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The State of Chaos – Part X

August 30, 2012 by Karen Bourgon

The further I get into my dream sharings the more concerned I am for the times we find ourselves at.  Yet I say again that one only has to look at headlines to feel the same way…

I and many others who are watching the signs of the times and have a little spiritual insight feel we are on the brink of some major changes in the world.  However, this is not a time to fear, but a time to choose to walk in the direction of holiness – wholeness – and love.  A time to turn towards God.  All you need to do is turn…God will do the rest.

So, even now, to perhaps aid you in your turning, I share some pretty disturbing spiritual dreams…two that were the next chronologically in my sharing, and one very recent.    I leave it to the readers to discern them.

MONDAY, NOVEMBER 28, 2005

I had a brief dream that the Virgin Mary appeared to me.  She was all dressed in white.  She had a long, shiny white robe with a white folded veil over the top of her head, flowing down the sides.  She wore no crown or anything and I noted nothing else about her appearance – just the image of Mary that was unmistakable, dressed completely in white.  She stood talking to me in a very calm, demure pose – almost like a statue.  She only said two things to me that I remember.  The first was:

Many people will suffer and die as a result of the chastisements coming to the earth.”

The second thing she said to me was:

Your heart is growing very well in love”

Needless to say I hoped the first sentence she spoke above was just my own dream figment (while I would like to have thought the second wasn’t!).  In the end this was either an experience of Mary or my own dream imagination.  However, I do strive to live in love and I know every day I fall down in that attempt many times, but this is not what matters to God…He really only wants us to try…the help provided to a soul who decides to try is immeasurable…just as God is.  So I have to pipe up here and say to souls:  PLEASE TRY!  TIME IS SHORT!

Having said this I share next the most recent dream experience:

Sunday, May 13, 2012 – Early Morning

I had a brief, but most glorious dream (because Jesus was in it!).  I dreamt I walked into a room in a house – a living room I think.  There was one man with me in the room to my left.  I believe it was a priest.  He faced me and watched me.

Then I saw to my right a three dimensional painting on the wall and it had the face of Jesus on it.  His face stuck out from the wall’s painting in a three dimensional way.  His face was turned away from me though – He faced inward toward the wall and a window that was right beside the painting.

As I came into the room and saw this I immediately (OF COURSE!) gazed at the photo with longing and love and spoke His name.  As I did this the face came to life and turned to face me with the most beautiful explosion of power and love and I immediately dropped like a brick to my knees in ecstasy and adoration – frozen – kneeling.  I went into a state of bliss, but sensed ever so slightly that I was still holding my body upright by my own power – ie. ever so slightly not fully surrendered into that power and light.  So I let go of this ever so slight conscious personal power and let go completely and my being became 100% completely filled and held upright by God’s power and this overwhelming inundation from Jesus…

I went into a state of complete immersion in this while the priest in the room watched.  After I know not how long I came out of this state and Jesus somehow indicated that I was to look outside the window.  I turned my gaze to the right as He did this and watched.  I looked outside the window – it was very, very dark outside.  Then I saw come straight down from the sky the largest lightening bolt I have ever seen!  It was huge, powerful and as straight as an arrow.  It hit the earth with amazing power – and very suddenly too!  As it smashed into the earth I awoke with a start and remembered the wondrous experience of this dream, but I do not really understand what Jesus was showing me, except I knew the lightening bolt was sent down by God, the Father.

Shortly after this dream I happened to visit a webpage I read occasionally and was shocked to hear the latest ‘message’ apparently given to a visionary in the United States.  I encourage you to visit www.wordsfromjesus.com to read the message from June 2, 2012.

I have to say I was quite surprised at the coincidence…even the coincidence of the chronological sharing of my writings from many years ago and how they tie into things experienced by others that are becoming known now…but I guess nothing is a coincidence with God…He is the Divine Author behind all and He has mercifully chosen instruments in a cohesive and powerful way all over the world (if we could but see it!) to make His warnings known.  I am one small voice, but I beg those of you in the circle of my witness to accept the witness that I give with my full heart and identity.  Your soul and its’ state in eternity (after this brief world) is no small thing.  Stop ignoring it!  Please, I beg of you…heed my words…The end comes suddenly sometimes and I think it is only those who have suddenly lost loved ones that truly understand what I say.

