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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART XVIII – WARNING BELLS

April 2, 2015 by Karen Bourgon

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As anyone who has followed this little blog for God knows, I have been slowly unfolding chronologically by series, the vast vivid dream & supernatural experiences that have been part of my reality for the past 15 years.  Today is no different.  Many years ago, when I sat with my former director, Fr. Joseph E. Kane of Ottawa, I asked him how to go about organizing and disseminating what is a vast collection of spiritual dreams and experiences.  He responded quite logically by saying to start with the things I was experiencing now and bring in the past experiences as they tie in with them.  After many years I see now that I didn’t really have to worry about it too much, because the great Orchestrator has been working all along way ahead of me behind the scenes, for the unfolding of the things He wishes, in the time that He wishes.  I see the synchronicity today as I continue to share chronologically dream experiences that form the series on “The State of Chaos” – a title for this series that came to me quite unexpectedly as I prayed before I sat down to start Part I so long ago.  I follow the advice of Father Kane by sharing two quite recent startling dreams, tied in with the third that was next in line for the series from 2007.  As I share these three dreams today, I leave it to the reader to see the clear pattern and warning that arises from all three.  There is little time left to choose which side you are on.

Sunday, September 23, 2007 Approx. 8 A.M.

I had a brief dream of walking down a road and pouring out my love to Jesus – telling Him how much I missed Him and how I wished I could see Him more often.  I was just talking out loud to Him as I walked (as I often do in my day to day routine when I’m alone) – talking from my heart as I walked on this empty, open, country road.  I saw no other people or buildings etc.  It was clear, open and vast feeling.

Just then I saw to my left this scene:  Two cables – the end of the cables was anchored in the sky beyond my sight.  Coming down on them were two cars or seats coming down from the sky on a diagonal, curving trajectory – like a descent on ski cables.  Mary was in the first with Jesus directly behind her.  Mary had her right arm up across her face high like a shield as they approached the road.  She was shielding from divine wrath from the Father from the sky as she came down.  They appeared like poised, forward-leaning statues in the seats as they were bearing down on the road in a very direct, purposeful trajectory.  Even though I knew they had descended thus, it was their position at the road that was the focus (of where they are now).

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I understood instantly the meaning of this vision:  Mary has come first – shielding us from divine wrath (I was particularly reflecting in the dream at this scene on the fact that she has been appearing with such length and regularity and urgency at Medjugorje), but Jesus is RIGHT behind her and when He reaches the road (they were both right at the edge of the road to my left as I saw this). .. OH!!! The sadness for the world!!! Justice!!!

I saw what His coming will be for the world in a moment of instant knowledge and sight in my heart – not a vision of events.  I started to sob uncontrollably for the souls of the world – how upset I was in this moment for the world and its sin and unpreparedness.  My heart and voice instantly changed its prayer from the loving talk I was having to Jesus to pleading for the world with sobbing tears of sorrow – sorrow that the world is so unprepared and in need of prayer.  I also felt, and this has stayed with me, such profound gratitude to Mary for what she has been doing for us in shielding us – you should see how virulently she has been doing this!!

This flash scene was like a reminder to me that the cry of prayer now should be urgent intercessory prayer for the world to help it prepare for His coming, because He is not at the top of His descent; He is not in the middle of His descent; He is right at the edge of the road!

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

 

Dreamt myself and my family were in a church – seemed united for some reason.  We left to go out for something.

 We got in our van and drove a short distance to get in a boat to row across to some small platform/area – like a wooden pier that was positioned in the water not far from the shore at the edge of a lake – it was beautiful – lots of greenery and lush areas and we took our whole family across to this little pier for some kind of picnic/outing.  We all took off our shoes as we climbed on the little ledge that was there to step on as you pulled up your boat.  For some reason we did not wear our shoes on this platform.  As we were on it – Guy and I with our children – Logan had dumped out a small bag of toys to play with and we were enjoying the lovely skies and water peacefully.

 Just then though I looked back towards the shore because I could sense/hear(?) an immense, sudden storm brewing behind us.  Guy and I both turned and what I saw made me and him very alarmed.  An immense storm had brewed up over the shoreline and it was dark, dark, dark and vicious looking.  It appeared to be heading this way quickly – so quickly I feared we would never have time to get in our boat and row the short distance (maybe 20 ft) to shore to get in our van/shelter/safety.

