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The Great Sifting

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“Sifted” by Rick Lawrence

December 4-6, 2007 (exact date unrecorded)

I had a very long dream about the world and coup/control state being suddenly enacted:

I had been in a parking lot of a mall and looked up and could see behind the clouds stealth planes that were secretly filling the skies – coming from somewhere and travelling silently and invisibly across the sky in massive invasion hordes.  I could see them even though at this point they are moving unseen in order to launch a very sudden worldwide invasion.  They were moving west to east above me and there were so many, there was not one patch of sky that was not full of these planes – they moved in unified cohesion.

Then all of a sudden the attack began.  We knew it was so, as gunshots started to be heard in the streets by militia/government state control people.  They had all authority and could kill whomever they wanted.  It was like Nazi German worldwide invasion/round-up.

I gathered with a small group in a hiding place and discussed strategy.  I explained that God was behind all, allowing this for a purpose.  I was somehow given the knowledge that God is going to sift the earth (I heard no verbatim words here…it was just knowledge I was given).  I told all who would listen to put their trust in God and Jesus.  We became a small group who banded together to share our knowledge, gifts, resources and information.

People became panicked and walked away from homes and apartments.  I was an operative and I was sent to procure an apartment for us (in this small group) to all live in as a team/group – a small community.

Shopkeepers were operating under ‘war’ scenarios where they wanted a years’ rent up front in cash etc.  I approached a landlord to see about getting an apartment for our headquarters.  He wanted $30,000 or something in rent to procure the place for a year.  I asked a member of my group if we had the financial resources to commit to such an arrangement as I did not personally have that kind of money, but someone in our group did, and I was told to do it.  In more than one place, I witnessed to small groups that God was behind all of this, and that it had great purpose, but a lot of people had a hard time seeing God’s hand in such upheaval and horror.  All of us in this small group, however, were very in tune with what was coming upon the world and were all ‘operatives’ with training, knowledge and gifts to survive and help others survive this time.

I then saw a house owner who offered to give me/the group his house for $20, just to have cash to eat/survive.  I said, no, rather this: “Stay in your home with us and we will fend together as a community.”  Going off alone people would not survive.  We had to share our gifts.  It turned out this man of the couple I had just met was a hunter and could procure game to eat.  So while he and his wife would give us the use of their house and their gifts, they would in turn benefit from our gifts.  Means were made available to do all of this (survive and strategize) in this special group I was part of because of the various gifts/possessions different members of our team had.

As we entered the apartment that was to be our headquarters, I saw a man who was sitting in a chair in the middle of the huge, empty apartment.  He was our Leader, though He was silent and hidden behind the scenes.  He told me He had prepared/made available this large apartment for us.  It had been pre-planned for us by Him.  I was surprised to have been led to this place and to find Him sitting waiting for us and showing us Himself and confirming that He had led us to this place and prepared this for us, without our being aware.  It was quite an odd feeling, thinking I and our group had been doing all this work to come to this place, thinking we had been doing all this travelling and work ourselves, to find that the Leader sat in wait ahead of us, having prepared this in advance.

I kept telling these small groups I spoke to (you the listener) that I experienced prophecy, and that I had foreseen this all coming.  God is going to sift the earth.

When I prayed about the direction of my writings, my feeling overwhelmingly now is to just share chronologically that which I have to share, and let God provide the rest.  So fell today’s sharing.  As I sought God’s confirmations, I was inspired to also share Psalm 39 & 27, so here they are:

Psalm 39

1 I said, “I will watch my ways and keep my tongue from sin; I will put a muzzle on my mouth as long as the wicked are in my presence.”
2 But when I was silent and still, not even saying anything good, my anguish increased.
3 My heart grew hotwithin me, and as I meditated, the fire burned; then I spoke with my tongue:
4“Show me, O LORD, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life.
5 You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man’s life is but a breath. “Selah”
6 Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro: He bustles about, but only in vain; he heaps up wealth, not knowing who will get it.
7 “But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you.
8 Save me from all my transgressions; do not make me the scornof fools.
9 I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for you are the one who has done this.
10 Remove your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of your hand.
11 You rebuke and discipline men for their sin; you consume their wealth like a moth– each man is but a breath. “Selah”
12 “Hear my prayer, O LORD, listen to my cry for help; be not deaf to my weeping. For I dwell with you as an alien, a stranger, as all my fathers were.
13 Look away from me, that I may rejoice again before I depart and am no more.”
(New International Version)

Psalm 27

The Lord is my light and my salvation—
    whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life—
    of whom shall I be afraid?

