Thank you all for your patience over the past couple of months!  Part of the reason my last post was a Lenten retreat with Mark Mallett, was due to the fact that I have been super busy starting a Christian women’s support group!

I guess you could say this is one of the fruits of my Lenten journey…but one that has been brewing in my heart and with my directors for many years.

For anyone in Ottawa interested in a wonderful, supportive, healing hub of like-minded Catholic/Christian women, please check out the ‘Hood!  Our website is http://www.sisterhood.live.

In addition, as God is always way ahead of me (thank God!), He very unexpectedly dropped a reporter in my lap who heard of my spiritual experiences and the new Sister†Hood, and wanted to do a special ‘human interest’ series.  So thanks to God and Charlie Senack, the first piece of the series, which I will share here as they come available, is a short video on our Sister†Hood.  Take a quick peek and pass the word!

What is Sister†Hood and What do They do?







“The Now Word”, a powerful blog by Mark Mallett, is a must read for those sincere about the spiritual journey.  He is someone the Lord connected me with six years ago. His is a full time ministry with many riches that will support and nourish the reader in their Catholic Faith.  I encourage you to follow, and support if you can, this multi-faceted ministry working for God in our times.

Today, February 10, 2016, Mark begins a daily Lenten Retreat. Do yourself a favour and follow along…


There is a little blog I have followed the past couple of years, and I personally believe the experiences of the purported visionary, Janet Klasson, to be authentic.  Each must discern for himself, of course, but the words she is experiencing echo my own dream experiences and words.  I have to tell you, after almost 16 years now of faithful and careful recording of my own dream experiences and various mystical happenings, it was a powerful confirmation for me to read one of the most recent messages from her blog:

Those who are wise do not dismiss all dreams, but search the meaning of those that appear to be significant…

Matthew 2:12 And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, (the wise men) left for their own country by another road.

“My children, is it so hard to believe that I would speak to my servants through dreams? It was not hard for the wise men to believe, nor St. Joseph. At certain times, I choose to speak to souls through dreams. Not every dream contains a message, but those that do require discernment. Those who are wise do not dismiss all dreams, but search the meaning of those that appear to be significant. I never send a dream-message without a reason, so it behooves the dreamer to pray and ponder. If you cannot decipher its meaning offer me this prayer, “Lord if this dream is from you, then please clarify its meaning; if not, please let it fade from my memory.” Be aware that the evil one can also speak through dreams. When in doubt about the origin of the dream it is best to ignore it completely. You may be at peace with this. Children if all this confuses you, go back to the basics, to Scripture, prayer and the sacraments. Be little and accept all that happens with grace and gratitude. I am near to you at all times, awake or asleep. My children, I love you. Have faith!”  Message from Jesus – January 28, 2016


I invite you to investigate her website and discern for yourself.  Oh, how the times demand that we delve seriously into our spiritual selves…


2016 surely hasn’t wasted any time unfolding and showing things of evil.  We have already seen many headlines of bombings and shootings – the latest in a rural Saskatchewan school – and we’re not even out of January.  It breaks my heart to see people with such evil intent seeking to create havoc, devastation and chaos.

What most people don’t realize though, is that there is an underground subterfuge – a malicious evil spiritual truth.  This truth, which most people don’t want to hear or contemplate, is that Satan and demons exist.  They and those they can gather to their cause work incessantly to create notions of evil in the heart that are then borne out in the world.  Witness this purported warning from Mary, from http://www.holylove.org:

January 15, 2016

Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“The greatest threat in the world today is those who do not recognize evil as evil. This lack of discernment enables the enemy and empowers his evil agenda. You see it all around you; in fashions, entertainment, the mainstream media in politics and governments. Most do not think along the lines of what is good and what is evil. Too many are naive as to the difference and indifferent as to the impact of their choices.”

“This is why these Messages* continue – to guide, protect and enlighten. If you do not recognize your enemy, you cannot fight him. Most do not even recognize that they are under attack. I pray constantly for the realization of the Truth in all hearts.”

“Untruth is the enemy and is on the rise. It is far easier to accept untruth, as Satan does not attack such decisions. However, I come to you to help you recognize the Truth in all matters and to give you the courage to choose good over evil.”

“Holy Love is the definition of good. Base all your decisions upon Holy Love. In My Immaculate Heart is every grace you need to make the right choices – the good choices. I am your protection and guide.”

* The Messages of Holy and Divine Love at Maranatha Spring and Shrine.

