it hit home just a little harder because Paris is the city of love…romance…how could such awful things happen there?!  And now we hear a lot more chatter about radical Islam as a result.  I leave the politics and comments to others and simply continue that which I have been given by God to do;

‘…share that which I have been receiving.”

I think it is timely that I share the following, in light of recent events in the world, and others yet to come.  I have been almost screaming from this website that times are here when people must truly seek God, and repent of evildoing, for out of the hearts of humans comes the experience of our world; out of evil hearts comes evil, and out of hearts filled with love and God, goodness, beauty, charity, faith, hope, and love.  The greatest of these good things is love, for it encompasses all good.  God is the safe refuge – no matter what happens to you in the world.  I share part of a longer dream from 2006 that seems to speak to our times.  I cannot say if the protection afforded by God in these times extends to our physical lives, but in the end it is our souls that really matter:

June 22, 2006

… Then came a part about a plot of two men who planned to kill.

I came to be sitting in an area of a mall near an exit.  The mall looked like one of our local modern shopping malls, but had aging stores, peeling wallpaper, sagging walls and slowing business.  There were Muslim men there.  When one saw my scapular with the cross., he immediately shut down and started to walk away.  He said to me:  “Oh.  You’re Christian!”  “You can’t be as enlightened as I thought because you believe in Jesus!” (There was even more disdain toward me believing in Mary).  He went into a store that became an area.  It had clear glass doors and I could see he was ready to lead a procession/attack of some sort – he was a leader.  Many men milled behind him.

I paused and said  “Perhaps I am more enlightened than you because I can believe in Jesus.”  He stopped and came back to me because I had said it in such a way that the logic or reasoning of how I spoke my sentence – the words I used – proved I was more enlightened than he and he wanted to know more and find out why – test me.

He came up to me.  He carried what I can only describe as a placard (something to lead an attack); a tall, thin wooden stick with a short beam of wood across the top (like a cross, but without the top).  At the meeting of these two pieces of wood was a wrapped band of beige cloth.  Don’t know what this stick is called, but it was definitely his as the leader’s “charge” banner/placard.  As he came up to me he set it down and came to question/test me.  I forget exactly what he said, but it was something about how I had been trying to tell people earlier in the dream that God speaks through me, and that one of the messages has been:


Anyway, I became as lying down in front of this Muslim man/leader and he set to test me/my faith.  He took out a yellow/pale wooden stake and held it perpendicular over me with two arms – poised as if to plunge it into my heart and kill me.  I lay – such a child I was – and looked up to God – trusting no harm would come to me.

He plunged the stake, but was unable to harm me/penetrate a shield I had around me; God’s power.  Then God’s spirit (Spirit de Sancti someone spoke aloud in the dream) came down and filled me and He (God) spoke to the Muslim man who tested me thus and tried to harm me:


He spoke firmly, but not with huge anger or anything (like other times when warning souls to repent through me!).  He just spoke very firmly and matter-of-factly.

Then another Muslim man came out to pull the first one off me – chiding and upbraiding him for what he’d done, muttering “You know nothing about Jesus” to the other Muslim man (he was a secret Christian who believed in Jesus and knew the power of what He’d done – how He fit in with the whole ‘plan’ and that His Truth was real, but he had to keep this belief secret as he was Muslim and a higher Muslim leader than the one who had set to lead this Muslim procession/attack.

I tried to tell them both as they struggled with each other.  “I’ve seen Him!  I can tell you what He looks like.  You wouldn’t believe how beautiful He is!!! I’ve seen God!!”  But they didn’t even really pay attention to my witness.  They were too busy struggling with each other; The higher Muslim leader restraining and correcting/chiding the lower (the lower seemed a more darkened/solid man – unenlightened-thicker-denser-hard to describe).  The higher Muslim leader who was correcting him had a softer, gentler, somewhat lighter appearance.  He knew I was most highly enlightened – higher than them both.  Why didn’t they even try to listen about what I said to them about Jesus and God?!

Why isn’t anybody wanting to hear – Oh the secrets of God I could tell them!  But who will I talk to?!


How few are listening.  However, I am not responsible for those who do not listen or wish to hear.  I am responsible for discharging that which God has entrusted me with…and so I continue to do so…even if it is not popular.  The times are too urgent and souls are at stake.