But enough…I share with you the next chronological dream experience tied into the one from the last writings’ posting on this site.  As you read through the following, note that, again, I believe God warns with images, so I do not personally expect to see a locust plague literally appear…however it is an old, very well understood symbolic representation of chastisement, and this chastisement, I believe, is only the result of our failure to walk in God’s ways…love’s ways…

 Monday, November 7, 2005 – Early Morning

Dreamt I was in a field with many other people and saw the locust plague start to descend in my area.  People were unaware of what was starting.  I looked to the sky and lifted both arms upwards and saw a white bird like a dove descend towards me.  I said “I don’t know where to go to safety.  Will you guide me?”  The bird answered “Yes.  Follow me and I will lead you.”  The bird then alighted near my upwardly outstretched right hand and flew and guided me to the right, diagonally across the field to a green bus or trolley-type car of sorts made of metal with windows that closed securely.

I started to yell instructions and warnings to all around me as I followed the bird.  I said “This will be bad!  You must listen to me!  Head for secure dwellings made of all metal if possible and close all windows.  Seek shelter indoors immediately!  This will be devastating!  Do not hesitate!  Go immediately!”

People were caught unaware and were scrambling in unorganized, confused chaos to enter buildings for safety, but were unsure of where to go.  They began to try to enter homes and buildings around the field.

The bird then led me into the trolley/bus where a seat was prepared and waiting for us.  Others had also been escorted to this special instrument of departure/protection from the descending catastrophe.  The windows were closed and checked and the driver began to pull away from the area.  The man in the front seat beside the driver asksed the driver if he should check the vehicle’s ventilation system after I had checked all the windows.  I was like an informed leader of this group of people in this area.  I heard and urged him ‘yes’, because I knew the locusts would come through the ventilation ducts if he did not.  But the driver wasn’t sure he should listen to me as it would then get stuffy in the vehicle.  I said firmly, “I know what I’m talking about!  I’ve been forewarned!  Close the ventilation system!”  He didn’t immediately comply as he contemplated what to do, until a few locusts came in as the swarm/plague hit and he quickly turned it off.  There was then no threat to us.

The bird had come on the trolley car with us and turned into an angel – there to guide us.  We drove from West to East and as we did, all the destruction was before and around us.  We drove safely through the descending attack and into areas of complete devastation completely laid waste by the attacking horde as we headed East.  We became a select few on a life raft, floating down a stream or river Eastward.  We were all lying or holding on to the life raft, the end of which was taking on water and starting to sink.

As we looked at the embankments around us, there was no life/people.  There were only dead locusts littering the vegetation-less shores – dead husks of beige/grey bodies litteredin heaping mounds everywhere, covering the embankments/earth along both sides of this river.

We saw the raft begin to sink and the angel instructed us to slip into the water and swim to the very near shore where a house prepared waited for us – our safe refuge.  We could all swim and there was no danger in doing this.  Almost immediately we were in the house – completely dry and safe and cared for.

I then saw my angel fully as she really looked.  She was so pretty – a sweet, tiny thing almost like a girl, with long auburn hair.  She was so sweet I marvelled as I looked at her face to face.  I was attending to the others in the house, who I think sat at some table and I turned to ask her her name.  She smiled, but I don’t remember if she answered me.  She spoke of many things.  I think it was information of how to ride out the locust plague, but I remember no details.  I was, though, the most prepared of those with me and the most at ease or in connection with the spirit world and knew what was going on behind the scenes and I was not unprepared or surprised by the meeting of these two worlds in my life…

The others were all sitting and I was led apart and the angel continued to speak to me of my life.  She knew me well and I knew she knew all about me.  She had such a special way of looking at me – with such even, calm, sweetness and much love.  I then realized I related back to her in much the same way.  I loved her so, and even though I was a little demure and shy as I spoke with her, I was so firm in ‘the knowing’ (very hard to explain this feeling – connectedness?) that I spoke to her as one on the inside – listening to instructions, getting information and helping others – still – even in these circumstances.

I remember nothing specific of our conversation (the angel and I) – just the matter of factness of our exchange and how she interacted with me – specially pulled aside and singled out – even from this ‘inside group’ who had been protected.

Then, all of a sudden, Satan came – or was allowed to come.  He was allowed into the house – even as we were all there.  He came again in this dream as a man all dressed in black.  The angel was still there too and she watched the exchange between us.  He singled me out and took me aside and we sat down on a window ledge of this house.

He was completely disarmed and powerless as he spoke to me.  He even seemed to shake his head in exasperation with me.  He referred to me as holy.  He said:

 “I’ve been able to tempt most women with many things, but with you I can do nothing!  Nothing works on you!” 

