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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART XI

November 22, 2012 by Karen Bourgon

In the few years that I have been sharing writings and dreams on this website it has been my fervent wish that they serve as witness to the truth of the spiritual life and help people come out of their worldy fog and wake up spiritually.

It is only so long that one can live on a junk food diet of all the things that the world tries to fill us with.  One day we hopefully wake up and say – ‘okay, enough is enough…I want more than this for my life!’

Are you ready to wake up?

There truly is so much more to your life than the surface day to day.  Are you starving for spiritual food yet?

My goal is only to be a helping hand or guide…someone who entered the depths because I said ‘yes’ to God and wanted to delve deeper into the truth of our existence and grow spiritually in love.   I go back again to a huge catalyst to my spiritual awakening – my angel experience.  I encourage you to read it today if this is your first time visiting my little blog for souls and God.

And so without further ado I share additional spiritual dreams, given to me I believe, to help guide people into a better life:

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Dreamt I was showing a young beautiful little blond girl around a home that she and her family had moved into.  It was a very old home with lots of interwoven pipes that wound up circular staircases.  The staircases were hard to climb (just like the spiritual life!).  As we climbed I was like a tour guide.  Then I was out on the street and was before a friend’s parents home.  I was grieving for them because they died in a fire, but not because they were burned; they died from smoke inhalation because they were asleep and didn’t hear the warning.

The character I was shown was named Adam.  I saw his body in an armchair.  He was reading a book about a food he liked and had made a note to himself to buy it.  Then I saw a man who was a news reporter and he was reporting on his death (and his wife’s) and describing the scene.  He spoke quoted words below to describe why and how this man (Adam) had died as he had:

You will be punished for hearing not, and listening not to that which you heard.”

I observed this scene as a third-party and recorded it.  I grieved for the foolishness of Adam’s death and the death of his wife…They had been sound asleep concerned only with worldly things and had failed to hear or heed the warnings and so perished).

From what I understand from my own spiritual experiences and the words and experiences reported by others…a large portion of the human race in this time is spiritually asleep.  Consumed by the smoke of worldly possessions, passions and distractions – pursuing anything but growth in love – love of God or neighbour….how many aren’t even bothering to try to find God?  How many are even questioning whether He exists?  I find it quite foolhardy to trip along blindly in life with no regard to where it is all going.  Life is hard!  The world is full of sadness, disappointment and outright evil…Don’t you want some help?

I urge you not to cover up God.  And so does God…I share next a dream given to me by God with a warning from His very mouth through mine:

Thursday, March 16, 2006

I had a dream where someone led me to a doorway to see something.  As I entered the room I came to see a lake in holy ground.  It seemed to be Middle East I think for some reason.  I stepped in and was on sand – an embankment of sand was in front of me before and leading up to the edge of this huge lake.  It was an ancient lake and I think it was God.  It was dark and overcast everywhere over this lake and in this area.

 I asked, “What is this lake?”  I don’t remember an answer, but started to cry with dismay as I saw what was being done to/on this lake.  I spoke to God as I approached the lake and said “Papa, what are they doing?!” because it was not good what people were doing to God.  I walked out onto the lake – on the water first and then started to be walking on a flat white wooden platform with walls that covered the lake completely from left to right and out into the horizen.  Men were building and constructing a platform that completely covered the lake and they were walking on it/on God, which they should not be doing!  I was so aghast!

I said to the men as I walked – “You should not be doing this!”

I went a little further and came to the other side of the lake – still completely covered by these platforms.  The front-most platform became someone’s living space – specifically saw a bedroom – a woman’s I think, but it was not mine – don’t know whose.

The lake was completely covered over here with no sign that there was even a lake underneath – walls, floors – all closed in.  I saw the woman here in her bedroom with a single bed and a lamp on a night table.  I think the room may have been blue and white. (Hmmm…is it a coincidence that the bedroom was completely closed in with no God/lake to be seen and that is where one sleeps?…)

I saw this and then walked back to the original side of the lake – the part before men covered the water and it was clearly shown to be a HUGE lake of rippling water – but all dark and overcast. 

I entered the room I had come into this vision or showing by.  As I walked through the door I saw a character – Hunter – pass me the other way – going through the door I had just come back through.  Her hair was all cut off short for some reason.  Then I stood at another doorway to my right and waited for God to enter me again (I could feel Him coming) and use me to speak as I anticipated was coming.  I always stood at the ready for this.

Sure enough His spirit entered me after I walked through this doorway to the right and was in another room where the other people I had been with were not.  He entered me again and levitated me off the floor and moved me firmly back through the doorway to the room where the people were as I lay back in the air with my arms spread out as if I was on a cross.