 We frantically began packing our few belongings – we had little – but were trying to help Logan gather up his few small toys – even Lego on a wooden pier!  It was hard because we were trying to make sure he didn’t lose any over the side, but we had to leave now!!!  There really was no time at all to gather one’s possessions – it was urgent, urgent, urgent – leave immediately without looking back type urgent!

 As we gathered his few toys, one small man fell to the edge of a crack of the pier – I yelled to Guy to try to save him from falling, but the toy man slipped and fell in the now dark, murky water.  Logan cried and wanted to try to have him retrieved, but we both said (despite the shallow water) that there was NO TIME and that the man could never be saved anyway – despite his smallness and lightness as a small toy, he sank right to the bottom.

 I then peered over the railing of the pier to look at our eight sets of shoes all assembled on the little ledge and I wanted to be sure to not knock over our shoes as we would need them, but as I was surveying them I turned and saw the immense storm was no longer over the shore where it had been approaching from, which made no sense.  I turned around to look out over the water and saw something I have never seen and believe does not exist in nature.

 I saw the storm cloud had coagulated and centered over the water some way out and it billowed and churned like slick black oil in the sky, from sky height right down to the water level.  When I first saw it, I thought tornado forming, but it was much worse than that.  The large black as oil cloud started to churn and separate into pieces as the whole cloud moved in churning/turning over on itself pieces that started to slick off from the cloud – hard to describe.  Essentially like a very black storm cloud of huge proportions that started to break into pieces/disseminate and the pieces were like oil – thick, black, crude oil in the sky rather than vapour.  In this initial instant that I saw the cloud/storm thus, I knew it was of God/had to do with an action of God – hard to explain.  Then as I further watched, the cloud’s churning slick oil offshoots become a twisting cyclone circling/churning mass that had turned into millions (it seemed) of black crows/birds.  They then began flapping and flying off from the centre/swirling cloud and they billowed out in an expanding circling manner of dissemination that was only clockwise.  But as they expanded off the centre cloud, they started to spread out and these were going to all corners of the earth – EVERYWHERE!!! – EXCEPT…on the lake and platform me and my family stood on.  We were now, I saw, completely safe where we were and this storm was and would pass right over us without affecting us at all.

 As the birds reached where we stood on the pier (in their disseminating pattern), I saw they were millions of black crows and they were EVIL.  I heard one crow just as it flew over our heads – and I stood horrified at what was now hitting the earth – like nothing of its kind ever seen before – even as we all stood and knew we were somehow safe from it because of where we stood.


Dream of Friday, November 14, 2014 – approx 6:45 a.m.

 I had a dream that I was at the back of some room/church for a retreat, and I sat in the very last pew/row. It was a room full of spiritual women. As I sat in my back pew with my spiritual ladies, waiting for whatever was next, suddenly a most powerful outpouring of the Holy Spirit came upon me, and filled me – my whole body felt electrified and tingly and completely surrendered to God’s power – I was completely docile. As it came upon me, I waited for the familiar thing that would then occur when this happened (as it has before in dreams, but it has been a little while).

I was then raised up (levitated) and my arms spread out to the sides as if on a cross, and then I was laid on my back as I levitated into the air. I was in a room that was set up like a church, but wasn’t – it had a wide centre aisle with rows of seats on either side, with a stage at the front. As I was raised up and started to be brought to the front near the stage, just before I was moved by God’s power down the left aisle, I saw one of my closest friends come to me/this room because she heard about this that was happening to me and wanted to see and hear – she brought a couple of people with her too. I did not speak to her, because I couldn’t if I tried – my voice was completely mute as it was God’s voice that was going to use me. So I spoke to her not, but was surprised and gladdened that she was there.

Then God moved me down the left aisle around to the very front of this room full of spiritual women. Many looked around wondering who I was and where I came from, as I’d been quite hidden and humble – always at the back. They were shocked to see such an action of God’s power be brought forward in their midst. Me, for my part, just lay docile and united to my God for whatever purpose He had, to use my person and my voice, and I knew He was going to speak to the peoples through me.

As He/His Spirit brought me to the front by the stage, He began to circle me in a 360 degree manner with my arms raised slightly higher – He began to speak through me:

The first thing He spoke about was the immense and total love of the Sacred Heart of Jesus for all mankind. This message was for all mankind. He spoke through me about His immense and bursting love for His creation of mankind – the creation that had been made in His image. He spoke this love as he circled me, as if spreading this message of love in a 360 degree circle to all directions.

Then He spoke about how it was EXTREMELY important that mankind listen to Him immediately or very dire things would happen. His message through me was to be summed up in these three things in this order:

 1.His immense, immense love for mankind.

