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It is a difficult thing to sit and write about times many believe are coming – a shake-up in the world if you will.  But honestly, one has only to look at the headlines to see these times are already here.  Many believe, myself included, that we have been living in a time of mercy that is about to expire…but what does that mean?  I quote from church-approved revelation from the 1930’s from the Diary of St. Faustina Kowalska:

Write, speak of My mercy.  Tell souls where they are to look for solace; that is, in the Tribunal of Mercy (the Sacrament of Reconciliation).  There the greatest miracles take place and are incessantly repeated.  To avail oneself of this miracle, it is not necessary to go on a great pilgrimage or to carry out some external ceremony; it suffices to come with faith to the feet of My representative and to reveal to him one’s misery, and the miracle of Divine Mercy will be fully demonstrated.  Were a soul like a decaying corpse so that from a human standpoint, there would be no (hope of) restoration and everything would already be lost, it is not so with God.  The miracle of Divine Mercy restores that soul in full.  Oh, how miserable are those who do not take advantage of the miracle of God’s mercy!  You will call out in vain, but it will be too late.”  Jesus to St. Faustina, Divine Mercy in My Soul – Diary of St. Maria Faustina Kowalska; Marian Press, Stockbridge

I have already shared my personal experience of the miracle of the confessional in my writing “Rejoice with Me, For I have Found my Sheep that was Lost”.  I can’t even begin to tell you how grateful I am that I sit on the other side of my first confession…the graces that have followed incessantly after this…the unseen graces that got me there!  It is my wish and prayer that you are one who heeds my witness and avails yourself of the Sacrament of Reconciliation (confession).  The modern church doesn’t seem to preach it as much as I hear it used to and this is an error.  With the times that are here and the times that are coming, it should be the most fervent sermon coming from the pulpits…So just in case you don’t hear it there you will hear it time and time again from me in this little blog…

The confessionals should be full of those seeking My grace and mercy.  Do not hesitate; go today, even as you read this so that you will not be one held accountable for these sins and errors.  I do not wish to see you perish in eternal fire, but you separate yourselves from Me by your obstinacy in sin and refusal to repent.  Rise above the standards of this world and do what you know is right in your hearts without waiting for tomorrow to come.

Today is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad.  Use your time wisely, as you may never know when it will be your day to account for all that you have done in your life, that is, your individual day of judgement, your death on this earth.”  Jesus to “Mariamante” in “The Apostolate of Holy Motherhood”, The Riehle Foundation

 I now share the next chronological dream experience which speaks of the dwindling of the days of mercy; to be followed by the necessary days of God’s justice…

 

Friday, October 28, 2005

 

Dreamt I was standing in the back yard of my childhood home in Heart’s Desire in the days when it was a huge garden, but the time was the present – I was an adult (now).  I stood on a little path facing south that had two dividers on either side of me like a vertical archway that had two flat sides, but no top.  I looked straight up because all of a sudden in the daytime, clear sky above me appeared a HUGE angel of God – mostly the face, and in the appearance of a large, billowing cloud of unusual colour.  It appeared olive green, if I had to choose a colour.  It was a massive angel and I knew it was a vengeance angel of God – to bring a punishment.

I immediately got down on my knees and started praying to God, all the while staring straight up at this sight, saying “Have mercy on your creation, God!” (over and over and over again).  I was MOST upset.  The cloud lightened a little in colour/darkness, but did not go away.  The face of the angel was present the whole time – severe, stern face.

There was at least one other man standing beside me to my left who witnessed what I did and said, but no-one else could see what I could and they wondered what on earth I was saying that for and kneeling, but I didn’t care what they thought.

Then I turned around fully and saw to my right (in the East) a swarm of locusts (big billowing, forming, swarming cloud of bugs – locusts).  They were forming in the sky in a huge cloud and they began to move westward in a swarm of descending attack/onslaught over my area (Canada?/West?).  They were definitely moving East to West and descended in attack in the area I was in.