I saw people I knew from my life – my husband, our children and other people.  As God entered me, flew me around and levitated me in front of them people started paying attention.  It was unmistakable that God was doing this through me because of the fact that I was levitated and moved by an unseen power.

I then spoke what God wills me to speak:  I said, looking at the people in the room:

“God speaks through me.”

And then I spoke God’s words directly to the people in the room:

You must remove this.  It is not good for thee.  You cover Me with your platforms.”

I then woke and recorded the above immediately.

All I can ask as I re-read this and share it with you now is this:  What platform are you covering up our God (who is LOVE) with?  You must dig beneath and seek to love – love yourself, your God and your neighbour.  It is not an easy thing.  Seek help for the journey, but do not delay in setting your foot upon the path, for the time is short.

Karen

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The State of Chaos – Part X

August 30, 2012 by Karen Bourgon

The further I get into my dream sharings the more concerned I am for the times we find ourselves at.  Yet I say again that one only has to look at headlines to feel the same way…

I and many others who are watching the signs of the times and have a little spiritual insight feel we are on the brink of some major changes in the world.  However, this is not a time to fear, but a time to choose to walk in the direction of holiness – wholeness – and love.  A time to turn towards God.  All you need to do is turn…God will do the rest.

So, even now, to perhaps aid you in your turning, I share some pretty disturbing spiritual dreams…two that were the next chronologically in my sharing, and one very recent.    I leave it to the readers to discern them.

MONDAY, NOVEMBER 28, 2005

I had a brief dream that the Virgin Mary appeared to me.  She was all dressed in white.  She had a long, shiny white robe with a white folded veil over the top of her head, flowing down the sides.  She wore no crown or anything and I noted nothing else about her appearance – just the image of Mary that was unmistakable, dressed completely in white.  She stood talking to me in a very calm, demure pose – almost like a statue.  She only said two things to me that I remember.  The first was:

Many people will suffer and die as a result of the chastisements coming to the earth.”

The second thing she said to me was:

Your heart is growing very well in love”

Needless to say I hoped the first sentence she spoke above was just my own dream figment (while I would like to have thought the second wasn’t!).  In the end this was either an experience of Mary or my own dream imagination.  However, I do strive to live in love and I know every day I fall down in that attempt many times, but this is not what matters to God…He really only wants us to try…the help provided to a soul who decides to try is immeasurable…just as God is.  So I have to pipe up here and say to souls:  PLEASE TRY!  TIME IS SHORT!

Having said this I share next the most recent dream experience:

Sunday, May 13, 2012 – Early Morning

I had a brief, but most glorious dream (because Jesus was in it!).  I dreamt I walked into a room in a house – a living room I think.  There was one man with me in the room to my left.  I believe it was a priest.  He faced me and watched me.

Then I saw to my right a three dimensional painting on the wall and it had the face of Jesus on it.  His face stuck out from the wall’s painting in a three dimensional way.  His face was turned away from me though – He faced inward toward the wall and a window that was right beside the painting.

As I came into the room and saw this I immediately (OF COURSE!) gazed at the photo with longing and love and spoke His name.  As I did this the face came to life and turned to face me with the most beautiful explosion of power and love and I immediately dropped like a brick to my knees in ecstasy and adoration – frozen – kneeling.  I went into a state of bliss, but sensed ever so slightly that I was still holding my body upright by my own power – ie. ever so slightly not fully surrendered into that power and light.  So I let go of this ever so slight conscious personal power and let go completely and my being became 100% completely filled and held upright by God’s power and this overwhelming inundation from Jesus…

I went into a state of complete immersion in this while the priest in the room watched.  After I know not how long I came out of this state and Jesus somehow indicated that I was to look outside the window.  I turned my gaze to the right as He did this and watched.  I looked outside the window – it was very, very dark outside.  Then I saw come straight down from the sky the largest lightening bolt I have ever seen!  It was huge, powerful and as straight as an arrow.  It hit the earth with amazing power – and very suddenly too!  As it smashed into the earth I awoke with a start and remembered the wondrous experience of this dream, but I do not really understand what Jesus was showing me, except I knew the lightening bolt was sent down by God, the Father.

Shortly after this dream I happened to visit a webpage I read occasionally and was shocked to hear the latest ‘message’ apparently given to a visionary in the United States.  I encourage you to visit www.wordsfromjesus.com to read the message from June 2, 2012.