 I sat beside him with complete innocence, detachment, holiness and simplicity as he said this and the angel watched.  I said nothing to him, but sat and listened as he spoke this in frustration and resignation out loud in front of everyone and I just sat, resolute and calm – completely unafraid and unaffected by his presence and knew this was true.  I woke up immediately with such emotion and recorded the dream right away.

I wish I knew exactly what these most vivid dreams mean, but in the end I don’t think that it is truly necessary for me to know the future literally.  I know enough spiritually to know that the truth of the spiritual life beyond this one is no fairytale.  That’s the good news.  There is life after this one.  How you spend your time preparing for it is, in the end, up to you.

I leave you with words to ponder from the next chronological dream experience that follows this one.  In it, there is a warning from a character in the dream that I experienced to be a newsman.  Was it the great Newsman, the Good News – Jesus?  I leave it to you to discern:

You will receive punishment for hearing not and listening not to that which you heard.” Dream of November 29, 2005

Karen

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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART IX

May 10, 2012 by Karen Bourgon

It is a difficult thing to sit and write about times many believe are coming – a shake-up in the world if you will.  But honestly, one has only to look at the headlines to see these times are already here.  Many believe, myself included, that we have been living in a time of mercy that is about to expire…but what does that mean?  I quote from church-approved revelation from the 1930’s from the Diary of St. Faustina Kowalska:

Write, speak of My mercy.  Tell souls where they are to look for solace; that is, in the Tribunal of Mercy (the Sacrament of Reconciliation).  There the greatest miracles take place and are incessantly repeated.  To avail oneself of this miracle, it is not necessary to go on a great pilgrimage or to carry out some external ceremony; it suffices to come with faith to the feet of My representative and to reveal to him one’s misery, and the miracle of Divine Mercy will be fully demonstrated.  Were a soul like a decaying corpse so that from a human standpoint, there would be no (hope of) restoration and everything would already be lost, it is not so with God.  The miracle of Divine Mercy restores that soul in full.  Oh, how miserable are those who do not take advantage of the miracle of God’s mercy!  You will call out in vain, but it will be too late.”  Jesus to St. Faustina, Divine Mercy in My Soul – Diary of St. Maria Faustina Kowalska; Marian Press, Stockbridge

I have already shared my personal experience of the miracle of the confessional in my writing “Rejoice with Me, For I have Found my Sheep that was Lost”.  I can’t even begin to tell you how grateful I am that I sit on the other side of my first confession…the graces that have followed incessantly after this…the unseen graces that got me there!  It is my wish and prayer that you are one who heeds my witness and avails yourself of the Sacrament of Reconciliation (confession).  The modern church doesn’t seem to preach it as much as I hear it used to and this is an error.  With the times that are here and the times that are coming, it should be the most fervent sermon coming from the pulpits…So just in case you don’t hear it there you will hear it time and time again from me in this little blog…

The confessionals should be full of those seeking My grace and mercy.  Do not hesitate; go today, even as you read this so that you will not be one held accountable for these sins and errors.  I do not wish to see you perish in eternal fire, but you separate yourselves from Me by your obstinacy in sin and refusal to repent.  Rise above the standards of this world and do what you know is right in your hearts without waiting for tomorrow to come.

Today is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad.  Use your time wisely, as you may never know when it will be your day to account for all that you have done in your life, that is, your individual day of judgement, your death on this earth.”  Jesus to “Mariamante” in “The Apostolate of Holy Motherhood”, The Riehle Foundation

 I now share the next chronological dream experience which speaks of the dwindling of the days of mercy; to be followed by the necessary days of God’s justice…

 

Friday, October 28, 2005

 

Dreamt I was standing in the back yard of my childhood home in Heart’s Desire in the days when it was a huge garden, but the time was the present – I was an adult (now).  I stood on a little path facing south that had two dividers on either side of me like a vertical archway that had two flat sides, but no top.  I looked straight up because all of a sudden in the daytime, clear sky above me appeared a HUGE angel of God – mostly the face, and in the appearance of a large, billowing cloud of unusual colour.  It appeared olive green, if I had to choose a colour.  It was a massive angel and I knew it was a vengeance angel of God – to bring a punishment.

I immediately got down on my knees and started praying to God, all the while staring straight up at this sight, saying “Have mercy on your creation, God!” (over and over and over again).  I was MOST upset.  The cloud lightened a little in colour/darkness, but did not go away.  The face of the angel was present the whole time – severe, stern face.