Everyone started to rush into the house and close sliding horizontal windows and doors, but some were trapped in the outermost rooms of the house – where the locusts were able to swarm in.  Some people made it into interior rooms and doors had to be closed to protect the ones inside.  It was a quick, sudden, unexpected thing and people were caught unprepared.

I, however, was in an innermost chamber/room/fireplace of this house – in the very centre and was safe.  Others were also safe in some inner rooms further to the outer part of the house than mine, but a few locusts buried even into the inner parts of the home.

I woke in horror as in the dream I sat in my inner room – with brick or stone walls all around me, except the front, which had solid iron-type bars or a grid door in front of me.  I could see all of this taking place, without being harmed or in danger. 

I would not want to venture a guess as to what the ‘locust plague’ in this dream referred to, but even the average person associates it with destruction.  From the Church of God, Daily Bible Study online I offer the following:

Locust plagues were sometimes used as agents of God’s wrath against those who opposed Him:

“Then The Lord [see Rock Of Ages] said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand over the land of Egypt for the locusts, that they may come upon the land of Egypt, and eat every plant in the land, all that the hail has left.”“So Moses stretched forth his rod over the land of Egypt, and The Lord brought an east wind upon the land all that day and all that night; and when it was morning the east wind had brought the locusts. And the locusts came up over all the land of Egypt, and settled on the whole country of Egypt, such a dense swarm of locusts as had never been before, nor ever shall be again. For they covered the face of the whole land, so that the land was darkened, and they ate all the plants in the land and all the fruit of the trees which the hail had left; not a green thing remained, neither tree nor plant of the field, through all the land of Egypt.” (Exodus 10:12-15 RSV)

Locust plagues were also sometimes used as agents of God’s wrath against His own people when they were disobedient to Him:

“Then The Lord appeared to Solomon in the night and said to him: “I have heard your prayer, and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice [see Temples]. When I shut up the heavens so that there is no rain, or command the locust to devour the land, or send pestilence among My people, if My people who are called by My name humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:12-14 RSV)

End-Time Symbolism

Locusts were also used as symbols of end-time, armor-plated, missile-firing, flying war-machines that were not known to the writers of The Bible (see also The Seven Seals):

“And the fifth angel blew his trumpet, and I saw a star fallen from heaven to earth, and he was given the key of the shaft of the bottomless pit; he opened the shaft of the bottomless pit, and from the shaft rose smoke like the smoke of a great furnace, and the sun and the air were darkened with the smoke from the shaft.”“Then from the smoke came locusts on the earth, and they were given power like the power of scorpions of the earth; they were told not to harm the grass of the earth or any green growth or any tree, but only those of mankind who have not the seal of God upon their foreheads; they were allowed to torture them for five months, but not to kill them, and their torture was like the torture of a scorpion, when it stings a man. And in those days men will seek death and will not find it; they will long to die, and death will fly from them.”

“In appearance the locusts were like horses arrayed for battle; on their heads were what looked like crowns of gold; their faces were like human faces, their hair like women’s hair, and their teeth like lions’ teeth; they had scales like iron breastplates, and the noise of their wings was like the noise of many chariots with horses rushing into battle. They have tails like scorpions, and stings, and their power of hurting men for five months lies in their tails. They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit; his name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he is called Apollyon.” (Revelation 9:1-11 RSV)

In my next writing I share the next dream chronologically which was a very detailed experience of that locust plague; a dream only a little over a week after the one above…the experience of these two left me very rattled and yet very determined, yet again, to redouble my efforts in prayer to aid our fellow brothers and sisters.   For now my dreams only sit as warnings…please don’t let it be after the fact that you say…‘Oh, I should have listened’!

Karen

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As life gets busier for all of us I will streamline the sharing process and without much preamble just share the spiritual dreams I experience and leave discernment to the reader.  As always each writing will be approved by a Catholic Church priest prior to publication to ensure all stays in alignment with our faith.  Without further ado I share a dream experience that speaks of a coming intervention by God that many in Catholic circles are expecting – the enlightenment of conscience… When?  Only God knows:

Friday, January 6, 2012 – Feast of the Epiphany

Had a short dream this morning.  I was talking to a friend and then saw in the night sky the aurora borealis – green, glowing lights.  It started to flare.  I excitedly told the person I was with this.