2. His love for this creation (mankind), created in His own image.

3. His stern, urgent warning that we MUST listen to Him immediately. There is no time now to wait.

After He circled me saying these things, He also brought me down the right and left sides of each audience side of the pews as well to spread this message as He spoke – and down the centre aisle as well. Then I woke up and recorded the dream immediately…

All I can say to you this Holy Week is, what will your response be?

Karen

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The State of Chaos – Part XVII

October 27, 2014 by Karen Bourgon

I finally found a moment, in what has been an incredibly busy, crazy year, to sit and continue writing and share my spiritual journey.  When I last wrote – almost a year ago (!) – I shared a dream of Mary and the devotion to Mary as Undoer of Knots.  How much we need this devotion in our world today after unfolding events – particularly in my own country and city of Ottawa this past week.  The world seems to be unraveling with dizzying speed – even in my own little corner.  Canadians particularly this past week felt first-hand, in a horrifying way, the effects of evil – evil that arises out of the hearts of men.  It is getting harder and harder to not walk in fear.

However, we were not made to live in fear, but to live in love, peace and harmony.  It is a difficult thing to live in love, peace and harmony when your neighbour lives with hatred and fear, but again, it is out of the hearts of men that the condition of the world emerges – out of each and every heart.  That means that your heart makes a difference.  Your heart is the difference.  Your heart is the difference between hatred and love; evil and good; mistrust and trust; dissension and harmony; fear and peace.  It makes sense then to start with your own heart.

A friend of mine recently commented how shocking it is that only one evil person can create such enormous chaos, heartbreak, fear and pain with actions that emerge out of that heart, as we saw in Ottawa this week.  I admitted that this is true, but pointed out then how much power can emerge out of the heart of one who seeks to do good.  The balance is in the number of hearts and their choice for evil or good.  Every heart that decides to pursue truth, goodness and love automatically changes the direction of the world and the course of humanity for the better.  That is why I seek to spend as much free time in prayer and loving service as possible.  I have chosen that the intention of my heart and its actions are good.  Does this mean that it is easy?  No.  Does this mean that I do not ever make a mistake? No.  Does this mean that I am perfect – heck no!  But what it does mean, is that I try and never stop trying.  Every present moment is each person’s choice to try.  As we look at the world around us, it is ever more urgent that it be your choice to try.  This is what Mary is asking each soul to do in her purported revelation recently to a visionary in Medjugorje:

“Dear children! Pray in this time of grace and seek the intercession of all the saints who are already in the light. From day to day may they be an example and encouragement to you on the way of your conversion. Little children, be aware that your life is short and passing. Therefore, yearn for eternity and keep preparing your hearts in prayer. I am with you and intercede before my Son for each of you, especially for those who have consecrated themselves to me and to my Son. Thank you for having responded to my call.”Message of October 25, 2014-www.medjugorje.org

Most people don’t tend to stop and think of how short and passing their life really is – without faith in a life after this one, that is too scary a thing to contemplate.  The reality is, as we have seen this past week, none of us really knows when our moment to leave this earth will be.  It makes sense then to start now to look at the inner person – the soul – and make an earnest effort to discover truth.  If one sets that intention, I guarantee you it will lead to Jesus.  I also guarantee that no matter what happens to you after that, it will also lead to peace – a peace this world so obviously cannot give.  Our time is short.  Some difficult things lie ahead.  However, God is amid it all.  It is only this knowledge and surety that keeps my feet firmly planted on the path of good, despite the world around me.  May this surety and peace come to rest in your heart and may you choose love and goodness, no matter the days ahead.

Having given this encouragement to begin or deepen your spiritual walk, I now share again difficult things that have been part of my spiritual walk for some time, and a continuation of my series on “The State of Chaos”.  Whether these crazy things I have dreamed become part of our reality or not, only time can answer.  However, I continue to stand as one who gives testimony to the deeper truth unfolding here – our spiritual truth – underlying spiritual truth that is hidden in the events of our world, but of utmost importance to each and every person.

Monday, August 20, 2007

Dreamt I was with friends/teammates.  I was in the neighbourhood of Heart’s Desire and I was going to help my son deliver a newspaper route in the neighbourhood.  He had just been given the job.  I said I would help him do it.  It was on an early morning route – the Globe & Mail, but I wanted to deliver it now while it was still daylight the day before to get a head start/jump on things.  I had the news the day before – I had it ahead of time.  There were only eight papers in the bundle.  We started to deliver the news and the dream changed.