I think the reason many people don’t even turn their thoughts for a moment to the possibility that Satan and evil malicious spirits truly exist, is fear.  That makes perfect sense to me.  They have reason to be afraid.  I have witnessed (in the dreams God has sent me) repeated experiences of Satan and demons, and let me tell you this: Satan is the most vile, malicious, horrifying, evil being.  He is filled with utter hatred towards humanity.  I have experienced time and again his tirades.  They are filled with ferocious anger, vile filth, smugness, derisiveness, snarling, haughty disdain and outright charging attack directed straight towards me.  He certainly doesn’t appear to be happy at all with the path I have chosen in serving God and making others aware of his existence.

If you are starting to squirm in your seat a little as you read this, because you have not yet decided to choose God, faith, truth and love, then you have good reason to be squirming in your seat.  The truth is, my friend, that Satan already has you trapped, in one way or another.  He didn’t have to come charging at you and reveal himself, as he has done with me, because he has you believing he doesn’t exist.  Through one or another of his fetters and chains (and I have seen those also in the dream state, and they are as many and varied as the persons he wants to snare) he has you distracted, disbelieving, indifferent, unconcerned with your spiritual destiny, or has you outright embroiled in evil.

Don’t get me wrong.  I have great compassion, for I once sat in that state and have to constantly guard against this thing we call sin – acts against love.  The difference is that the light slowly started to dawn for me that love and goodness were just naturally the best way to be, and so I started to turn towards that light.  The second I made that turn, God revealed Himself to me.  You see, as beings with free will, we must choose whom we will serve:  Evil or Good.  God is perfect goodness and love.  In Him is all peace and beauty.  Satan is pure evil.  In him is all evil and untruth.

Here’s the kicker though, and perhaps an impetus to get you out of your squirming seat and the great temptation to hit delete on this blog writing.  God created all things.  God created angels.  The bible tells us that some, with Lucifer at the helm, rebelled against God and refused to love his latest creation – mankind.  This kicker, which Satan does NOT wish you to know, is that he is utterly powerless against those who choose God.  Let us not forget that he, also, was created by God – perfect and beautiful originally, so the Bible says.  However, he is God’s fallen creature now.  What I am getting at is that he didn’t create himself, and he is not God.  He doesn’t have anywhere near the power of God.  THAT is why I don’t fear him – though let me tell you I do wake up in a little trembling sweat after dream experiences of direct attack from him.  I wouldn’t be human if I didn’t.   However, as one who has turned very powerfully to God these past 15 years, God has also shown me, in my spiritual dream experiences, that I am highly protected.  I have seen a spiritual bubble dome that completely surrounds me that Satan is unable to penetrate or come close to (think ‘the cone of silence’ from “Get Smart” – those of you born in the ’60’s will get this reference…).  I have also been shown how the good angels are more powerful and are constantly interceding against the evil spirits – they completely block them from harming us.

I guess what I am trying to convey here today is that it is actually great prudence to start to examine the possibility that truth and untruth – God and Satan – exist.  It is your first step out of Satan’s grasp into safety!  I do not say this lightly, and so I say it again:

The decision to start to examine for yourself if God is really real is your first step towards the safety of God and out of Satan’s grasp.

I never wish to make people afraid with my writings.  But I would be doing a disservice to your soul if I lied to you and said Satan wasn’t real.  Oh my friends, he is so real…and, as an angel created by God, though fallen, has a significant amount of power.  He is something to be feared!!  So please, for a moment, be afraid.  Be afraid that I might just know what I am talking about and hear that I am screaming a warning to your soul:  Come out from evil!


Okay, so perhaps you are listening and wonder what to do next.  Well, my first piece of advice is to get yourself into a good Christian church.  I personally believe the Catholic church has the fullness of the Christian churches – with Jesus present in the Eucharist, priestly blessings (despite their human failings) and the sacraments.  I have experienced too many spiritual things tied to the Catholic church to be able to deny that I feel the most fullness and safety in her arms (having converted from Protestant).  The bottom line I am trying to convey, though, is the truth that Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.  Anyone who chooses Jesus is automatically in the arms of God, and has Mary as Jesus’ mother (whether they know it or believe it or not).  Jesus is safety.  God is safety.  And I am talking about the God of the Bible.  Not the god of our own understanding. Ground yourself in the bible.

If you can’t find the strength to make the step into a church, then start with a heartfelt prayer in your own words to our God.  Ask Him to help you make the next step.  He will not let you down.

If you need someone to talk to about your unbelief and struggles with faith, drop me a note in the contact form on this website.  I won’t let you down either.