There was at least one other man standing beside me to my left who witnessed what I did and said, but no-one else could see what I could and they wondered what on earth I was saying that for and kneeling, but I didn’t care what they thought.

Then I turned around fully and saw to my right (in the East) a swarm of locusts (big billowing, forming, swarming cloud of bugs – locusts).  They were forming in the sky in a huge cloud and they began to move westward in a swarm of descending attack/onslaught over my area (Canada?/West?).  They were definitely moving East to West and descended in attack in the area I was in.

Everyone started to rush into the house and close sliding horizontal windows and doors, but some were trapped in the outermost rooms of the house – where the locusts were able to swarm in.  Some people made it into interior rooms and doors had to be closed to protect the ones inside.  It was a quick, sudden, unexpected thing and people were caught unprepared.

I, however, was in an innermost chamber/room/fireplace of this house – in the very centre and was safe.  Others were also safe in some inner rooms further to the outer part of the house than mine, but a few locusts buried even into the inner parts of the home.

I woke in horror as in the dream I sat in my inner room – with brick or stone walls all around me, except the front, which had solid iron-type bars or a grid door in front of me.  I could see all of this taking place, without being harmed or in danger. 

I would not want to venture a guess as to what the ‘locust plague’ in this dream referred to, but even the average person associates it with destruction.  From the Church of God, Daily Bible Study online I offer the following:

Locust plagues were sometimes used as agents of God’s wrath against those who opposed Him:

“Then The Lord [see Rock Of Ages] said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand over the land of Egypt for the locusts, that they may come upon the land of Egypt, and eat every plant in the land, all that the hail has left.”“So Moses stretched forth his rod over the land of Egypt, and The Lord brought an east wind upon the land all that day and all that night; and when it was morning the east wind had brought the locusts. And the locusts came up over all the land of Egypt, and settled on the whole country of Egypt, such a dense swarm of locusts as had never been before, nor ever shall be again. For they covered the face of the whole land, so that the land was darkened, and they ate all the plants in the land and all the fruit of the trees which the hail had left; not a green thing remained, neither tree nor plant of the field, through all the land of Egypt.” (Exodus 10:12-15 RSV)

Locust plagues were also sometimes used as agents of God’s wrath against His own people when they were disobedient to Him:

“Then The Lord appeared to Solomon in the night and said to him: “I have heard your prayer, and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice [see Temples]. When I shut up the heavens so that there is no rain, or command the locust to devour the land, or send pestilence among My people, if My people who are called by My name humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:12-14 RSV)

End-Time Symbolism

Locusts were also used as symbols of end-time, armor-plated, missile-firing, flying war-machines that were not known to the writers of The Bible (see also The Seven Seals):

“And the fifth angel blew his trumpet, and I saw a star fallen from heaven to earth, and he was given the key of the shaft of the bottomless pit; he opened the shaft of the bottomless pit, and from the shaft rose smoke like the smoke of a great furnace, and the sun and the air were darkened with the smoke from the shaft.”“Then from the smoke came locusts on the earth, and they were given power like the power of scorpions of the earth; they were told not to harm the grass of the earth or any green growth or any tree, but only those of mankind who have not the seal of God upon their foreheads; they were allowed to torture them for five months, but not to kill them, and their torture was like the torture of a scorpion, when it stings a man. And in those days men will seek death and will not find it; they will long to die, and death will fly from them.”

“In appearance the locusts were like horses arrayed for battle; on their heads were what looked like crowns of gold; their faces were like human faces, their hair like women’s hair, and their teeth like lions’ teeth; they had scales like iron breastplates, and the noise of their wings was like the noise of many chariots with horses rushing into battle. They have tails like scorpions, and stings, and their power of hurting men for five months lies in their tails. They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit; his name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he is called Apollyon.” (Revelation 9:1-11 RSV)

In my next writing I share the next dream chronologically which was a very detailed experience of that locust plague; a dream only a little over a week after the one above…the experience of these two left me very rattled and yet very determined, yet again, to redouble my efforts in prayer to aid our fellow brothers and sisters.   For now my dreams only sit as warnings…please don’t let it be after the fact that you say…‘Oh, I should have listened’!

Karen

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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART VIII

March 21, 2012 by Karen Bourgon

As life gets busier for all of us I will streamline the sharing process and without much preamble just share the spiritual dreams I experience and leave discernment to the reader.  As always each writing will be approved by a Catholic Church priest prior to publication to ensure all stays in alignment with our faith.  Without further ado I share a dream experience that speaks of a coming intervention by God that many in Catholic circles are expecting – the enlightenment of conscience… When?  Only God knows:

Friday, January 6, 2012 – Feast of the Epiphany

Had a short dream this morning.  I was talking to a friend and then saw in the night sky the aurora borealis – green, glowing lights.  It started to flare.  I excitedly told the person I was with this.