When the wicked advance against me
    to devour[a] me,
it is my enemies and my foes
    who will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
    my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
    even then I will be confident.

One thing I ask from the Lord,
    this only do I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
    all the days of my life,
to gaze on the beauty of the Lord
    and to seek him in his temple.
For in the day of trouble
    he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent
    and set me high upon a rock.

Then my head will be exalted
    above the enemies who surround me;
at his sacred tent I will sacrifice with shouts of joy;
    I will sing and make music to the Lord.

Hear my voice when I call, Lord;
    be merciful to me and answer me.
My heart says of you, “Seek his face!”
    Your face, Lord, I will seek.
Do not hide your face from me,
    do not turn your servant away in anger;
    you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
    God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
    the Lord will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, Lord;
    lead me in a straight path
    because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
    for false witnesses rise up against me,
    spouting malicious accusations.

13 I remain confident of this:
    I will see the goodness of the Lord
    in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the Lord;
    be strong and take heart
    and wait for the Lord.

(New International Version)

Karen

I feel a change in the direction of my writings and dream sharing.  I feel the time of my series “The State of Chaos” is coming to a close.  Perhaps it is because we are more and more seeing it unfold in truth in our world.  How sad this makes me.

I think I can safely say we all feel just a little more shocked and overwhelmed today due to the recent horrible attacks in Paris and Beirut; and then Mali.  Maybe it hit home just a little harder because Paris is the city of love…romance…how could such awful things happen there?!  And now we hear a lot more chatter about radical Islam as a result.  I leave the politics and comments to others and simply continue that which I have been given by God to do;

‘…share that which I have been receiving.”

I think it is timely that I share the following, in light of recent events in the world, and others yet to come.  I have been almost screaming from this website that times are here when people must truly seek God, and repent of evildoing, for out of the hearts of humans comes the experience of our world; out of evil hearts comes evil, and out of hearts filled with love and God, goodness, beauty, charity, faith, hope, and love.  The greatest of these good things is love, for it encompasses all good.  God is the safe refuge – no matter what happens to you in the world.  I share part of a longer dream from 2006 that seems to speak to our times.  I cannot say if the protection afforded by God in these times extends to our physical lives, but in the end it is our souls that really matter:

June 22, 2006

… Then came a part about a plot of two men who planned to kill.

I came to be sitting in an area of a mall near an exit.  The mall looked like one of our local modern shopping malls, but had aging stores, peeling wallpaper, sagging walls and slowing business.  There were Muslim men there.  When one saw my scapular with the cross., he immediately shut down and started to walk away.  He said to me:  “Oh.  You’re Christian!”  “You can’t be as enlightened as I thought because you believe in Jesus!” (There was even more disdain toward me believing in Mary).  He went into a store that became an area.  It had clear glass doors and I could see he was ready to lead a procession/attack of some sort – he was a leader.  Many men milled behind him.

I paused and said  “Perhaps I am more enlightened than you because I can believe in Jesus.”  He stopped and came back to me because I had said it in such a way that the logic or reasoning of how I spoke my sentence – the words I used – proved I was more enlightened than he and he wanted to know more and find out why – test me.

He came up to me.  He carried what I can only describe as a placard (something to lead an attack); a tall, thin wooden stick with a short beam of wood across the top (like a cross, but without the top).  At the meeting of these two pieces of wood was a wrapped band of beige cloth.  Don’t know what this stick is called, but it was definitely his as the leader’s “charge” banner/placard.  As he came up to me he set it down and came to question/test me.  I forget exactly what he said, but it was something about how I had been trying to tell people earlier in the dream that God speaks through me, and that one of the messages has been:

PREPARE YOUR HEARTS!”