I have to say I was quite surprised at the coincidence…even the coincidence of the chronological sharing of my writings from many years ago and how they tie into things experienced by others that are becoming known now…but I guess nothing is a coincidence with God…He is the Divine Author behind all and He has mercifully chosen instruments in a cohesive and powerful way all over the world (if we could but see it!) to make His warnings known.  I am one small voice, but I beg those of you in the circle of my witness to accept the witness that I give with my full heart and identity.  Your soul and its’ state in eternity (after this brief world) is no small thing.  Stop ignoring it!  Please, I beg of you…heed my words…The end comes suddenly sometimes and I think it is only those who have suddenly lost loved ones that truly understand what I say.

But enough…I share with you the next chronological dream experience tied into the one from the last writings’ posting on this site.  As you read through the following, note that, again, I believe God warns with images, so I do not personally expect to see a locust plague literally appear…however it is an old, very well understood symbolic representation of chastisement, and this chastisement, I believe, is only the result of our failure to walk in God’s ways…love’s ways…

 Monday, November 7, 2005 – Early Morning

Dreamt I was in a field with many other people and saw the locust plague start to descend in my area.  People were unaware of what was starting.  I looked to the sky and lifted both arms upwards and saw a white bird like a dove descend towards me.  I said “I don’t know where to go to safety.  Will you guide me?”  The bird answered “Yes.  Follow me and I will lead you.”  The bird then alighted near my upwardly outstretched right hand and flew and guided me to the right, diagonally across the field to a green bus or trolley-type car of sorts made of metal with windows that closed securely.

I started to yell instructions and warnings to all around me as I followed the bird.  I said “This will be bad!  You must listen to me!  Head for secure dwellings made of all metal if possible and close all windows.  Seek shelter indoors immediately!  This will be devastating!  Do not hesitate!  Go immediately!”

People were caught unaware and were scrambling in unorganized, confused chaos to enter buildings for safety, but were unsure of where to go.  They began to try to enter homes and buildings around the field.

The bird then led me into the trolley/bus where a seat was prepared and waiting for us.  Others had also been escorted to this special instrument of departure/protection from the descending catastrophe.  The windows were closed and checked and the driver began to pull away from the area.  The man in the front seat beside the driver asksed the driver if he should check the vehicle’s ventilation system after I had checked all the windows.  I was like an informed leader of this group of people in this area.  I heard and urged him ‘yes’, because I knew the locusts would come through the ventilation ducts if he did not.  But the driver wasn’t sure he should listen to me as it would then get stuffy in the vehicle.  I said firmly, “I know what I’m talking about!  I’ve been forewarned!  Close the ventilation system!”  He didn’t immediately comply as he contemplated what to do, until a few locusts came in as the swarm/plague hit and he quickly turned it off.  There was then no threat to us.

The bird had come on the trolley car with us and turned into an angel – there to guide us.  We drove from West to East and as we did, all the destruction was before and around us.  We drove safely through the descending attack and into areas of complete devastation completely laid waste by the attacking horde as we headed East.  We became a select few on a life raft, floating down a stream or river Eastward.  We were all lying or holding on to the life raft, the end of which was taking on water and starting to sink.

As we looked at the embankments around us, there was no life/people.  There were only dead locusts littering the vegetation-less shores – dead husks of beige/grey bodies litteredin heaping mounds everywhere, covering the embankments/earth along both sides of this river.

We saw the raft begin to sink and the angel instructed us to slip into the water and swim to the very near shore where a house prepared waited for us – our safe refuge.  We could all swim and there was no danger in doing this.  Almost immediately we were in the house – completely dry and safe and cared for.

I then saw my angel fully as she really looked.  She was so pretty – a sweet, tiny thing almost like a girl, with long auburn hair.  She was so sweet I marvelled as I looked at her face to face.  I was attending to the others in the house, who I think sat at some table and I turned to ask her her name.  She smiled, but I don’t remember if she answered me.  She spoke of many things.  I think it was information of how to ride out the locust plague, but I remember no details.  I was, though, the most prepared of those with me and the most at ease or in connection with the spirit world and knew what was going on behind the scenes and I was not unprepared or surprised by the meeting of these two worlds in my life…

The others were all sitting and I was led apart and the angel continued to speak to me of my life.  She knew me well and I knew she knew all about me.  She had such a special way of looking at me – with such even, calm, sweetness and much love.  I then realized I related back to her in much the same way.  I loved her so, and even though I was a little demure and shy as I spoke with her, I was so firm in ‘the knowing’ (very hard to explain this feeling – connectedness?) that I spoke to her as one on the inside – listening to instructions, getting information and helping others – still – even in these circumstances.

I remember nothing specific of our conversation (the angel and I) – just the matter of factness of our exchange and how she interacted with me – specially pulled aside and singled out – even from this ‘inside group’ who had been protected.