And so I repeat spiritual messages given to me by God/allowed by God, that have already been shared on this website and perhaps a few new ones from this 15 year journey of mine – in fact this is how I received them chronologically (combined with a ton of theological dreams whose content also spells out pretty much the same message):

Listen!  I will call you!” (Old man with long flowing beard giving me a message – September, 2000)

You don’t need to do more!  You are fine where you are.” (Person that appeared to be Jesus, but who disappeared when I recited Prayer to Discern spirits – found on this website – Satan trying to stop what you see will follow? – October 11, 2000)

You must be prepared and stand firm.” (Mary warning me that Satan will be attacking me due to the mission I am called to – February 14, 2001) and Yes, but you do tend to rush a bit.  It would be better if you slowed and concentrated on the Mysteries a bit more.” (Mary to me when I asked if it was okay that I did my Rosary while doing other things)

I am alive in the Blood and the Host, Peter (meaning me).  You (meaning Peter/me) will rest in My hands for three days.”  (April 3, 2003)

Be prepared to receive great graces.” (Narrator to me – April 20, 2003 – Easter Sunday)

The son…He will smite them with His sword and His justice.” (Written words at the end of a table cloth as I hung suspended between Heaven & Earth – all Heaven weeping! – April 23, 2003)

Woe to unrepentant cities!” (Jesus – September 16, 2003)


Thus thou art so reluctant to remove from another his livelihood (God addressing how I won’t even copy music because I consider it stealing – November 6, 2003)

Though you pass through raging waters in the sea you shall not drown.” (Jesus as Priest, Prophet & King – to me in period of intense suffering – November 7, 2003)


Seek ye first the Kingdom of God.” (God – January 20, 2005)

The Devil has been vanquished (something about evil no more and peace for men); God speaking ever so lovingly to those in His House serving Him; loving Him. (February 18, 2005)

REPENT!!!” (God speaking in great anger to souls in the world in every kind of decadent behaviour) (February 27, 2005)


You call yourself a Catholic?!  You will be sorry on the Day of Judgement!” (God to scoffing souls at my witness – May 3, 2005)


Everything happens for a reason…even the very smallest of things.” (September 6, 2005)

Prepare” (October 11, 2005)

Follow Me and I will lead you.” (November 7, 2005) 

I’ve been able to tempt most women with many things, but with you I can do nothing!!! Nothing works on you!!! (Satan to me while my angel watched – November 7, 2005)

Many people will suffer and die as a result of the chastisements coming to the earth.” (Virgin Mary – November 28, 2005)

You will receive punishment for hearing not, and listening not to that which you heard.” (November 29, 2005)

You must remove this.  It is not good for thee.  You cover me with your platforms.” (after God showed me how people cover God/love with built-up platforms) (March 16, 2006)

Prepare your hearts! (To all peoples) and You have no jurisdiction here.  This child is mine.” (to Muslims leading holy war/attack against true Christian) (June 22, 2006)

You found me.  My Father will guide you.  Watch very carefully the sun we set over your twilight hours.” (Jesus to me – December 5, 2006)

Something of the Lord will be made manifest.” (December 16, 2006 & January 13, 2007 – It will be like the year 1527 again)

All is to no avail without works.” (Jesus to people whose faith doesn’t serve others – Divine Mercy Sunday – April 15, 2007)

SAVE SOULS FROM DROWNING!” (God to me – Early November, 2007 – exact date unrecorded)

You have seen that which is never to be seen (after being shown God’s finger in a dream sending a lightening bolt down to strike the earth – November 18, 2007).

Bring forth the sands of time to compassionate My wounds (Jesus – November 19, 2007)

Bless you all who are ’69’ (class of 69…number of man/God joined together). (November 21, 2007)

My sweet and tender child of Mercy, write that I am in love with the world.” (Jesus – November 25, 2007)

My dear child, allow yourself to be lead where I am leading you.  They (my sufferings) are leading you to still waters.” (Jesus to me) and One Author; One Paradise.” (December 1, 2007)

My water springs up from the ground and bubbles forth in endless streams.  The earth dances for joy at the bubbling water.” (December 24, 2007)

By the sword of love, you shall conquer.” (Jesus to me from the Altar at Church, January 6, 2008)

And a waking dictated message from God from January 10, 2008 which I repeat again:

Take heed O children of the wind, for your time draws near. The Vicar of My Son immolates the people. You, my sentinels in the watchtowers have this to say: Pride and prejudice shall be no more. Bastions of security will be found amongst the cities at the gate. True Presence of My Son becomes a grace for all peoples. Rivers flow in the desert.

