Posts Tagged ‘spiritual conversion’

2016 surely hasn’t wasted any time unfolding and showing things of evil.  We have already seen many headlines of bombings and shootings – the latest in a rural Saskatchewan school – and we’re not even out of January.  It breaks my heart to see people with such evil intent seeking to create havoc, devastation and chaos.

What most people don’t realize though, is that there is an underground subterfuge – a malicious evil spiritual truth.  This truth, which most people don’t want to hear or contemplate, is that Satan and demons exist.  They and those they can gather to their cause work incessantly to create notions of evil in the heart that are then borne out in the world.  Witness this purported warning from Mary, from http://www.holylove.org:

January 15, 2016

Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“The greatest threat in the world today is those who do not recognize evil as evil. This lack of discernment enables the enemy and empowers his evil agenda. You see it all around you; in fashions, entertainment, the mainstream media in politics and governments. Most do not think along the lines of what is good and what is evil. Too many are naive as to the difference and indifferent as to the impact of their choices.”

“This is why these Messages* continue – to guide, protect and enlighten. If you do not recognize your enemy, you cannot fight him. Most do not even recognize that they are under attack. I pray constantly for the realization of the Truth in all hearts.”

“Untruth is the enemy and is on the rise. It is far easier to accept untruth, as Satan does not attack such decisions. However, I come to you to help you recognize the Truth in all matters and to give you the courage to choose good over evil.”

“Holy Love is the definition of good. Base all your decisions upon Holy Love. In My Immaculate Heart is every grace you need to make the right choices – the good choices. I am your protection and guide.”

* The Messages of Holy and Divine Love at Maranatha Spring and Shrine.

I think the reason many people don’t even turn their thoughts for a moment to the possibility that Satan and evil malicious spirits truly exist, is fear.  That makes perfect sense to me.  They have reason to be afraid.  I have witnessed (in the dreams God has sent me) repeated experiences of Satan and demons, and let me tell you this: Satan is the most vile, malicious, horrifying, evil being.  He is filled with utter hatred towards humanity.  I have experienced time and again his tirades.  They are filled with ferocious anger, vile filth, smugness, derisiveness, snarling, haughty disdain and outright charging attack directed straight towards me.  He certainly doesn’t appear to be happy at all with the path I have chosen in serving God and making others aware of his existence.

If you are starting to squirm in your seat a little as you read this, because you have not yet decided to choose God, faith, truth and love, then you have good reason to be squirming in your seat.  The truth is, my friend, that Satan already has you trapped, in one way or another.  He didn’t have to come charging at you and reveal himself, as he has done with me, because he has you believing he doesn’t exist.  Through one or another of his fetters and chains (and I have seen those also in the dream state, and they are as many and varied as the persons he wants to snare) he has you distracted, disbelieving, indifferent, unconcerned with your spiritual destiny, or has you outright embroiled in evil.

Don’t get me wrong.  I have great compassion, for I once sat in that state and have to constantly guard against this thing we call sin – acts against love.  The difference is that the light slowly started to dawn for me that love and goodness were just naturally the best way to be, and so I started to turn towards that light.  The second I made that turn, God revealed Himself to me.  You see, as beings with free will, we must choose whom we will serve:  Evil or Good.  God is perfect goodness and love.  In Him is all peace and beauty.  Satan is pure evil.  In him is all evil and untruth.

Here’s the kicker though, and perhaps an impetus to get you out of your squirming seat and the great temptation to hit delete on this blog writing.  God created all things.  God created angels.  The bible tells us that some, with Lucifer at the helm, rebelled against God and refused to love his latest creation – mankind.  This kicker, which Satan does NOT wish you to know, is that he is utterly powerless against those who choose God.  Let us not forget that he, also, was created by God – perfect and beautiful originally, so the Bible says.  However, he is God’s fallen creature now.  What I am getting at is that he didn’t create himself, and he is not God.  He doesn’t have anywhere near the power of God.  THAT is why I don’t fear him – though let me tell you I do wake up in a little trembling sweat after dream experiences of direct attack from him.  I wouldn’t be human if I didn’t.   However, as one who has turned very powerfully to God these past 15 years, God has also shown me, in my spiritual dream experiences, that I am highly protected.  I have seen a spiritual bubble dome that completely surrounds me that Satan is unable to penetrate or come close to (think ‘the cone of silence’ from “Get Smart” – those of you born in the ’60’s will get this reference…).  I have also been shown how the good angels are more powerful and are constantly interceding against the evil spirits – they completely block them from harming us.