All of a sudden out of the sky – clear – from nowhere – materialized and then dropped, were hoardes of giant yellow helicopters.  I knew they were the “black blobs” of the worldwide invasion dream (of Tuesday, June 12, 2007), and that it was the start of evil round-up and domination.

As I walked hurriedly with my group of friends/teammates, I started to warn them and any who would listen to invoke the Protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus over themselves – exhorting firmly, loudly and urgently.

Men streamed from the helicopters and they all had guns – like machine guns slung over the shoulder like militia/army – guerilla looking.  They were rounding people up and killing some.  It was chaos as people churned through the streets, afraid and unaware of what was occurring – looking for safety, but not knowing the real danger of the underlying evil behind all this.

As I went with my friends/teammantes, some got picked up – one perhaps killed.  I was exhorting a friend, Margaret (in the dream – means “Pearl”), to do the invocation.  She was a little embarrassed at me throwing “religious stuff” at hear.  I insisted.  I could see what was happening.  The ones not protected by Jesus were targeted and able to be seen and rounded up, questioned and killed if these militia men wanted to.  However, us who were protected by Jesus and ones who called on the Protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus, even as this was descending and unfolding, were all of a sudden completely immune as well.  I saw:  It was as if we were/became like invisible to this descending evil invasion.  They looked right through us and had no ability to harm us/touch us.

It was an eerie sensation being in the middle of this churning fear, chaos and horror in the streets – watching what they were doing to others that either chose not or could not hear the warnings – and being “invisible” and “untargettable” by this invasion hoarde.  My friend listened to me at the very last second and did as I said – mostly only because she found herself facing one militia ‘unit’ head-on directly and she fearfully did it to try to save her life – even though she didn’t really believe it would work.  She was instantly immune and became ‘invisible’ to their gaze and sight.

I saw another situation involving two men just before I woke.  It is hard to explain.  It was the fact that there had been two men – linked for some reason, but not sure how or why.  Then I saw the first of the two.  They (the militia) had got to him and he had been attacked.  He had the life sucked out of him and he had been bent and flattened and they had put him on ice in a locker with a glass door but he was not dead.  He was a prisoner of their forces.  The second man, who had the name Gary (means spear+brave) in the dream, took my advice and walked away with me and with others who were escaping.  We were free – we had become invisible and unable to be harmed or even targeted and we walked away free – gathering together – going somewhere, but I know not where.  I woke up.

Since I never read the news, watch the news, or listen to the news, I am very, very ignorant of worldwide events…but when I start to look for photos to use on this website, I am often linked to news websites that relate to the dreams I share here – and I am often shocked by what I read that is going on ‘out there’…and how it correlates to my dreams…but I still continue to hope, watch and pray – for discernment and courage – and hope that you out there are encouraged to also watch and pray, and to grow in love and spiritual deepening to face whatever lies in the days ahead.

Karen

*N.B.:  At the present time this is the first posting on this website not reviewed by my Catholic priest director/s, as he recently retired, and I am in the process of waiting for God to provide a new one. All postings without review will be noted as such.

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Mary – Undoer of Knots

December 1, 2013 by Karen Bourgon

I know it has been some time since I have been able to sit down and write.  It seems this fall has been a swirling mass of competing demands and change.  Is it only me, or is everyone experiencing this phenemenon; that life just seems to be going much faster than it was meant to?

Like all people, events sometimes unfold in my life where I wonder, now why did that have to happen?  Why such chaos when all one wants to do is good?  Perhaps therein lies the spiritual paradox.  As soon as one sets out on the path to goodness, the evil forces step up their unseen action of creating chaos in our midst to try to make us do less on the path of goodness.  How fortunate that they do not fully succeed!  However, for those times when life gets a little messy, Heaven has given additional aid, through our Heavenly Mother Mary (in addition to the aid we receive from the Holy Spirit).

For me, the devotion to Mary Undoer of Knots was really an unknown thing, as I am a Catholic Newbie.  It was only after I had the following dream that I heard our new Pope, Francis, has recommended this Novena to the Catholic Faithful as an extremely needed prayer solution to the knots of our individual lives and the life of the human race as a whole.  It was in this vein I believe, that Mary came to me again in a dream with a remedy – not only for the little knots in my life, but also for the ones that urgently need untying for the sake of humanity.  I bid you to heed with all seriousness her call to prayer!  We blind physical humans do not fully know or understand just what prayer does, as I ruminated upon in my last writing, where I discussed the tie between theoretical physics, prayer and the nature of reality.  Luckily faith does not demand that we understand, but only that we simply do, and do we must!  The future of your children’s world is at stake, as well as the salvation of countless beautiful souls buried underneath the hardened muck of sin.  Will you do what she asks?  Please read on…

Monday, September 9, 2013 – Approximately 4 a.m.