You are called to the watchtower, O sentinel of my people. The hearts of many grow weary and peace stills.  Guard your hearts, for the thief is coming in the night. My time is at hand. Grace flows like a river in a desert. Wildflowers grow. Precious the one who, though weary, immolates my people.

Have faith, My child, for my grace is upon you and you shall see rest. Soon, very soon, I tell you, peace will come to all peoples, for the Day of the Lord is at hand and His justice is sure.  My Heart grows weary at the sight of so much abomination and My Hand can hold no more. Rise, O you peoples of the East, for the betrayer is at hand, ready to knock on your gate.

Precious the few who stand. They will be like mountains. Gather my people, the elect, from the four corners of the wind. Make ready, for the Day of the Lord has come.

Bastions at the gate give heed to the battle cry, for High and Mighty is the Lord. He has heard My people cry. Great rain falls upon the peoples and the just shall have their reward.  The time draws near for the Prince of the Heavenly Host to be a champion for the people. The cry of justice is heard. With a shout does He spring forth upon the people.

Make way, O you land of Jerusalem, for my people cry. No more is there to be bloodshed and war and abomination in the sight of the Lord.  My hand rests. True to the Word of God. Amen

and on it went:

Rains cleanse the great pains of the earth” (January 19, 2008)

GO!!! PREACH UNTO THE NATIONS!” (Shout command from Jesus during Eucharistic adoration at Mass – His right hand extended from the Host & rested on my head – February 1, 2008)

The soul that is inured to suffering will there (in Heaven) inure to joy.” (February 7, 2008)

Bow down before the King of Heaven, Satan!” (February 25, 2008)

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus. (From St. Paul – March 4, 2008)

Thus the soul finds itself, already here on earth, in the loving state it will enjoy for all eternity. (God describing those who here on earth love and serve Him – March 12, 2008)

Dispose yourself to receive the High and Mighty Lord (and I so disposed myself and He continued) Exposing yourself to this mass will require that you in turn expose yourself (I knew it meant to others) (To me – March 12, 2008)

Be part of the Elijah temple.  Go write of the Hallelujah Chorus.  Go preach.” (To me – March 30, 2008, and I was given a walking stick like Moses’)

YAHWEH SPEAKS!” (As I begin speaking in the streets – to the peoples – May 6, 2008)

So as you wash, so shall you see.” (May 30, 2008)


YOU saw it all BEFORE it happened, didn’t you…?! (Satan to me in the most slow, derisive, snarling voice at me seeing him climbing the walls of the King’s Castle – only to be pushed back/overcome/sent to his death -by the King’s knights in the Castle – just before he could overtake it –  – November 8, 2008)

YOUR SUNDAY VIGIL SHOULD NOT FALL!!!” (URGENT exhortation Message from Pope John Paul II – January 29, 2009)

You are the city of Spirit.  You give Me form.” (God to me – May 5, 2009)

Deuteronomy.” (One word from God tied to the mark of Christ being placed over all the doors of those serving God – October 1, 2010)

I treasure all these gifts, but this is what I really like!” (Mary to me showing me all the gifts I have given her in my lifetime – but the more recent type of a more beautiful, refined, nature – November 21, 2010)

Who will have life and have it to the fullest?” (God – April 30, 2011)

In times of great difficulty, We speak in (use) Hieroglyphics.” (August 16, 2011)

With the hands of Fatima, you will feed thousands.” (God to me – March 1, 2012)

You are fit to be with me (after Jesus sent light through my whole body starting at my Heart); then I died so that you could come to Me.” (February 23, 2013)

I love you so much my child!  I can’t wait to marry you!” (Jesus to me; he longs to have every single soul come to Him – January 2, 2014)

Christ will become a log thrown into the water for us to hold on to when we have to swim.” (May 28, 2014 – tied to coming times/devouring times)

I Love You All!  You are created in My Image. Repent!” (God levitated and slowly circled me 360 degrees to proclaim this message to everyone! – November 14, 2014)

It is time.” (God to me regarding a new mission I am about to begin; March 16, 2015; undercover work straight up against the worst evil on the planet – satanists, witches, those possessed…)

Is anyone sensing a theme here?  Is anyone listening?

The hour is late.




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