I want to share with you next, one of my most powerful experiences of the spiritual battle and the truth that Jesus is our safety.  I can’t say I still understand it fully, but I have to say that the power of Jesus in it had Satan crushed to the floor – and that is the sum total and essence of everything I have tried to tell you here.  You do not need to be afraid.  You do, however, need to be wise.  Heed my witness and turn.  God will do the rest:

Monday, February 25, 2008 approx 7 a.m.

I had a long dream of being in an evil man’s house and being part of three (the Trinity?) who would help rescue prisoners.  I saw one woman being held captive and smuggled out by one of the evil man’s operatives who was secretly good.  The man wondered how his prisoners were being smuggled out.  I knew but kept silent as he searched the house for who amongst his staff was secretly helping the good side – freeing the prisoners.  I tried to stay hidden as he started to go down the stairs to the main level of the house (we had been on the second floor), but I was now seen.

Some evil men brought in a jar of black liquid that was meant for harm/death.  I found myself holding it in my hands.  The undercover operative placed a small blessed wood crucifix on the lid of it and it began to steam and hiss with the power of God and it dissolved the jar I held and evaporated it – its’ power killed by God’s power.  I believe it was at this point the evil owner found the man who had smuggled the woman out (as it was the one who had placed the cross on the jar) and he began to accuse him of doing this.  The man struggled to defend himself against the evil owner, but was failing in his defence – soon to be caught/found out and killed.  I looked up to heaven and in silent prayer almost screamed beseechingly “FATHER!!!” (like an SOS call).

As I watched this accusation unfold all of a sudden God’s power came on me in the most IMMENSE way yet!  It levitated me in front of many people and I rose in the air on my back and was completely and overwhelmingly filled with God’s power and I began to speak.  God started speaking a long message through me.  I remembered proclaiming many things in this state, but could only remember one sentence verbatim which I will record later in the dream.  There were many people amazed at what was occurring as they watched it with their own eyes.

The evil man brought in Satan and his aides as he saw this happening to me to try to attack me.  Satan came directly to face me.  Wounds opened up on my hands in this state and the “risen” holes blasted forth rays of light.  I think I may have had a crown on my head.  I sensed the presence of Jesus – hard to explain.  I, still levitated, became in an upright position as I squared off directly against Satan thus and God/Jesus spoke through me very powerfully:


I spoke God’s words – God in me blasting words directly at Satan, and the power crushed him to his knees.  He could not withstand it.  The wounds in my hands were evidence for people to see.  My hands burned forth rays after the holes had opened and the rays of power shone out through my hands as I blasted forth God’s messages with IMMENSE power unlike anything I have ever seen or felt before.

I do not remember all the words I spoke verbatim.  There were many messages.  It was a revealing of God’s power in Jesus Christ.  Jesus Christ was referred to/in the person of the messages – hard to explain.  I stayed levitated quite some time and was moved around alternatively to speak words directly against Satan and then witness to the crowds gathering about me in amazement and belief.

I directed them (as I do now…) to go seek God, confession of sin (through the sacraments of the church, or by personal confession in prayer to Jesus) and to cleanse themselves.  They started to file en-masse at my witness and words in this levitated/possessed-by-God’s power state.

They all left this evil man’s house where they had been serving/eating.  THE POWER!!!  The words I spoke from God!!!  I can’t tell you how amazingly powerful – God in me – me docile…There was an immense crushing of Satan and his power as these words were poured forth.

Prophecy was also spoken about.  Something about the time now of a great warrior come.  I saw him run across the pages of a great book I saw to my right in this levitated/God-possessed state – to leap into the scene I was in (into time).  He carried a long straight spear.  This was hands down the most powerful dream of God I have had to date…

I can’t begin to say I understand all of the symbolism of the spiritual dream experiences God has given me.  However, I continue to share them in the hopes that it will lead you to greater awareness that this life is your spiritual battle.  You must choose a side!  Don’t let Satan keep you complacent as you float along merrily in a boat that may lead to hell (see my God given experience of that place here).  Choose instead the Life Preserver that is Jesus. He will bring you aboard the cruise ship that sails straight to Heaven (also known as the Ark).  Please heed my witness that these spiritual truths exist.

I leave you lastly with a little spiritual instruction given by God to Moses to help you Come Out From Evil:


I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year, and hope you all have a blessed 2016!

As we all journey together into the coming year, this Jubilee Year of Mercy, I continue to share the words, dreams and inspirations I have received over the years.  I was inspired to start this year with a new series of writings, and when I prayed about the title, the words “Stay the Course” are what immediately came to mind.  In essence I think this sums up the Christian walk – learning to trust ever more deeply in the path laid out for us by our loving God, who with All Wisdom, knows much better than we, the perfect path for each of us…a path often strewn with this mysterious thing called suffering.