Then, all of a sudden, Satan came – or was allowed to come.  He was allowed into the house – even as we were all there.  He came again in this dream as a man all dressed in black.  The angel was still there too and she watched the exchange between us.  He singled me out and took me aside and we sat down on a window ledge of this house.

He was completely disarmed and powerless as he spoke to me.  He even seemed to shake his head in exasperation with me.  He referred to me as holy.  He said:

 “I’ve been able to tempt most women with many things, but with you I can do nothing!  Nothing works on you!” 

 I sat beside him with complete innocence, detachment, holiness and simplicity as he said this and the angel watched.  I said nothing to him, but sat and listened as he spoke this in frustration and resignation out loud in front of everyone and I just sat, resolute and calm – completely unafraid and unaffected by his presence and knew this was true.  I woke up immediately with such emotion and recorded the dream right away.

I wish I knew exactly what these most vivid dreams mean, but in the end I don’t think that it is truly necessary for me to know the future literally.  I know enough spiritually to know that the truth of the spiritual life beyond this one is no fairytale.  That’s the good news.  There is life after this one.  How you spend your time preparing for it is, in the end, up to you.

I leave you with words to ponder from the next chronological dream experience that follows this one.  In it, there is a warning from a character in the dream that I experienced to be a newsman.  Was it the great Newsman, the Good News – Jesus?  I leave it to you to discern:

You will receive punishment for hearing not and listening not to that which you heard.” Dream of November 29, 2005

Karen

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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART IX

May 10, 2012 by Karen Bourgon

It is a difficult thing to sit and write about times many believe are coming – a shake-up in the world if you will.  But honestly, one has only to look at the headlines to see these times are already here.  Many believe, myself included, that we have been living in a time of mercy that is about to expire…but what does that mean?  I quote from church-approved revelation from the 1930’s from the Diary of St. Faustina Kowalska:

Write, speak of My mercy.  Tell souls where they are to look for solace; that is, in the Tribunal of Mercy (the Sacrament of Reconciliation).  There the greatest miracles take place and are incessantly repeated.  To avail oneself of this miracle, it is not necessary to go on a great pilgrimage or to carry out some external ceremony; it suffices to come with faith to the feet of My representative and to reveal to him one’s misery, and the miracle of Divine Mercy will be fully demonstrated.  Were a soul like a decaying corpse so that from a human standpoint, there would be no (hope of) restoration and everything would already be lost, it is not so with God.  The miracle of Divine Mercy restores that soul in full.  Oh, how miserable are those who do not take advantage of the miracle of God’s mercy!  You will call out in vain, but it will be too late.”  Jesus to St. Faustina, Divine Mercy in My Soul – Diary of St. Maria Faustina Kowalska; Marian Press, Stockbridge

I have already shared my personal experience of the miracle of the confessional in my writing “Rejoice with Me, For I have Found my Sheep that was Lost”.  I can’t even begin to tell you how grateful I am that I sit on the other side of my first confession…the graces that have followed incessantly after this…the unseen graces that got me there!  It is my wish and prayer that you are one who heeds my witness and avails yourself of the Sacrament of Reconciliation (confession).  The modern church doesn’t seem to preach it as much as I hear it used to and this is an error.  With the times that are here and the times that are coming, it should be the most fervent sermon coming from the pulpits…So just in case you don’t hear it there you will hear it time and time again from me in this little blog…

The confessionals should be full of those seeking My grace and mercy.  Do not hesitate; go today, even as you read this so that you will not be one held accountable for these sins and errors.  I do not wish to see you perish in eternal fire, but you separate yourselves from Me by your obstinacy in sin and refusal to repent.  Rise above the standards of this world and do what you know is right in your hearts without waiting for tomorrow to come.

Today is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad.  Use your time wisely, as you may never know when it will be your day to account for all that you have done in your life, that is, your individual day of judgement, your death on this earth.”  Jesus to “Mariamante” in “The Apostolate of Holy Motherhood”, The Riehle Foundation

 I now share the next chronological dream experience which speaks of the dwindling of the days of mercy; to be followed by the necessary days of God’s justice…

 

Friday, October 28, 2005

 

Dreamt I was standing in the back yard of my childhood home in Heart’s Desire in the days when it was a huge garden, but the time was the present – I was an adult (now).  I stood on a little path facing south that had two dividers on either side of me like a vertical archway that had two flat sides, but no top.  I looked straight up because all of a sudden in the daytime, clear sky above me appeared a HUGE angel of God – mostly the face, and in the appearance of a large, billowing cloud of unusual colour.  It appeared olive green, if I had to choose a colour.  It was a massive angel and I knew it was a vengeance angel of God – to bring a punishment.