Then as I turned again as this was unfolding in the sky in the East, I saw the world in the sky – literally the globe hanging suspended at a distance where the aurora had been.

Then I saw the most amazing thing.  I saw God’s light completely and blindingly explode over/in the whole globe – His light completely covered it in an instant!  As it completely covered the earth I was immersed in the light and power of God…as it started to come down on me I was surprised…’already?!’…I said.  ‘Oh I didn’t realize it would be this soon, Father!’  Then I was completely immersed in this light/love/power/Presence and I started to rise up in spirit with it/in it…then I woke up.

The most startling aspect of this dream experience was the nearness of the light that God is planning to inundate the world with to wake up the consciences of those spiritually asleep…

I now share the next chronological dream experience from my years of recordings that was next on the slate to share before I experienced the one above…coincidentally or not, they seem tied together…

Saturday, October 1, 2005

Dreamt I was in a house in a neighbourhood.  It was the middle of the night – 3:30…and all of a sudden the sky became lit up as if it was day.  People wandered outside in great confusion as to what was happening.

GREAT signs were in the sky.  I said ‘Oh my God, it’s Christ’s cross!’.  There was a huge cross laid lengthwise (lying) across the sky.  It looked wooden but like a ghost cross – all made of sky elements.  I stared to cry and exclaim ‘Oh Father!  I had no idea it would be so soon!  I did not expect it so soon!’  It had been delayed/postponed, we had been given the grace of time, but now it was here.

There were things attached or appearing at the cross beam end which faced my vision that I did not understand.  It was figures of men, one after the other, that reminded me of constellations for some reason – they were clear shape outlines, like ghosts – like the cross – Apollo, Hercules?  Fuzzy.  Several appeared one after the other at this part of the cross.  I continued to exclaim and proclaim to all around me that I had been expecting this.

Then a strange sight indeed took place in the sky in front of this cross – a vision of successive animals was seen (animals/species of the earth).  They each (one of each species) came forward and kneeled over mankind in the sky as if testifying and spoke, each in turn, of the evils perpetrated against them by mankind – man’s sins.  Many varied animals/species of the earth came.  They each appeared in turn in colour in the sky that was just grey with slight cloud and the cross and crystal clear ghost-like symbols of these men/constellations.  I remember specifically (maybe because I think it was last) a horned rhinocerous, but coloured orange and black (I think like a tiger – not grey).  He was a most large animal testifying.

The animals’ testimonies could not be heard by any of the humans of the earth as they each testitfied, but as we watched we could see their mouths moving in speech and I just KNEW somehow that this was what each was speaking.  After each had appeared (like a flashing picture line-up) the scene vanished and the sky was left with the IMMENSE cross hovering.  Most people began to be afraid and started questionning their lives/religion.  Some still ignored/denied and walked away stone-faced, unwilling to believe what was unfolding in their day.

I alternatively cried out in fear and joy – fear for the denunciation that was coming to the earth and exhortations to my fellow-men to repent, and joy that I would so soon see my Beloved Jesus.

I said to any who would listen :

“I believe this cross will be in the sky three days with continuous daylight.  Then, however, there will be three days of darkness”

What emotion I felt.  I still cry as I type this dream!