As already mentioned in a previous writing, I experienced words from St. Paul in a dream several years ago (March 4, 2008) that were:

The world tests you so that your strength might be revealed in Christ Jesus.”

About a month earlier I had experienced the following words as I rose from sleep:

The soul that is inured to suffering will there (in heaven) inure to joy.”

I have to admit I had to look up the meaning of the word “inure”.  I thought perhaps I had heard it wrong, but I always record my dreams and words I receive exactly as I experience them, taking great care to never change a thing with my conscious mind or imagination.  So of course I had to google the word “inure” and honestly thought, well, if it isn’t a word, then I will know that my subconscious just spit a sentence at me as I rose from sleep…but of course it was a word, and I knew then, that the source wasn’t from me…

The word “inure”, according to the online Miriam-Webster dictionary is:

 to cause (someone) to be less affected by something unpleasant

Full Definition of inure

in·ured, in·ur·ing

  1. transitive verb
  2. :  to accustom to accept something undesirable <children inured to violence>

  3. intransitive verb
  4. :  to become of advantage <policies that inure to the benefit of employees>

My next obvious thought after reading the definition, was why we had to be ‘inured’ to suffering?  The mystery of suffering is something greatly debated in Catholic circles and I don’t dare to try explain it myself, except to offer my two cents of my experience of it and the changes it has wrought.  Suffering of course can be highly unpleasant whilst we are in the midst of it.  Who would ask for it?

The Little Engine That Could is an illustrated children’s book that was first published in the United States in 1930 by Platt & Munk. The story is used to teach children the value of optimism and hard work.

Many years ago while undergoing intense suffering myself, I remembered a beloved book of my childhood, and I felt compelled to become acquainted with it again.  It was one of two that I loved (the other being “The Little Engine that Could” – boy how I sometimes feel like that little blue engine…).  The book was “The Velveteen Rabbit”.

The Velveteen Rabbit is a children’s book written by Margery Williams and illustrated by William Nicholson. It chronicles the story of a stuffed rabbit and his desire to become real through the love of his owner.

I believe there are many reasons why we suffer, including a natural outcome of our experience of evil.  How much less suffering there would be in the world if everyone treated their neighbour as themselves and loved everyone!    However,  I also believe it is often necessary grace in disguise (yes I said grace).  I believe its effects make us stronger, but more importantly, like the little Velveteen Rabbit who becomes banged up and shabby on the outside (but beautiful, whole and real when he ‘dies’ -, through the love of his owner), sufferings’ effects help us to become more ‘real’.  I have experienced that it truly, like nothing else, helps us to shed our layers of falseness and less desirable qualities.  Sometimes difficult words, illnesses and circumstances help us to grow and change into better people and help us to know ourselves better (as we often don’t want to hear what others say we need to change).  Since I also have the grace of knowing this life isn’t the end, but more like our stuffed rabbit life experience of becoming mature souls that become truly ‘real’ or fully formed by the time of our death, I have learned to trust the often difficult circumstances life and God have sent my way…knowing God knows what He is doing far better than I.

I also liken our lives here on earth (our spiritual/soul formation) to the experience of being formed in the womb.  Anyone who knows a little of the hidden, intense and varied little cataclysms and evolutions and change that a zygote, embryo and fetus undergo to become a human being, can understand what I am trying to get at.  The creation of a human being, when viewed in the womb, can seem quite convoluted and messy (just like our lives can be), but oh what perfection in the immense, extremely intricate formation of a human being from two tiny cells containing the code of DNA!  Would God want anything less for our spiritual formation?  As conscious beings with free will though, we all have a constant choice to cooperate with the little trials of the path.  (I also liken the entire evolution of life on our planet and the human existence to a womb-like growth of the human race, but that’s for a whole other treatise on theoretical physics mixed with theology, and definitely for another time… you can see my previous writing  “Evolution as Creation?here.)

To round out this little ‘thought’ on the nature of suffering, I leave you with three additional things to ponder.  The first is a dream experience I had two days after the ‘inure‘ sentence.  I realize the symbolic nature of the dream may help explain our life walk and ‘test’ and the ‘negative’ experiences of suffering  that actually in God’s perfect plan may be His intended perfected ‘positive’, but that is only my opinion; the full understanding of it is reserved for the next life:

February 9, 2008 – approx. 5:30 a.m.