I guess what I am trying to convey here today is that it is actually great prudence to start to examine the possibility that truth and untruth – God and Satan – exist.  It is your first step out of Satan’s grasp into safety!  I do not say this lightly, and so I say it again:

The decision to start to examine for yourself if God is really real is your first step towards the safety of God and out of Satan’s grasp.

I never wish to make people afraid with my writings.  But I would be doing a disservice to your soul if I lied to you and said Satan wasn’t real.  Oh my friends, he is so real…and, as an angel created by God, though fallen, has a significant amount of power.  He is something to be feared!!  So please, for a moment, be afraid.  Be afraid that I might just know what I am talking about and hear that I am screaming a warning to your soul:  Come out from evil!


Okay, so perhaps you are listening and wonder what to do next.  Well, my first piece of advice is to get yourself into a good Christian church.  I personally believe the Catholic church has the fullness of the Christian churches – with Jesus present in the Eucharist, priestly blessings (despite their human failings) and the sacraments.  I have experienced too many spiritual things tied to the Catholic church to be able to deny that I feel the most fullness and safety in her arms (having converted from Protestant).  The bottom line I am trying to convey, though, is the truth that Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  Anyone who chooses Jesus is automatically in the arms of God, and has Mary as Jesus’ mother (whether they know it or believe it or not).  Jesus is safety.  God is safety.  And I am talking about the God of the Bible.  Not the god of our own understanding. Ground yourself in the bible.

If you can’t find the strength to make the step into a church, then start with a heartfelt prayer in your own words to our God.  Ask Him to help you make the next step.  He will not let you down.

If you need someone to talk to about your unbelief and struggles with faith, drop me a note in the contact form on this website.  I won’t let you down either.

I want to share with you next, one of my most powerful experiences of the spiritual battle and the truth that Jesus is our safety.  I can’t say I still understand it fully, but I have to say that the power of Jesus in it had Satan crushed to the floor – and that is the sum total and essence of everything I have tried to tell you here.  You do not need to be afraid.  You do, however, need to be wise.  Heed my witness and turn.  God will do the rest:

Monday, February 25, 2008 approx 7 a.m.

I had a long dream of being in an evil man’s house and being part of three (the Trinity?) who would help rescue prisoners.  I saw one woman being held captive and smuggled out by one of the evil man’s operatives who was secretly good.  The man wondered how his prisoners were being smuggled out.  I knew but kept silent as he searched the house for who amongst his staff was secretly helping the good side – freeing the prisoners.  I tried to stay hidden as he started to go down the stairs to the main level of the house (we had been on the second floor), but I was now seen.

Some evil men brought in a jar of black liquid that was meant for harm/death.  I found myself holding it in my hands.  The undercover operative placed a small blessed wood crucifix on the lid of it and it began to steam and hiss with the power of God and it dissolved the jar I held and evaporated it – its’ power killed by God’s power.  I believe it was at this point the evil owner found the man who had smuggled the woman out (as it was the one who had placed the cross on the jar) and he began to accuse him of doing this.  The man struggled to defend himself against the evil owner, but was failing in his defence – soon to be caught/found out and killed.  I looked up to heaven and in silent prayer almost screamed beseechingly “FATHER!!!” (like an SOS call).

As I watched this accusation unfold all of a sudden God’s power came on me in the most IMMENSE way yet!  It levitated me in front of many people and I rose in the air on my back and was completely and overwhelmingly filled with God’s power and I began to speak.  God started speaking a long message through me.  I remembered proclaiming many things in this state, but could only remember one sentence verbatim which I will record later in the dream.  There were many people amazed at what was occurring as they watched it with their own eyes.

The evil man brought in Satan and his aides as he saw this happening to me to try to attack me.  Satan came directly to face me.  Wounds opened up on my hands in this state and the “risen” holes blasted forth rays of light.  I think I may have had a crown on my head.  I sensed the presence of Jesus – hard to explain.  I, still levitated, became in an upright position as I squared off directly against Satan thus and God/Jesus spoke through me very powerfully:


I spoke God’s words – God in me blasting words directly at Satan, and the power crushed him to his knees.  He could not withstand it.  The wounds in my hands were evidence for people to see.  My hands burned forth rays after the holes had opened and the rays of power shone out through my hands as I blasted forth God’s messages with IMMENSE power unlike anything I have ever seen or felt before.