Anyway, I became as lying down in front of this Muslim man/leader and he set to test me/my faith.  He took out a yellow/pale wooden stake and held it perpendicular over me with two arms – poised as if to plunge it into my heart and kill me.  I lay – such a child I was – and looked up to God – trusting no harm would come to me.

He plunged the stake, but was unable to harm me/penetrate a shield I had around me; God’s power.  Then God’s spirit (Spirit de Sancti someone spoke aloud in the dream) came down and filled me and He (God) spoke to the Muslim man who tested me thus and tried to harm me:

YOU HAVE NO JURISDICTION HERE.  THIS CHILD IS MINE!”

He spoke firmly, but not with huge anger or anything (like other times when warning souls to repent through me!).  He just spoke very firmly and matter-of-factly.

Then another Muslim man came out to pull the first one off me – chiding and upbraiding him for what he’d done, muttering “You know nothing about Jesus” to the other Muslim man (he was a secret Christian who believed in Jesus and knew the power of what He’d done – how He fit in with the whole ‘plan’ and that His Truth was real, but he had to keep this belief secret as he was Muslim and a higher Muslim leader than the one who had set to lead this Muslim procession/attack.

I tried to tell them both as they struggled with each other.  “I’ve seen Him!  I can tell you what He looks like.  You wouldn’t believe how beautiful He is!!! I’ve seen God!!”  But they didn’t even really pay attention to my witness.  They were too busy struggling with each other; The higher Muslim leader restraining and correcting/chiding the lower (the lower seemed a more darkened/solid man – unenlightened-thicker-denser-hard to describe).  The higher Muslim leader who was correcting him had a softer, gentler, somewhat lighter appearance.  He knew I was most highly enlightened – higher than them both.  Why didn’t they even try to listen about what I said to them about Jesus and God?!

Why isn’t anybody wanting to hear – Oh the secrets of God I could tell them!  But who will I talk to?!

Indeed.

How few are listening.  However, I am not responsible for those who do not listen or wish to hear.  I am responsible for discharging that which God has entrusted me with…and so I continue to do so…even if it is not popular.  The times are too urgent and souls are at stake.

And so I repeat spiritual messages given to me by God/allowed by God, that have already been shared on this website and perhaps a few new ones from this 15 year journey of mine – in fact this is how I received them chronologically (combined with a ton of theological dreams whose content also spells out pretty much the same message):

Listen!  I will call you!” (Old man with long flowing beard giving me a message – September, 2000)

You don’t need to do more!  You are fine where you are.” (Person that appeared to be Jesus, but who disappeared when I recited Prayer to Discern spirits – found on this website – Satan trying to stop what you see will follow? – October 11, 2000)

You must be prepared and stand firm.” (Mary warning me that Satan will be attacking me due to the mission I am called to – February 14, 2001) and Yes, but you do tend to rush a bit.  It would be better if you slowed and concentrated on the Mysteries a bit more.” (Mary to me when I asked if it was okay that I did my Rosary while doing other things)

I am alive in the Blood and the Host, Peter (meaning me).  You (meaning Peter/me) will rest in My hands for three days.”  (April 3, 2003)

Be prepared to receive great graces.” (Narrator to me – April 20, 2003 – Easter Sunday)

The son…He will smite them with His sword and His justice.” (Written words at the end of a table cloth as I hung suspended between Heaven & Earth – all Heaven weeping! – April 23, 2003)

Woe to unrepentant cities!” (Jesus – September 16, 2003)

SO THAT THOU SHALT NOT SUFFER BECAUSE OF THE FINITENESS OF YOUR MIND, I SHALL ILLUMINE YOU TO READ MY WORD AND KNOW MY MESSAGE (God to me like talking THUNDER! – September 30, 2003)

Thus thou art so reluctant to remove from another his livelihood (God addressing how I won’t even copy music because I consider it stealing – November 6, 2003)