Dreamt I was going to take a test.  I saw the test assembled and when I saw it I saw at first a long negative (-) gash in brownish rust blood colour and I said – ‘It’s negative!’  But someone else pointed out to me – “No, look:  You’re not looking at the whole picture” (which was much bigger).  As I followed the “-” symbol on the test it became a long road that I walked down, and the road/symbol of the test was a long road of splintered pieces of reddish wood (negative sign (-) gashes of wood that looked like negative signs),  and it extended out down the road and as I saw the whole thing it actually made it into a long positive “+” sign, but it was in the shape of a cross.  It only became apparent that it was a huge giant positive symbol as you got further down the road of  what seemed a series of negatives…

The second is a purported New Year’s message from Mary from a visionary known as Maureen Sweeney-Kyle, from the website http://www.holylove.org.  The recent message is as follows and the end of it in particular speaks to what I have been trying to convey in this writing:

December 31, 2015
New Year’s Message

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Mary, Refuge of Holy Love says: “Praise be to Jesus.”

“It is the hour of assessment as to where the world in general is headed in the New Year. This will be a year of profound trials, as what is deep in hearts and spoken of in secret is acted out in the world. Your reigning president will be tested over and over as to just how weak a leader he is in matters of national security.”

“God’s Permitting Will is greatly tempted to allow even more significant natural disasters worldwide. Each nation’s weakest attributes will become even weaker, for strength is in the Lord.”

“The conscience of your nation and of the world will slowly be convicted of their lack of cooperation with God’s Will, as they become less enchanted with politics and more united in truthful leadership. The Refuge of My Immaculate Heart will become more important to many.”

“Continue to choose the rosary as your weapon against evil, especially the evil of abortion. The Truth that abortion is murder needs to be accepted in hearts before much of what I have spoken of can be avoided.”

“I am your Advocate and Mediatrix before the Throne of God. Your needs and petitions are My own. In all ways, however, we must be ready to accept God’s Will, which is all-seeing and all-knowing. You may not in your earthly life see the immediate value of each cross, but when you reach Heaven all this knowledge will be given to you.

I leave you lastly with a purported message from Jesus to another visionary, Janet Klasson, from the website http://www.pelianitoblog.wordpress.com. It also (coincidentally?) speaks to the theme that has emerged in my writings today:

Matthew 1:17 So all the generations from Abraham to David are fourteen generations; and from David to the deportation to Babylon, fourteen generations; and from the deportation to Babylon to the Messiah, fourteen generations.

“My beloved, do you see how intricately the plan of salvation has been drawn up? No detail has been left out. My plans are perfect and are in perfect balance; the end result will be perfection. Then do not doubt and do not fear, but hasten its fulfillment by making more fervent prayers and sacrifices. Within the perfect plan of God stands the imperfect human soul. Just as in the genealogy of the Messiah there were a multitude of imperfect human souls, yet they did not spoil the plan of God. So too, the imperfection of all humans from the time of the Messiah to now are not capable of derailing the perfect plan of God. All the imperfections of all humans put together are but a drop in the infinite ocean of my perfection. Do not despair, but the darker the days become, remember that infinite ocean of perfection and be consoled. My children—pray! I am near and where I am, perfection also dwells. Shalom, my children. Be consoled in the perfection of my birth.”

May this little writing today leave you with the peace of God as you continue your own journey down life’s path this coming year.  God bless!


First I want to take a minute to wish you all a very blessed and Merry Christmas!  If your home is like mine, I am sure you have all been super busy with all the preparations, and perhaps are now enjoying a little downtime!

Such is the case in our home, and today finally lent a little moment to sit and write again.  As I progress through my years of experiences and dreams, I come to the next couple of chronological experiences and dreams (with an older one that ties in), and so just continue to share that which has been unfolding the past fifteen years or so in my spiritual journey.  Again all one can do with this and experiences other people are sharing, is watch and pray – for God’s light and discernment as we all journey forward into uncertain times ahead indeed.