I do not remember all the words I spoke verbatim.  There were many messages.  It was a revealing of God’s power in Jesus Christ.  Jesus Christ was referred to/in the person of the messages – hard to explain.  I stayed levitated quite some time and was moved around alternatively to speak words directly against Satan and then witness to the crowds gathering about me in amazement and belief.

I directed them (as I do now…) to go seek God, confession of sin (through the sacraments of the church, or by personal confession in prayer to Jesus) and to cleanse themselves.  They started to file en-masse at my witness and words in this levitated/possessed-by-God’s power state.

They all left this evil man’s house where they had been serving/eating.  THE POWER!!!  The words I spoke from God!!!  I can’t tell you how amazingly powerful – God in me – me docile…There was an immense crushing of Satan and his power as these words were poured forth.

Prophecy was also spoken about.  Something about the time now of a great warrior come.  I saw him run across the pages of a great book I saw to my right in this levitated/God-possessed state – to leap into the scene I was in (into time).  He carried a long straight spear.  This was hands down the most powerful dream of God I have had to date…

I can’t begin to say I understand all of the symbolism of the spiritual dream experiences God has given me.  However, I continue to share them in the hopes that it will lead you to greater awareness that this life is your spiritual battle.  You must choose a side!  Don’t let Satan keep you complacent as you float along merrily in a boat that may lead to hell (see my God given experience of that place here).  Choose instead the Life Preserver that is Jesus. He will bring you aboard the cruise ship that sails straight to Heaven (also known as the Ark).  Please heed my witness that these spiritual truths exist.

I leave you lastly with a little spiritual instruction given by God to Moses to help you Come Out From Evil:


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I finally found a moment, in what has been an incredibly busy, crazy year, to sit and continue writing and share my spiritual journey.  When I last wrote – almost a year ago (!) – I shared a dream of Mary and the devotion to Mary as Undoer of Knots.  How much we need this devotion in our world today after unfolding events – particularly in my own country and city of Ottawa this past week.  The world seems to be unraveling with dizzying speed – even in my own little corner.  Canadians particularly this past week felt first-hand, in a horrifying way, the effects of evil – evil that arises out of the hearts of men.  It is getting harder and harder to not walk in fear.

However, we were not made to live in fear, but to live in love, peace and harmony.  It is a difficult thing to live in love, peace and harmony when your neighbour lives with hatred and fear, but again, it is out of the hearts of men that the condition of the world emerges – out of each and every heart.  That means that your heart makes a difference.  Your heart is the difference.  Your heart is the difference between hatred and love; evil and good; mistrust and trust; dissension and harmony; fear and peace.  It makes sense then to start with your own heart.

A friend of mine recently commented how shocking it is that only one evil person can create such enormous chaos, heartbreak, fear and pain with actions that emerge out of that heart, as we saw in Ottawa this week.  I admitted that this is true, but pointed out then how much power can emerge out of the heart of one who seeks to do good.  The balance is in the number of hearts and their choice for evil or good.  Every heart that decides to pursue truth, goodness and love automatically changes the direction of the world and the course of humanity for the better.  That is why I seek to spend as much free time in prayer and loving service as possible.  I have chosen that the intention of my heart and its actions are good.  Does this mean that it is easy?  No.  Does this mean that I do not ever make a mistake? No.  Does this mean that I am perfect – heck no!  But what it does mean, is that I try and never stop trying.  Every present moment is each person’s choice to try.  As we look at the world around us, it is ever more urgent that it be your choice to try.  This is what Mary is asking each soul to do in her purported revelation recently to a visionary in Medjugorje:

Dear children! Pray in this time of grace and seek the intercession of all the saints who are already in the light. From day to day may they be an example and encouragement to you on the way of your conversion. Little children, be aware that your life is short and passing. Therefore, yearn for eternity and keep preparing your hearts in prayer. I am with you and intercede before my Son for each of you, especially for those who have consecrated themselves to me and to my Son. Thank you for having responded to my call.”Message of October 25, 2014-www.medjugorje.org

Most people don’t tend to stop and think of how short and passing their life really is – without faith in a life after this one, that is too scary a thing to contemplate.  The reality is, as we have seen this past week, none of us really knows when our moment to leave this earth will be.  It makes sense then to start now to look at the inner person – the soul – and make an earnest effort to discover truth.  If one sets that intention, I guarantee you it will lead to Jesus.  I also guarantee that no matter what happens to you after that, it will also lead to peace – a peace this world so obviously cannot give.  Our time is short.  Some difficult things lie ahead.  However, God is amid it all.  It is only this knowledge and surety that keeps my feet firmly planted on the path of good, despite the world around me.  May this surety and peace come to rest in your heart and may you choose love and goodness, no matter the days ahead.