Though you pass through raging waters in the sea you shall not drown.” (Jesus as Priest, Prophet & King – to me in period of intense suffering – November 7, 2003)

NO MORE!!! THE TIME HAS COME!!! NO MORE BAD THINGS ARE TO BE DONE ON THE EARTH!  THE TIME FOR BAD THINGS TO BE DONE ON THE EARTH HAS COME TO AN END!!!” (God – August 14, 2004)

Seek ye first the Kingdom of God.” (God – January 20, 2005)

The Devil has been vanquished (something about evil no more and peace for men); God speaking ever so lovingly to those in His House serving Him; loving Him. (February 18, 2005)

REPENT!!!” (God speaking in great anger to souls in the world in every kind of decadent behaviour) (February 27, 2005)

TELL SOULS TO HAVE RECOURSE TO MY MERCY WHILE THERE IS STILL TIME FOR MERCY.  I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE MINE.” (Jesus – March 6, 2005)

You call yourself a Catholic?!  You will be sorry on the Day of Judgement!” (God to scoffing souls at my witness – May 3, 2005)

PREPARE YOUR HEARTS!” (May 3, 2005)

Everything happens for a reason…even the very smallest of things.” (September 6, 2005)

Prepare” (October 11, 2005)

Follow Me and I will lead you.” (November 7, 2005) 

I’ve been able to tempt most women with many things, but with you I can do nothing!!! Nothing works on you!!! (Satan to me while my angel watched – November 7, 2005)

Many people will suffer and die as a result of the chastisements coming to the earth.” (Virgin Mary – November 28, 2005)

You will receive punishment for hearing not, and listening not to that which you heard.” (November 29, 2005)

You must remove this.  It is not good for thee.  You cover me with your platforms.” (after God showed me how people cover God/love with built-up platforms) (March 16, 2006)

Prepare your hearts! (To all peoples) and You have no jurisdiction here.  This child is mine.” (to Muslims leading holy war/attack against true Christian) (June 22, 2006)

You found me.  My Father will guide you.  Watch very carefully the sun we set over your twilight hours.” (Jesus to me – December 5, 2006)

Something of the Lord will be made manifest.” (December 16, 2006 & January 13, 2007 – It will be like the year 1527 again)

All is to no avail without works.” (Jesus to people whose faith doesn’t serve others – Divine Mercy Sunday – April 15, 2007)

SAVE SOULS FROM DROWNING!” (God to me – Early November, 2007 – exact date unrecorded)

You have seen that which is never to be seen (after being shown God’s finger in a dream sending a lightening bolt down to strike the earth – November 18, 2007).

Bring forth the sands of time to compassionate My wounds (Jesus – November 19, 2007)

Bless you all who are ’69’ (class of 69…number of man/God joined together). (November 21, 2007)

My sweet and tender child of Mercy, write that I am in love with the world.” (Jesus – November 25, 2007)

My dear child, allow yourself to be lead where I am leading you.  They (my sufferings) are leading you to still waters.” (Jesus to me) and One Author; One Paradise.” (December 1, 2007)

My water springs up from the ground and bubbles forth in endless streams.  The earth dances for joy at the bubbling water.” (December 24, 2007)

By the sword of love, you shall conquer.” (Jesus to me from the Altar at Church, January 6, 2008)

And a waking dictated message from God from January 10, 2008 which I repeat again:

Take heed O children of the wind, for your time draws near. The Vicar of My Son immolates the people. You, my sentinels in the watchtowers have this to say: Pride and prejudice shall be no more. Bastions of security will be found amongst the cities at the gate. True Presence of My Son becomes a grace for all peoples. Rivers flow in the desert.

You are called to the watchtower, O sentinel of my people. The hearts of many grow weary and peace stills.  Guard your hearts, for the thief is coming in the night. My time is at hand. Grace flows like a river in a desert. Wildflowers grow. Precious the one who, though weary, immolates my people.