Then I think it became as if we were on a large boat in a house/neighbourhood.  I heard an immense noise of wind at the front of the boat.  I went to the bow and saw and felt God’s spirit – with immense power and speed rushing around and around me at the front of the house/boat/neighbourhood in a large circle.  Massive winds of immense force, energy and power.  I felt as if or knew that God was preparing to lift me and others out of the earth to take us away…

It was then that I rushed back to the back/middle of the boat or into the house/neighbourhood to try to bring as many with me as possible.  It was world chaos at this point as people wondered what was occurring…I however sat and looked at the cross in the sky, telling those close to me how excited and eager I was to see my Jesus, because, for me, unlike others, His coming again would be a great, great joy, fulfilling much hidden, lengthy, longing…

I submit all entirely as witness to my faith in order to help prepare as many as have ears to listen for whatever lies ahead – witness to the truth of our eternal destiny and perhaps a voice to help souls give pause and thought to where their path is leading them…

Karen

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First may I wish you all a very Happy New Year!  2012…  The much talked about year is finally here.  I think everyone is truly wondering what 2012 will bring…Unrest and violence in many ares of the world, natural disasters, famine, political and financial insecurity and doomsday prophecies combine to make people anxious and uncertain.  This is compounded for many as they don’t have the certainty of faith to know that this time on earth for each of us is really a short one that leads into the birth of eternity at death…it’s what we do with this time here that shapes our real future in that eternity – no matter what 2012 brings!  For me 2012 just brings another step in my walk of faith with God and commitment to walk in love as best I can.  It also brings a new commitment to commence writing regularly at this website again, after an incredibly busy 2011..

So, when I took a moment to look at the stats of this website today I was a little surprised to realize it has been almost three years since I started this venture for God.  Where has the time gone?   It brought to mind a dream I had some years ago where an angel came to me and brought me a small box.  I opened it, as it said ‘lead’ on the outside of the box.  I was told by the angel that I was to ingest this box.  I wondered at this, thinking – ‘how can I ingest lead?  Won’t I get lead poisoning?’  The angel advised that I was to ingest it as it was to fill many, many pencils.   Then I agreed to this and the angel (who appeared male), turned to face me fully and I saw his eyes!  He had the most burning, gloriously blue eyes!  They absolutely burned like fire with love.  I will never forget that gaze.  I did not understand at the time what the angel meant, but prepared to ingest the box at his command.  Now, three years into this blog, I get it.  I look back and realize I have already consumed the lead of many, many pencils in the writings that appear on this site…

As I reflect on the path this journey has taken me – one made clear by Jesus when I had a vision of Him at church with His right hand coming down from the Eucharist and resting on my head and hearing His command:

GO!!! PREACH UNTO THE NATIONS!

I simply sit now in the gentle flow of releasing to all of you all that I have experienced…Many years of confusion at wondering why on earth I was experiencing these things has given way to incredible joy at being able to share with you things unseen, things unheard, things only taken on faith by so many – and not believed at all by many more…

I take very seriously His command to preach;  to be able to be eyes of faith for those who doubt; words of consolation for those who are in pain; words of encouragement for those who struggle and words of firm certainty for those who have lost hope.  Please let me be a witness that opens you up to the truth of our existence and the truth of our God.  Please let me be the hand that reaches to help you up if you sit lost or in despair.  Please, let me be a beacon of faith and hope if you sit in apathy without direction.  Your life does have a purpose.  And a great one!  Do not waste a moment in putting one foot in front of the other in finding yours…I pray for you and I know the angels are working unseen in your life too to bring you to your destiny with God.

Having said all this, we sit in very uncertain times.  All the more reason to reach for a rock of stability!  This rock is God – love.  As I prayed about the sharing of the experience of God that follows chronologically since my last writing, I felt a prompting to Ezekiel 19 and 43.  I leave it to the reader to discern the relationship to the next dream experience of Jesus that I share today.

Ezekiel 18:30…Therefore I will judge you, O house of Israel, all of you according to your ways, says the Lord God.  Repent and turn from all your transgressions; otherwise iniquity will be your ruin.  Cast away from you all the transgressions that you have committed against me, and get yourselves a new heart and a new spirit!  Why will you die, O house of Israel?  For I have no pleasure in the death of anyone, says the Lord God.  Turn, then, and live…Ezekiel 19:  As for you, raise up a lamentation for the princes of Israel, and say:  What a lioness was your mother among lions!  She lay down among young lions, rearing her cubs.