February 1, 2008 (An experience during Eucharistic Adoration @ church)

I had what I can only describe as an interior vision while I was praying near the end of Eucharistic adoration this morning.  I saw the right arm of Jesus extend from the Host, and He placed it on the top of my head (I could literally feel it (!)).  Then He said in almost a shout command:


That was all He said.  I told my pastor as we had had a meeting scheduled right after mass that morning to discuss my experiences and finalize his approval that he felt my experiences were from God (as my other Directors did).  When we met he told me it was the sign that he had been praying for (he had been praying for me and direction regarding all of this that I had been discussing with him for months – he had been praying thus during the same Eucharistic adoration).  In our meeting he said, ‘that’s good enough for me – this is the sign I prayed for – you have my permission to ‘go preach’)…and so here I am…

The next two dreams tie together with the theme of the oft-talked about three days of darkness and a coming time of God’s chastisement.  Since dreams are highly symbolic and could definitely just be personal dreams rehashing my own subconscious, I leave discernment to others.  I have to say though, that I find it coincidental that I dreamt of the ‘three days of darkness’ while having no conscious knowledge of this Catholic ‘prophecy’ prior to dreaming it…In the end these experiences and dreams reiterate the need to seek God, and having found Him, place all your trust in Him through the storms of life and the unprecedented storms that are brewing; storms I have already spoken of here.

October 1, 2005

Dreamt I was in a house in a neighbourhood.  It was the middle of the night – 3:30 and all of a sudden the sky became lit up as if it was day.  People wandered outside in great confusion as to what was happening. 

GREAT signs were in the sky (I’ve had other dreams before with different signs in the sky, but never so many of such large size and variety).  I said, “Oh my God, it’s Christ’s cross”.  There was a huge cross laid lengthwise (lying) across the sky.  It looked wooden, but like a ghost cross – all made of sky elements.  I started to cry and exclaim “Oh, Father, I had no idea it would be so soon!  I did not expect it so soon!”  It had been delayed, and postponed a year – we had been given a years’ grace, but now it was here.

There were things attached or appearing at the cross beam end which faced my vision that I did not understand.  It was figures of men, one after the other, that reminded me of constellations for some reason – they were clear shape outlines, like ghosts – like the cross – Apollo, Hercules? Fuzzy.  Several appeared one after the other at this part of the cross.  I continued to exclaim and proclaim to all around me that I had been expecting this.

Then a strange sight indeed took place in the sky in front of this cross – a vision of successive animals was seen (animals/species of the earth).  They each (one of each species) came forward and kneeled over mankind in the sky as if testifying and spoke, each in turn, of the evils perpetrated against them by mankind – man’s sins.  Many varied animals/species of the earth came.  They each appeared in turn in colour in the sky that was just grey with slight cloud and the cross and crystal clear ghost-like symbols of these men/constellations.  I remember specifically (maybe because I think it was the last) a horned rhinocerous, but coloured orange and black, like a tiger, not grey.  He was a most large animal testifying.

The animals’ testimonies could not be heard by any of the humans on the earth as they each testified, but as we watched we could see their mouths moving in speech and I just KNEW somehow that this was what each was speaking.  After each had appeared  (like a flashing picture line-up) the scene vanished and the sky was left with the IMMENSE cross hovering.  Most people began to be afraid and started questioning their lives/religion.  Some still ignored/denied and walked away stone-faced, unwilling to believe what was unfolding in their day. I alternatively cried out in fear and joy – fear for the denunciation that was coming to the earth and exhortations to my fellow-men to repent, and joy that I would so soon see my Beloved Jesus.

I said to any who would listen “I believe this cross will be in the sky three days with continuous daylight. Then, however, there will be three days of darkness.  What emotions I felt.  I still cry as I type this dream!   Some were very startled and believed and asked what they needed to do.  They felt contrition for all the wrongs they had done and cried.  I asked them if they were sorry for their sins and they said yes.  Then I think it became as if we were on a large boat in a house/neighbourhood (the ark of Mary?). I heard an immense noise of wind at the front of the boat.  I went to the bow, and saw and felt God’s spirit – with immense power and speed rushing around and around me at this front of the house/boat/neighbourhood in a large circle- massive winds of immense force, energy and power.  I felt as if or knew that God was preparing to lift us out of the way…not sure how I knew this…nothing was communicated to me here…I could just tell what God was doing by the action of His Spirit.  It was then that I rushed back to the back/middle of the boat or into the house/neighbourhood to try to bring as many with me as possible.  I especially wanted those closest to me to come with me.  It was world chaos at this point and I felt I had to perform some emergency  intervention to help people to be saved…

The Three Days’ Darkness: Prophecies of Saints and Seers: Albert J. Hebert: Amazon.com: Books

February 3, 2008

I had a long saga dream about the commencement of fire dropping from the sky like meteorites – destruction worldwide coming.

I was in a small school which was also a home.  I was rounding up as many as would listen and told them to get in the basement.  I told them to come in or they would die.  I brought many children down.  My family was all there.  Many did not start listening to me until the fire started dropping from the sky – until it was virtually too late.  Many , many children were brought in, however, and animals.  I saw in another room of the basement animals two by two; two of each species like in the days of Noah.  In the group of people there were mostly women and lots and lots of children.