Have faith, My child, for my grace is upon you and you shall see rest. Soon, very soon, I tell you, peace will come to all peoples, for the Day of the Lord is at hand and His justice is sure.  My Heart grows weary at the sight of so much abomination and My Hand can hold no more. Rise, O you peoples of the East, for the betrayer is at hand, ready to knock on your gate.

Precious the few who stand. They will be like mountains. Gather my people, the elect, from the four corners of the wind. Make ready, for the Day of the Lord has come.

Bastions at the gate give heed to the battle cry, for High and Mighty is the Lord. He has heard My people cry. Great rain falls upon the peoples and the just shall have their reward.  The time draws near for the Prince of the Heavenly Host to be a champion for the people. The cry of justice is heard. With a shout does He spring forth upon the people.

Make way, O you land of Jerusalem, for my people cry. No more is there to be bloodshed and war and abomination in the sight of the Lord.  My hand rests. True to the Word of God. Amen

and on it went:

Rains cleanse the great pains of the earth” (January 19, 2008)

GO!!! PREACH UNTO THE NATIONS!” (Shout command from Jesus during Eucharistic adoration at Mass – His right hand extended from the Host & rested on my head – February 1, 2008)

The soul that is inured to suffering will there (in Heaven) inure to joy.” (February 7, 2008)

Bow down before the King of Heaven, Satan!” (February 25, 2008)

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus. (From St. Paul – March 4, 2008)

Thus the soul finds itself, already here on earth, in the loving state it will enjoy for all eternity. (God describing those who here on earth love and serve Him – March 12, 2008)

Dispose yourself to receive the High and Mighty Lord (and I so disposed myself and He continued) Exposing yourself to this mass will require that you in turn expose yourself (I knew it meant to others) (To me – March 12, 2008)

Be part of the Elijah temple.  Go write of the Hallelujah Chorus.  Go preach.” (To me – March 30, 2008, and I was given a walking stick like Moses’)

YAHWEH SPEAKS!” (As I begin speaking in the streets – to the peoples – May 6, 2008)

So as you wash, so shall you see.” (May 30, 2008)

REPENT!!! JUDGEMENT IS AT YOUR DOOR!!!” (June 12, 2008)

YOU saw it all BEFORE it happened, didn’t you…?! (Satan to me in the most slow, derisive, snarling voice at me seeing him climbing the walls of the King’s Castle – only to be pushed back/overcome/sent to his death -by the King’s knights in the Castle – just before he could overtake it –  – November 8, 2008)

YOUR SUNDAY VIGIL SHOULD NOT FALL!!!” (URGENT exhortation Message from Pope John Paul II – January 29, 2009)

You are the city of Spirit.  You give Me form.” (God to me – May 5, 2009)

Deuteronomy.” (One word from God tied to the mark of Christ being placed over all the doors of those serving God – October 1, 2010)

I treasure all these gifts, but this is what I really like!” (Mary to me showing me all the gifts I have given her in my lifetime – but the more recent type of a more beautiful, refined, nature – November 21, 2010)

Who will have life and have it to the fullest?” (God – April 30, 2011)

In times of great difficulty, We speak in (use) Hieroglyphics.” (August 16, 2011)

With the hands of Fatima, you will feed thousands.” (God to me – March 1, 2012)

You are fit to be with me (after Jesus sent light through my whole body starting at my Heart); then I died so that you could come to Me.” (February 23, 2013)

I love you so much my child!  I can’t wait to marry you!” (Jesus to me; he longs to have every single soul come to Him – January 2, 2014)

Christ will become a log thrown into the water for us to hold on to when we have to swim.” (May 28, 2014 – tied to coming times/devouring times)

I Love You All!  You are created in My Image. Repent!” (God levitated and slowly circled me 360 degrees to proclaim this message to everyone! – November 14, 2014)

It is time.” (God to me regarding a new mission I am about to begin; March 16, 2015; undercover work straight up against the worst evil on the planet – satanists, witches, those possessed…)

Is anyone sensing a theme here?  Is anyone listening?

The hour is late.