I immediately got down on my knees and started praying to God, all the while staring straight up at this sight, saying “Have mercy on your creation, God!” (over and over and over again).  I was MOST upset.  The cloud lightened a little in colour/darkness, but did not go away.  The face of the angel was present the whole time – severe, stern face.

There was at least one other man standing beside me to my left who witnessed what I did and said, but no-one else could see what I could and they wondered what on earth I was saying that for and kneeling, but I didn’t care what they thought.

Then I turned around fully and saw to my right (in the East) a swarm of locusts (big billowing, forming, swarming cloud of bugs – locusts).  They were forming in the sky in a huge cloud and they began to move westward in a swarm of descending attack/onslaught over my area (Canada?/West?).  They were definitely moving East to West and descended in attack in the area I was in.

Everyone started to rush into the house and close sliding horizontal windows and doors, but some were trapped in the outermost rooms of the house – where the locusts were able to swarm in.  Some people made it into interior rooms and doors had to be closed to protect the ones inside.  It was a quick, sudden, unexpected thing and people were caught unprepared.

I, however, was in an innermost chamber/room/fireplace of this house – in the very centre and was safe.  Others were also safe in some inner rooms further to the outer part of the house than mine, but a few locusts buried even into the inner parts of the home.

I woke in horror as in the dream I sat in my inner room – with brick or stone walls all around me, except the front, which had solid iron-type bars or a grid door in front of me.  I could see all of this taking place, without being harmed or in danger. 

I would not want to venture a guess as to what the ‘locust plague’ in this dream referred to, but even the average person associates it with destruction.  From the Church of God, Daily Bible Study online I offer the following:

Locust plagues were sometimes used as agents of God’s wrath against those who opposed Him:

“Then The Lord [see Rock Of Ages] said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand over the land of Egypt for the locusts, that they may come upon the land of Egypt, and eat every plant in the land, all that the hail has left.”“So Moses stretched forth his rod over the land of Egypt, and The Lord brought an east wind upon the land all that day and all that night; and when it was morning the east wind had brought the locusts. And the locusts came up over all the land of Egypt, and settled on the whole country of Egypt, such a dense swarm of locusts as had never been before, nor ever shall be again. For they covered the face of the whole land, so that the land was darkened, and they ate all the plants in the land and all the fruit of the trees which the hail had left; not a green thing remained, neither tree nor plant of the field, through all the land of Egypt.” (Exodus 10:12-15 RSV)

Locust plagues were also sometimes used as agents of God’s wrath against His own people when they were disobedient to Him:

“Then The Lord appeared to Solomon in the night and said to him: “I have heard your prayer, and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice [see Temples]. When I shut up the heavens so that there is no rain, or command the locust to devour the land, or send pestilence among My people, if My people who are called by My name humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:12-14 RSV)

End-Time Symbolism

Locusts were also used as symbols of end-time, armor-plated, missile-firing, flying war-machines that were not known to the writers of The Bible (see also The Seven Seals):

“And the fifth angel blew his trumpet, and I saw a star fallen from heaven to earth, and he was given the key of the shaft of the bottomless pit; he opened the shaft of the bottomless pit, and from the shaft rose smoke like the smoke of a great furnace, and the sun and the air were darkened with the smoke from the shaft.”“Then from the smoke came locusts on the earth, and they were given power like the power of scorpions of the earth; they were told not to harm the grass of the earth or any green growth or any tree, but only those of mankind who have not the seal of God upon their foreheads; they were allowed to torture them for five months, but not to kill them, and their torture was like the torture of a scorpion, when it stings a man. And in those days men will seek death and will not find it; they will long to die, and death will fly from them.”

“In appearance the locusts were like horses arrayed for battle; on their heads were what looked like crowns of gold; their faces were like human faces, their hair like women’s hair, and their teeth like lions’ teeth; they had scales like iron breastplates, and the noise of their wings was like the noise of many chariots with horses rushing into battle. They have tails like scorpions, and stings, and their power of hurting men for five months lies in their tails. They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit; his name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he is called Apollyon.” (Revelation 9:1-11 RSV)

In my next writing I share the next dream chronologically which was a very detailed experience of that locust plague; a dream only a little over a week after the one above…the experience of these two left me very rattled and yet very determined, yet again, to redouble my efforts in prayer to aid our fellow brothers and sisters.   For now my dreams only sit as warnings…please don’t let it be after the fact that you say…‘Oh, I should have listened’!

Karen

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