Then as I turned again as this was unfolding in the sky in the East, I saw the world in the sky – literally the globe hanging suspended at a distance where the aurora had been.

Then I saw the most amazing thing.  I saw God’s light completely and blindingly explode over/in the whole globe – His light completely covered it in an instant!  As it completely covered the earth I was immersed in the light and power of God…as it started to come down on me I was surprised…’already?!’…I said.  ‘Oh I didn’t realize it would be this soon, Father!’  Then I was completely immersed in this light/love/power/Presence and I started to rise up in spirit with it/in it…then I woke up.

The most startling aspect of this dream experience was the nearness of the light that God is planning to inundate the world with to wake up the consciences of those spiritually asleep…

I now share the next chronological dream experience from my years of recordings that was next on the slate to share before I experienced the one above…coincidentally or not, they seem tied together…

Saturday, October 1, 2005

Dreamt I was in a house in a neighbourhood.  It was the middle of the night – 3:30…and all of a sudden the sky became lit up as if it was day.  People wandered outside in great confusion as to what was happening.

GREAT signs were in the sky.  I said ‘Oh my God, it’s Christ’s cross!’.  There was a huge cross laid lengthwise (lying) across the sky.  It looked wooden but like a ghost cross – all made of sky elements.  I stared to cry and exclaim ‘Oh Father!  I had no idea it would be so soon!  I did not expect it so soon!’  It had been delayed/postponed, we had been given the grace of time, but now it was here.

There were things attached or appearing at the cross beam end which faced my vision that I did not understand.  It was figures of men, one after the other, that reminded me of constellations for some reason – they were clear shape outlines, like ghosts – like the cross – Apollo, Hercules?  Fuzzy.  Several appeared one after the other at this part of the cross.  I continued to exclaim and proclaim to all around me that I had been expecting this.

Then a strange sight indeed took place in the sky in front of this cross – a vision of successive animals was seen (animals/species of the earth).  They each (one of each species) came forward and kneeled over mankind in the sky as if testifying and spoke, each in turn, of the evils perpetrated against them by mankind – man’s sins.  Many varied animals/species of the earth came.  They each appeared in turn in colour in the sky that was just grey with slight cloud and the cross and crystal clear ghost-like symbols of these men/constellations.  I remember specifically (maybe because I think it was last) a horned rhinocerous, but coloured orange and black (I think like a tiger – not grey).  He was a most large animal testifying.

The animals’ testimonies could not be heard by any of the humans of the earth as they each testitfied, but as we watched we could see their mouths moving in speech and I just KNEW somehow that this was what each was speaking.  After each had appeared (like a flashing picture line-up) the scene vanished and the sky was left with the IMMENSE cross hovering.  Most people began to be afraid and started questionning their lives/religion.  Some still ignored/denied and walked away stone-faced, unwilling to believe what was unfolding in their day.

I alternatively cried out in fear and joy – fear for the denunciation that was coming to the earth and exhortations to my fellow-men to repent, and joy that I would so soon see my Beloved Jesus.

I said to any who would listen :

“I believe this cross will be in the sky three days with continuous daylight.  Then, however, there will be three days of darkness”

What emotion I felt.  I still cry as I type this dream!

Then I think it became as if we were on a large boat in a house/neighbourhood.  I heard an immense noise of wind at the front of the boat.  I went to the bow and saw and felt God’s spirit – with immense power and speed rushing around and around me at the front of the house/boat/neighbourhood in a large circle.  Massive winds of immense force, energy and power.  I felt as if or knew that God was preparing to lift me and others out of the earth to take us away…

It was then that I rushed back to the back/middle of the boat or into the house/neighbourhood to try to bring as many with me as possible.  It was world chaos at this point as people wondered what was occurring…I however sat and looked at the cross in the sky, telling those close to me how excited and eager I was to see my Jesus, because, for me, unlike others, His coming again would be a great, great joy, fulfilling much hidden, lengthy, longing…

I submit all entirely as witness to my faith in order to help prepare as many as have ears to listen for whatever lies ahead – witness to the truth of our eternal destiny and perhaps a voice to help souls give pause and thought to where their path is leading them…

Karen

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