Karen

 

 

 Sack of Rome, by Amérigo Aparicio, 1884

The Sack of Rome

The most recent dream sharings on this site show a “state of chaos” in the church.  In addition, I have already written a little of my own observations in my church each Sunday; observations that show most people in the church don’t seem to have more than a superficial faith life, let alone a deep relationship with Jesus.  My feeling is that the time for superficial faith and a superficial relationship with Jesus is coming to an end.  My recent writings led me to think again of the very vivid dream experienced in January, 2007, which showed an image of Jesus with a vertical slice like wound where His Sacred Heart is, and that at first drops of blood run from it, but then it becomes as if a river.  This particular dream, found here, ended  with the very specific warning that it was going to be like the year 1527 again.  1527 was famous for, unbeknownst to me, “The Sack of Rome“.

I have since read, in various places, of warning bells from those watching the worldwide political scene, of covert plans for a One World Government and One World Religion; plans for a global “empire” that leave no room for Christianity and the Catholic Church as we know it.  In fact very recently a purported visionary in the U.S. allegedly received this important message from Mary regarding these and coming times:

Our Lady comes as Our Lady of Fatima and is surrounded by the Rosary of the Unborn. She says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

Dear children, thank you for answering My call to come here* on the Feast of the Holy Rosary. If I could summarize the thirty years of Messages given this visionary,** I would say they are all contained in the rosary. Every mystery is a reflection of Holy Love. The rosary is the anchor of the Remnant Faithful amidst a sea of lies and confusion. Entrust the faith of your hearts to Me, the Protectress of your faith, and do not be misled by those who do not know Me.”

“Dear children, every rosary you pray from the heart is Heaven’s weapon of mass destruction against evil. The evils of the day demand your attentive prayers, your aggressive prayers. Do not allow Satan to discourage you by way of hopelessness.”

“The world without your prayers would be the definition of hopelessness. Evil would prevail in every heart. These days there are whole areas of the world where this is so. The news is filled with every sort of evil plot and action on the part of individuals and certain groups. These cannot be explained away in any manner except to acknowledge Satan’s influence over hearts. These events must encourage your prayers, not discourage them.”

“Dear children, God has given you some good leaders, but their voices have been overpowered by the din of liberals. Many who are now in leadership roles are only politically motivated and do not lead towards the welfare of the world. This generation has been given the gift – the weapon – of the Rosary of the Unborn. Use it to defeat the evil that politics has put in place. It is your lifeline between free will and God’s Divine Will. Do not allow the issue of the sale of body parts from unborn children to quiet down. This is a glimpse into the reality of the evil of abortion.”

“Through the prayers of the rosary every evil that threatens life as you know it can be defeated. The rosary can expose the evil that is in hearts before it spills out into the world. A devotion to the holy rosary is a special sign of predestination.”

“Dear little children, you do not realize the threat of evil all around you. You do not realize how much I need your prayers. Please join Me in the destruction of Satan’s plans which begin by presenting good as evil and evil as good, and end in the condemnation of every soul. Devote the rest of your lives to Satan’s defeat by praying the rosary.”

“Solemnly, I tell you that within certain hearts there is the desire to create a New World Order, a One World Government, even a One World Religion. I have come to you today to plead for another common agenda – one of world prayer that evil is recognized and exposed. In a combined world prayer effort through the holy rosary, this can be accomplished. Only by recognizing evil can Truth be victorious.”

“Let your rosaries unite and encircle the globe.*** Never tire of giving Me one more ‘Hail Mary’ towards this cause. I am asking the holy souls in Purgatory to support you in this prayer effort.”

“Today, on the Feast of the Most Holy Rosary, I come to you with Heaven’s global call to arms. Yes, dear children, arm yourselves with the rosary – a simple but effective solution to earth’s woes. Each one of you has been chosen to receive this call and to act upon it. This is a globalization not designed to hand over power to a few, but to all who will pray the rosary from a heart of Holy Love.”

“It is my joy to be with you today and to tell you that I am taking all of your petitions into My Immaculate Heart to present them to My Son in Heaven. If you are living in Holy Love, dear children, you will find it easy to be united through the rosary, and this campaign to make the rosary a global weapon will be successful. Fear nothing but trust in God’s grace.”