I had a dream that I was walking down the street in Westboro that ran near my Grandmother’s house.  As I walked past a park there I saw in the middle of it, at a bit of a distance away, the Virgin Mary.  She stood all in white with a blue mantle.  I immediately began speaking to her – telling her how much I loved her.  Then I asked her, “Blessed, blessed Mother, am I doing a good job for you or am I falling down flat on my face?”  (This was due to how I feel my life has been somewhat ‘messy’ these past few years with the people relationships in my life – oh how Satan loves to stir up controversy and angst in the life of a soul dedicated to God to try to get them off course!)

Mary then held up a short piece of thin rope and it had a knot in it at one end.  The piece she held up seemed 2″ long for some reason, but don’t ask me why.  I don’t remember exactly what she said to me, but it was a reference to her as “Mary, Undoer of Knots”.  She spoke something about mankind and the messes or situations that they found themselves in and I think there was a small part of the dream that had me trying to untie a convoluted knot myself (the knot of difficulties with a dear beloved friend).  But in the dream the short piece of rope she held up seemed so simple and straightforward – the knot even looked small and it was one simple knot.  I knew somehow as she spoke to me that I was to pray to her as “Mary, Undoer of Knots” to help solve/untie this knot/problem I was currently having, but she also spoke about the grave knots facing mankind in this time and that they must be placed in her hands to be ‘undone’ and for us to pray this Novena to her to achieve this.

In the dream when I was trying to untie the “knot” it was like a major quadruple knotted plastic bag tied super tight (you know how hard that slippery plastic can be, and we all just rip the bag instead of taking the time to untie the knots! – how true this is in our lives…), but in the dream Mary was so beautiful and simple and glorious as she stood amongst nothing but pure nature of green, green grass and trees – such simple, clean, gentle, breathtakingly airy simple surroundings in this park where I saw her (I later was describing the dream to a Catholic friend and gushingly said – It was just immaculate!” and it was only afterwards I realized the symbolism…)  This park where I saw her didn’t have one bit of refuse or any man-made thing in it – it was just pure nature surrounding her and the main focus of this moment in the dream was that the small piece of rope with the one small knot seemed so, so very small and simple to untie in her hands.  I realized immediately as she spoke to me that we spend so much time and energy trying to fix problems ourselves, that are quite heavily “knotted” and hard to “undo”, but in Mary’s hands they are simple and easy for our Mother to “undo” for us.  We just have to ask!

I awoke from the dream with the most beautiful feeling and immediately set about looking up this prayer to Mary as “Undoer of Knots”, as I did not know anything about it at the time, or that it was indeed a Novena.  I quickly found it online and immediately did the nine-day novena, not just to have her aid me in undoing the lovely messes of my own life, but especially for the very large messes of the human race.

The last thought I will leave you all with, as I share the following link to the Novena, is a gentle reminder, or perhaps mini-enlightenment:  We all spend so much time hurrying about, growing up, managing our lives, making our decisions, making our errors, celebrating our joys, grieving our losses, raising our children and caring for our parents;  And as we grow, we all think to ourselves how ‘adult’ we are (and it seems this mindset starts very young – ask anyone with a teenager…how they sometimes tell us we don’t know anything, when we parents see very clearly the blind steps they sometimes make and we just have to sit back and let them make their mistakes…).  Well you and I and the entire human race are sometimes like that teenager.  Somewhere along the line mankind forgot, or perhaps many never knew, that we are very much young children! Spiritual children!  There’s a reason the world has turned into a big sandbox where two year old’s throw sand at each other.  We don’t know it all – in fact we don’t know much!  If we did, and I speak here of the truth of God, love and the Commandments, the world would be a much better place.  It is time for all of us to truly grow into spiritual adults (which is really what our entire life here on earth is all about), and admit we need help.

I ask you now to have the courage and humility to recognize your spiritual childhood and ask for help from God, Jesus, your angels and our holy Mother to grow up well – for yourselves and for the sake of the future.  Please, if you have the time, look up the Novena and immediately set yourselves to this prayer.  The fate of your life, and that of the world, truly does rest in your hands.  If you place it in Mary’s and God’s hands it will be on the path to wonderful places.  God bless you all.

Karen

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