She raised up one of her cubs; he became a young lion, and he learned to catch prey; he devoured humans.  The nations sounded an alarm against him; he was caught in their pit; and they brought him with hooks to the land of Egypt.  When she saw that she was thwarted, that her hope was lost, she took another of her lion cubs and made him a young lion.  He prowled among the lions; he became a young lion, and he learned to catch prey; he devoured people.  And he ravaged their strongholds, and laid waste their towns; the land was appalled, and all in it, at the sound of his roaring.

The nations set upon him from the provinces all around; they spread their net over him; he was caught in their pit.  With hooks they put him in a cage, and brought him into custody, so that his voice should be heard no more on the mountains of Israel.  Your mother was like a vine in a vineyard transplanted by the water, fruitful and full of branches from abundant water.  Its strongest stem became a ruler’s scepter; it towered aloft among the thick boughs; it stood out in its height with its mass of branches.

But it was plucked up in fury, cast down to the ground; the east wind dried it up; its fruit was stripped off, its strong stem was withered; the fire consumed it.  Now it is transplanted into the wilderness, into a dry and thirsty land.  And fire has gone out from its stem, has consumed its branches and fruit, so that there remains in it no strong stem, no scepter for ruling.  The Holy Bible, New Revised Standard Version; Catholic Edition

 SEPTEMBER 18, 2005

Dreamt I came home to find vomit and filth over all the white carpets of this house.  The children who had been given use of the house had become very ill.   The parents (their names mean ‘firebrand/sword’ and ‘mighty power’ ) had been trying a long while to clean it, but they were exhausted and could do no more, even though the filth was still there.  All levels of the house had this.    It wasn’t the parents’ fault – it was the children – so ill!

I came to the kitchen and saw the character in the dream whose name means ‘mighty power’, and I saw her hang up her gloves and put her cleaning utensils away.  The character whose name means ‘firebrand’ sat by dejectedly, surveying the scene of the children’s illness – unable to do more.  I saw this and sought to help.   I grabbed my tools to help clean, even though I too, was exhausted.  I looked to the area where I kept my cleaning utensils, grabbed several and many bags to pick up filth and branches of a large tree that for some reason had many of its leaves and branches shaken off of it – broken off everywhere on the living room floor.  Parts of the tree branches were everywhere – scattered across the living room.  I cleaned and picked up as best I could, but it never could be cleaned.

Then a third party came and I went through the house with them, from room to room, examining the filth and stains that honestly could not be gotten out – the home was really ruined…

I was led to the back yard which became very large and the third party showed me that there was a problem in the neighbourhood with the underground sewar system.   Eruptions were breaking out everywhere (look at our society lately!).  Big holes of erupting sewage broke out – scattered all over the back lawn of this house.  I was told that it was not my fault that this was happening, and that this was coming from a huge problem elsewhere – it had seeped from these Eastern regions into the West…I was shown that it just could not be cleaned and that the entire ground had to be razed and cleared or excavated to clean up this huge mess.  Areas that had once been beautiful with long, lush, green grass were raised, rubble mess – no green.

Then I was led and rounded the corner and was all of a sudden in a dangerous neighbourhood – full of Middle Eastern and Egyptian men with weapons.  They were menacing and warlording.  I was taken there by this third party.  I was being protected and cautioned that this was very dangerous territory.  This part of the dream was fuzzier, but I think I was being shown how this part of the neighbourhood (world) was corrupting/corrupted – part of the cause of the filth and mess and breakdown and overflow into my area (west).

Then I was shown the most immense, horrifying thing – VERY VIVID & EMOTION-FILLED – LARGER THAN LIFE – SCARY AND VIOLENT! thing…The whole scene, which became a city before me, became an area completely turned to stone – everything ALL stone – all one colour of pinkish sandstone.  I saw it be violently erupted from underground upheaval like an immense earthquake – shaking of the earth/elements – the whole thing was raised up with great and massive violence – this rock city – and it was tumbled and completely destroyed!  Such MASSIVE and complete destruction was caught up in this lifting up of this stone city and it was brought crashing to the ground in immense destruction!  Complete destruction!