“Today, I’m extending to you My Blessing of Holy Love.”  Mary to visionary Maureen Sweeney-Kyle – http://www.holylove.org.   October 7, 2015
Feast of the Most Holy Rosary

This call to arms, which I believe emanates from Mary, is a call to all who will listen.  I have personally heeded this call for 15 years now.  I believe the number of souls who hear the call and answer with their fiat will turn the tide in this battle.  The holy angels also battle alongside us, and much aid is being sent from heaven in many places now throughout the world.  We have but to listen and discern, and not quench the spirit of prophecy.  I have seen this aid from heaven myself, in the hidden hand of God who has sent repeated dreams and experiences to guide me in this complicated journey – dream experiences like the following that helped me in the discernment of the formation of this website (even now I have to chuckle a little at the symbolism of pencils…not pen; doesn’t that accurately portray the backspace and erase buttons on the computer keyboard?!):

October 31, 2007 approx. 6:12 a.m.

I dreamt that I was led to a table by a young man with dark hair.  He had something for me.  It was a small rectangular box and it was like he was forming it as I sat, or filling it with something I was to ingest.

I wondered what he was doing as he was preparing this box for me.  I knew he was an angel.  I then said the prayer to discern spirits (the one I know and use in real life – found on this website here), and I even apologized to him as I recited it, but knew I had to be careful and discern spirits.  He did not disappear when I finished the prayer.

Instead he turned to face me head on (we had been sitting side by side and he was looking down toward the table as he formed, filled, and brought this box for me).  As he did I saw his full face and he had the bluest eyes I have ever seen and the most exquisite love poured forth from them as he looked at me.

He gave me the box that I was to eat the contents of.  I inspected the box as he gave it to me and opened it.  It was full of the most delicate filaments (like very fine sticks).  I wondered what the filaments were made of before I ate them.  I turned the box to the back and saw the label, which said “lead”.  I wondered then if I was being lead poisoned, as consuming all this “lead” would surely give me lead poisoning.  However, I was corrected, for the angel told me that the lead (these many filaments of lead like the kind that you fill refillable lead pencils with) was to fill many, many pencils.  He disappeared and I woke up.

The timing of this dream was no coincidence, as I had been discerning with my Catholic Director how to share the many vivid dreams and experiences I had been receiving, and I had been told by God in a dream that:

The time has come for you to share that which you have been receiving.”

In the end I believe anyone following this little blog for God may have already ‘been receiving’ their own little internal promptings from God to prepare them for the spiritual warfare of our time.  We live in an age of unprecedented evil, with no immediate signs that it is going to improve.  However, I know God has His own agenda at work here in our world, and that many people are being formed, groomed, “lead” and confirmed by signs too numerous to count, as to the veracity of their call.  The times are urgent, my brothers and sisters.  Those of you taking the time to read this are already enlightened enough, and interested enough, in the spiritual battle to make it to the end of this writing.  I ask you then to discern carefully, with your own spiritual director, your call in these times.  Consider joining the Global Holy Rosary to defeat the unprecedented evils of our times.  The bounty at stake is souls…souls of your children, parents, family members, friends, coworkers, and yes, enemies.

I leave you today with the following “message” purportedly from our Lord, that echoes the call to souls to fulfill their missions in this time:

Ephesians 4:1-3 I therefore, the prisoner in the Lord, beg you to lead a life worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, making every effort to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.

“Beloved child, the Body of Christ is being torn from without and within. Ponder these words (from Scripture). Do not be one who shreds the Body from the inside, as one who eats glass. Be as humble, sweet, and trusting as an infant at the breast. Do not pull away from the breast to wail over things that are not yours to change. Focus on what has been given to you. Do that well and completely and you will have peace and joy. You will be building a peaceful kingdom. You will be a herald of the Triumph of the Immaculate. Man your own tiller and no one else’s and you will be living in the will of God. Shalom, dear child.”http://pelianito.stblogs.com/

Karen