As I surveyed the basement and the quarters we were going to have to live in for three days, I saw a woman who was a teacher.  She had a lot of knowledge.  I saw her writing on a full blackboard (which was actually green in the dream) with formulas etc. of math, the sciences etc., to teach these children while in this safe place, while the rest of the people outside were being destroyed by the fire falling from the skies.  We had to be down there three days.  We were provided for by God while there – we would all be okay for water, provisions, sleeping areas, heat, facilities, etc., without having had any resources.  There were lots of blankets and pillows too.  Everything we would need to survive these three days was there.

However, I went all around issuing commands to all, as I brought people into this basement as this worldwide conflagration hit.  I said:  “You must close all the windows and curtains and you must then again hang blankets over the rods to completely cover the windows to block out the immense light of the fire”.  

Everyone worked together to do this as there were many big windows in this basement for some reason.  They listened to me and did as I said.  Some were a bit agape that I knew just what to do as this catastrophe was hitting the earth (panic, death, fire – like meteorite bombs).  I said “I have seen this in advance so I have been prepared”.  I knew this was coming and what to do.

I had to go outside at the very last minute to try to call as a last warning to encourage people to come in and I managed to get people to come into the safe haven even at the very last moment as the bomb meteorite hit as a streaming diagonal fiery meteorite.  I told everyone that we would have to ride this out down in that basement for three days.

As we covered the last of the windows the destruction really came down and for some reason a huge rolling surge of water crashed toward our house after the meteorite fire hit and it was full of garbage and debris.  It crashed against our house as we stood back from the wall a little, wondering if it would hold and it did.

We had Brittany with us and would adopt her as a daughter.  We tried to save her mother, but it was too late.  Brittany grieved but healed in the three days and we adopted her as a daughter.

I have to tell you I wonder always at the symbolism contained in these vivid dreams and try to make sense of it all.  One of the elements from this dream puzzled me even up until today – that of the figure/character “Brittany” in this dream, but when I went googling for images of the “three days of darkness”, I was quite shocked to discover a prophecy related to, of all things, an actual physical place called Brittany, in France, and the prophecy that it will be spared most of the destruction from the worldwide “three days of darkness” and will be a place where Catholics flock to as a shrine after the prophesied event.  I provide a link to the website in question here, for any interested to further investigate (because I certainly do not believe everything written on the internet…), but the coincidence was quite startling…

What to make of all this?  Who is to truly say.  I myself struggle with the vivid dreams and words I have experienced and wonder if it and they all mean what they suggest.  I feel like the Grinch who puzzed and puzzed ’til his puzzler was sore…but in the end I don’t think I need to understand it all.  I am simply the messenger passing on that which I have experienced.  I leave the discernment to the testimony of the future and the speculations of those with more knowledge than I.  In the end the message I proclaim is still one and the same:

There is a God.  Our lives continue after this one on earth.  How you behave and what you choose is infinitely important.  Sin is to be avoided and repented of.  God desires us to come back to Him in order to live with Him for eternity as children of God.  God is goodness, life and love and the epitomy of fulfillment for our souls.  It appears a great time is coming as warning to draw people back to God and to purge the world of those who persist in evil.  Souls of the world…heed this small voice crying in the wilderness before it is too late…


The Great Sifting


“Sifted” by Rick Lawrence

December 4-6, 2007 (exact date unrecorded)

I had a very long dream about the world and coup/control state being suddenly enacted:

I had been in a parking lot of a mall and looked up and could see behind the clouds stealth planes that were secretly filling the skies – coming from somewhere and travelling silently and invisibly across the sky in massive invasion hordes.  I could see them even though at this point they are moving unseen in order to launch a very sudden worldwide invasion.  They were moving west to east above me and there were so many, there was not one patch of sky that was not full of these planes – they moved in unified cohesion.

Then all of a sudden the attack began.  We knew it was so, as gunshots started to be heard in the streets by militia/government state control people.  They had all authority and could kill whomever they wanted.  It was like Nazi German worldwide invasion/round-up.

I gathered with a small group in a hiding place and discussed strategy.  I explained that God was behind all, allowing this for a purpose.  I was somehow given the knowledge that God is going to sift the earth (I heard no verbatim words here…it was just knowledge I was given).  I told all who would listen to put their trust in God and Jesus.  We became a small group who banded together to share our knowledge, gifts, resources and information.

People became panicked and walked away from homes and apartments.  I was an operative and I was sent to procure an apartment for us (in this small group) to all live in as a team/group – a small community.