Then I saw this as the above was taking place:

Jesus, my most Beloved, beautiful Jesus!  I cried with such love and longing and joy at seeing Him – even in these circumstances because I loved Him and missed Him so.  He appeared rising over this scene to the right of the city in my vision, but like this:

He was also made of the same stone of the same colour – a solid rock Jesus/man – huge in size- so large He was like a large statue towering over this stone city as it was being violently lifted and crumbled and destroyed.   He was immense and towering over it.  He watched and it appeared He was in command of these violent, churning, whirling elements/destruction (or part of them – in unity with them – hard to explain).

He hovered over this stone city as it was being destroyed and then He reached, both hands to His vestments or clothing at His chest, and peeled or ripped them open.  As He did, the stone area at the front of His chest broke open to reveal the immense, powerful light of His Sacred Heart, pouring forth over the scene.  I especially cried with love and longing at this moment, as I knew what He was doing – knew He was going to open and reveal His Sacred Heart and I longed to see It/Him – even this huge stone figure of Jesus amidst COMPLETE DESTRUCTION.  It was like the rays of the sun breaking open over the dark, chaotic, immensely destructive moment.  The most beautiful and powerful white light spilled forth from His Sacred Heart over this scene as the destruction was taking place:

My love!  My most beautiful Love!  How I adore Thee!!! How I miss Thee!!!

I stood to the right of this scene as I watched this being done, which put me to Jesus’ left side, but back and away as a third party observer – as if I too hovered and watched to be shown this scene.  It was like the horrifying climax of a movie of surreal proportions.

However, I was then brought by this third party to stand at the front of a small circular table where this event had been shown to me.  It was now like a rock scale model on the table in front of me and I was shown the city resurrected – completely reassembled and resurrected before my eyes as I watched.  It was like a complete reversal of the destruction and it was restored and stood, this rock city.  I just stood, mouth agape at what I had witnessed and something was imparted to me by the third party as I marvelled at this:  That this scene had happened many times through history.  That is the best way I can describe what I was told.  I didn’t really understand what I was being told.  I was told that mankind had brought this city to this point before and that the city had been thus destroyed and resurrected before – something about a table in the round.  It was as if the destruction scene had never happened…

And now I share Ezekiel 43:

Then he brought me to the gate, the gate facing East.  And there, the glory of the God of Israel was coming from the east; the sound was like the sound of mighty waters; and the earth shone with his glory.  The vision I saw was like the vision that I had seen when he came to destroy the city, and like the vision that I had seen by the river Chebar; and I fell upon my face.  As the glory of the Lord entered the temple by the gate facing east, the spirit lifted me up and brought me into the inner court; and the glory of the Lord filled the temple.

While the man was standing beside me, I heard someone speaking to me out of the temple.  He said to me:  Mortal, this is the place of my throne and the place for the soles of my feet, where I will reside among the people of Israel forever.  The house of Israel shall no more defile my holy name, neither they nor their kings, by their whoring, and by the corpses of their kings at their death.  When they placed their threshold by my threshold and their doorposts beside my doorposts, with only a wall between me and them, they were defiling my holy name by their abominations that they committed; therefore I have consumed them in my anger.  Now let them put away their idolatry and the corpses of their kings far from me, and I will reside among them forever.

As for you, mortal, describe the temple to the house of Israel, and let them be ashamed of their iniquities.  When they are ashamed of all that they have done, make known to them the plan of the temple, its arrangement, its exits and its entrances, and its whole form – all its ordinances and its entire plan and all its laws; and write it down in their sight, so that they may observe and follow the entire plan and all its ordinances.  This is the law of the temple:  the whole territory on the top of the mountain all around shall be most holy.  This is the law of the temple.

My understanding of the bible is extremely limited, so I defer to those more knowledgeable than I in discerning the hidden meaning of my dream.  May God bring forth wisdom and light in our hearts to truly know ourselves and God, and turn from the wrong paths we’ve been on and let ourselves be healed by the glorious mercy and love which pours from the heart of Jesus.  Amen.

Karen

 

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