Having given this encouragement to begin or deepen your spiritual walk, I now share again difficult things that have been part of my spiritual walk for some time, and a continuation of my series on “The State of Chaos”.  Whether these crazy things I have dreamed become part of our reality or not, only time can answer.  However, I continue to stand as one who gives testimony to the deeper truth unfolding here – our spiritual truth – underlying spiritual truth that is hidden in the events of our world, but of utmost importance to each and every person.

Monday, August 20, 2007

Dreamt I was with friends/teammates.  I was in the neighbourhood of Heart’s Desire and I was going to help my son deliver a newspaper route in the neighbourhood.  He had just been given the job.  I said I would help him do it.  It was on an early morning route – the Globe & Mail, but I wanted to deliver it now while it was still daylight the day before to get a head start/jump on things.  I had the news the day before – I had it ahead of time.  There were only eight papers in the bundle.  We started to deliver the news and the dream changed.

All of a sudden out of the sky – clear – from nowhere – materialized and then dropped, were hoardes of giant yellow helicopters.  I knew they were the “black blobs” of the worldwide invasion dream (of Tuesday, June 12, 2007), and that it was the start of evil round-up and domination.

As I walked hurriedly with my group of friends/teammates, I started to warn them and any who would listen to invoke the Protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus over themselves – exhorting firmly, loudly and urgently.

Men streamed from the helicopters and they all had guns – like machine guns slung over the shoulder like militia/army – guerilla looking.  They were rounding people up and killing some.  It was chaos as people churned through the streets, afraid and unaware of what was occurring – looking for safety, but not knowing the real danger of the underlying evil behind all this.

As I went with my friends/teammantes, some got picked up – one perhaps killed.  I was exhorting a friend, Margaret (in the dream – means “Pearl”), to do the invocation.  She was a little embarrassed at me throwing “religious stuff” at hear.  I insisted.  I could see what was happening.  The ones not protected by Jesus were targeted and able to be seen and rounded up, questioned and killed if these militia men wanted to.  However, us who were protected by Jesus and ones who called on the Protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus, even as this was descending and unfolding, were all of a sudden completely immune as well.  I saw:  It was as if we were/became like invisible to this descending evil invasion.  They looked right through us and had no ability to harm us/touch us.

It was an eerie sensation being in the middle of this churning fear, chaos and horror in the streets – watching what they were doing to others that either chose not or could not hear the warnings – and being “invisible” and “untargettable” by this invasion hoarde.  My friend listened to me at the very last second and did as I said – mostly only because she found herself facing one militia ‘unit’ head-on directly and she fearfully did it to try to save her life – even though she didn’t really believe it would work.  She was instantly immune and became ‘invisible’ to their gaze and sight.

I saw another situation involving two men just before I woke.  It is hard to explain.  It was the fact that there had been two men – linked for some reason, but not sure how or why.  Then I saw the first of the two.  They (the militia) had got to him and he had been attacked.  He had the life sucked out of him and he had been bent and flattened and they had put him on ice in a locker with a glass door but he was not dead.  He was a prisoner of their forces.  The second man, who had the name Gary (means spear+brave) in the dream, took my advice and walked away with me and with others who were escaping.  We were free – we had become invisible and unable to be harmed or even targeted and we walked away free – gathering together – going somewhere, but I know not where.  I woke up.

Since I never read the news, watch the news, or listen to the news, I am very, very ignorant of worldwide events…but when I start to look for photos to use on this website, I am often linked to news websites that relate to the dreams I share here – and I am often shocked by what I read that is going on ‘out there’…and how it correlates to my dreams…but I still continue to hope, watch and pray – for discernment and courage – and hope that you out there are encouraged to also watch and pray, and to grow in love and spiritual deepening to face whatever lies in the days ahead.


*N.B.:  At the present time this is the first posting on this website not reviewed by my Catholic priest director/s, as he recently retired, and I am in the process of waiting for God to provide a new one. All postings without review will be noted as such.

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