Shopkeepers were operating under ‘war’ scenarios where they wanted a years’ rent up front in cash etc.  I approached a landlord to see about getting an apartment for our headquarters.  He wanted $30,000 or something in rent to procure the place for a year.  I asked a member of my group if we had the financial resources to commit to such an arrangement as I did not personally have that kind of money, but someone in our group did, and I was told to do it.  In more than one place, I witnessed to small groups that God was behind all of this, and that it had great purpose, but a lot of people had a hard time seeing God’s hand in such upheaval and horror.  All of us in this small group, however, were very in tune with what was coming upon the world and were all ‘operatives’ with training, knowledge and gifts to survive and help others survive this time.

I then saw a house owner who offered to give me/the group his house for $20, just to have cash to eat/survive.  I said, no, rather this: “Stay in your home with us and we will fend together as a community.”  Going off alone people would not survive.  We had to share our gifts.  It turned out this man of the couple I had just met was a hunter and could procure game to eat.  So while he and his wife would give us the use of their house and their gifts, they would in turn benefit from our gifts.  Means were made available to do all of this (survive and strategize) in this special group I was part of because of the various gifts/possessions different members of our team had.

As we entered the apartment that was to be our headquarters, I saw a man who was sitting in a chair in the middle of the huge, empty apartment.  He was our Leader, though He was silent and hidden behind the scenes.  He told me He had prepared/made available this large apartment for us.  It had been pre-planned for us by Him.  I was surprised to have been led to this place and to find Him sitting waiting for us and showing us Himself and confirming that He had led us to this place and prepared this for us, without our being aware.  It was quite an odd feeling, thinking I and our group had been doing all this work to come to this place, thinking we had been doing all this travelling and work ourselves, to find that the Leader sat in wait ahead of us, having prepared this in advance.

I kept telling these small groups I spoke to (you the listener) that I experienced prophecy, and that I had foreseen this all coming.  God is going to sift the earth.

When I prayed about the direction of my writings, my feeling overwhelmingly now is to just share chronologically that which I have to share, and let God provide the rest.  So fell today’s sharing.  As I sought God’s confirmations, I was inspired to also share Psalm 39 & 27, so here they are:

Psalm 39

1 I said, “I will watch my ways and keep my tongue from sin; I will put a muzzle on my mouth as long as the wicked are in my presence.”
2 But when I was silent and still, not even saying anything good, my anguish increased.
3 My heart grew hotwithin me, and as I meditated, the fire burned; then I spoke with my tongue:
4“Show me, O LORD, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting is my life.
5 You have made my days a mere handbreadth; the span of my years is as nothing before you. Each man’s life is but a breath. “Selah”
6 Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro: He bustles about, but only in vain; he heaps up wealth, not knowing who will get it.
7 “But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you.
8 Save me from all my transgressions; do not make me the scornof fools.
9 I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for you are the one who has done this.
10 Remove your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of your hand.
11 You rebuke and discipline men for their sin; you consume their wealth like a moth– each man is but a breath. “Selah”
12 “Hear my prayer, O LORD, listen to my cry for help; be not deaf to my weeping. For I dwell with you as an alien, a stranger, as all my fathers were.
13 Look away from me, that I may rejoice again before I depart and am no more.”
(New International Version)

Psalm 27

The Lord is my light and my salvation—
    whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life—
    of whom shall I be afraid?

When the wicked advance against me
    to devour[a] me,
it is my enemies and my foes
    who will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
    my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
    even then I will be confident.

One thing I ask from the Lord,
    this only do I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
    all the days of my life,
to gaze on the beauty of the Lord
    and to seek him in his temple.
For in the day of trouble
    he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent
    and set me high upon a rock.

Then my head will be exalted
    above the enemies who surround me;
at his sacred tent I will sacrifice with shouts of joy;
    I will sing and make music to the Lord.

Hear my voice when I call, Lord;
    be merciful to me and answer me.
My heart says of you, “Seek his face!”
    Your face, Lord, I will seek.
Do not hide your face from me,
    do not turn your servant away in anger;
    you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
    God my Savior.
10 Though my father and mother forsake me,
    the Lord will receive me.
11 Teach me your way, Lord;
    lead me in a straight path
    because of my oppressors.
12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
    for false witnesses rise up against me,
    spouting malicious accusations.

13 I remain confident of this:
    I will see the goodness of the Lord
    in the land of the living.
14 Wait for the Lord;
    be strong and take heart
    and wait for the Lord.

(New International Version)