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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART XVI

August 14, 2013 by Karen Bourgon

Yet again I have come to write about difficult things.  I share today the next very difficult dream that fell in succession in June of 2007.  While I share these things I truly believe that we as a collective human body have far more power than we realize to alter the course of humanity – specifically with prayer.

I have done much reading in the field of metaphysics and Quantum physics over the years, as my desire to delve deeply into the truth of our existence has not just ended with very vivid supernatural experiences.  Truth is truth.  We know much more about our world and the nature of our existence than ever before, but I believe we have oh-so much more to learn.  And learn it we should before we unravel this beautiful universe that was given to us by God.

I speak specifically of the great power of prayer.  Even mainstream secular society is buzzing at “The Secret” and ‘the power of intention’ and ‘directed thought’ etc…What more is this but prayer?  I believe very strongly that an American theoretical physicist by the name of David Bohm was onto a great theory that helps explain the puzzle of our existence and nature of our being.  This piece, rather than being contradictory to the timeless teachings of religion, specifically Christianity, rather enhances it.  I give you a quote from Wikipedia that explains why I see a connection between this physicist’s work and the teachings of religion – particularly on prayer:

Bohm views physical processes as determined by information of more and more subtle levels which interact, and does not limit this consideration to matter alone. In an article of 1990, A new theory of the relationship of mind and matter, he resumes his view that there exists a close link to mental processes: “the whole notion of active information suggests a rudimentary mind-like behaviour of matter”. In his view, mental processes as well can be understood as representing levels of activity of increasing subtlety which act upon each other. He recalls that thought is intricately connected with physical reactions, as is known from everyday experience. Yet on the mental side, action as response to information need not be immediate; rather, in some cases at least, it can be mediated by “suspension” of physical action and the resulting train of thought. Bohm suggests that the mental and the physical sides, which he sees as two “poles” of a unified whole, are closely interlinked and that “at each level, information is the bridge or link between the two sides”. A relationship between the mental and matter may exist at indefinitely great levels of subtlety, while nonetheless each kind and level of mind may have a relative autonomy and stability. His article concludes with the statement that “knowledge of matter (as well as of mind) has changed in such a way as to support the approach that has been described here. To pursue this approach further might perhaps enable us to extend our knowledge of both poles into new domains”.[22]

As most devout Catholics know, there have been an explosion of Marian apparitions throughout the world in the past century; particularly growing as our knowledge and use of it for evil has exponentially grown.  In all these apparitions the Virgin Mary says many things, but always places great emphasis on prayer: “Pray, pray pray!”  I have personally followed several purported visionaries and anyone else who does knows what I say here to be true.  So I ask you, why her overwhelming urging that we pray?…

I believe it is because she knows what we are only tremblingly stumbling upon in our investigation of reality by learned minds.  Directed thought – which is prayer – creates and changes our reality.  I believe it is somewhat like being a lucid dreamer in a dream, although we just do not know that we are ‘lucid dreaming’!  I share this belief with you today only because God has seen fit to show me many things over the past 13 years.  I recall particularly one dream where I was shown energy waves, assembling energy particles and then finally a ‘finished’ assembled state of those energy particles into a ‘thing’.   Scientists are already revealing that everything that we think of as ‘solid matter’ is in fact just arranged energy patterns.  Because I have experienced so many mini-enlightenments through dreams, it has spurred me to do my own reading and research into time, theoretical physics, quantum physics and metaphysics.  However, I am no scientist.  I am just a muddler who is trying to assemble a picture of the elephant by examining the trunk and the tail (science and religion) and everything in between!  It will be for the continuing evolution of humanity to use any fodder my experiences may have provided to the truth of our existence to broaden the picture of our reality.

I share this with you to urge you to pray!!!

I do not believe humanity’s course is set.  I believe prayer can make the greatest difference!  Because of what I have experienced and because I am Catholic I believe strongly that the prayer of the Rosary is one of the most powerful we can utter.  I know non-Catholic Christians usually have a problem with this, but indeed look at what it is:  On a surface level, it is simply our prayer that Mary (who we all agree was the Mother of Jesus) pray for us!  If Jesus loved His mother more than any other human, will He not especially be attuned to her prayer?  Will her prayer not be an incredibly powerful directed-energy-thought?  Secondly, in a deeper way, the rosary leads us to the life of Christ as we meditate on the mysteries of His life.

As a former Protestant, I do not really understand why non-Catholics have such a problem with this prayer.  My feeling is that they do not understand prayer well enough and do not understand Jesus and the love for His mother well enough either.  It is much simpler than all the rhetoric tries to make it. In reality, all prayer is intended to lead us to Jesus.  This can help us in the dialogue as Christians – Mary always leads us to Jesus.  Prayer is also our speaking to God and developing a very personal relationship with Him and the person of Jesus Christ.

Regardless, as I sat to write today, this is the ‘gumball colour’ that dropped out of the gum machine when I sat to pray for guidance in my writing today and subsequent sharing of my next dream experience.  I believe this was Holy Spirit directed, because while I share some difficult dreams (which I always say could just be completely only my own inner fodder), I believe we have incredible power of prayer at our fingertips…or thoughts which can have an immense impact on the direction of the course of humanity.  I particularly offer a challenge to the MEN of our generation to get praying!!!  We women are getting tired!!!  I offer a challenge indeed then to all humanity to get off their couches and pray – for good of course!  There are already too many people out their praying and directing their thoughts to evil…as we see splattered on our news every day…

And so with all of this in mind I share another difficult dream which perhaps can be changed (if it is a portent of the future and not some bit of undigested cheese) by ALL OF OUR UNITED THOUGHTS, PRAYERS AND EFFORTS!  Heed my words so we don’t have to remember this dream later as being reality!

Friday, June 29, 2007

I had another nightmare of the start of world domination by evil black forces and black-suited men – militia.  They streamed over the sides of buildings very suddenly into the streets and started rounding people up.  These black outfitted men were EVERYWHERE in the streets.  There was also something to do with hand gestures.

(I have been personally wondering about this as being a future method of communication among these evil forces – am hearing about it in a few places that I believe are ‘dark’ or satanic and in masonic rituals and meetings)…

I then saw stages like doorways from one time to the next.  I saw “Upper Daylight”.  I saw that there will be three stages of daylight like the three stages of the paleolithic period.  There will be ‘upper’, ‘middle’ and ‘lower’ daylight.  I said to myself as it began:

If this is upper daylight, I don’t want to see middle and lower!”

I was at this point watching a militia-type situation unfold, but it was scary and unpleasant with fighting etc.  I then saw a stream of people as they began to trek – seemed like away from cities to remote areas.  I saw them coming.  I was with people doing battle – on the inside of some kind of building.  A communique then came to me that Pope John Paul II had left a detailed written account of visions/information for us in this future and it was being held in an archive somewhere.  He had written a lengthy, published article and it was in something that looked like a magazine.  It was brownish and had a circle on the front and it had his picture on it.  Somehow someone who worked in archives was able to smuggle out a copy to me for “us common people” for our information and help in defending against what was coming:  Upper daylight first, then middle, then lower…

As a final note, a priest mentioned to me that  Pope John Paul’s understanding of prayer was that, “our prayers are answered in prayer.” Pope John Paul II seems to be saying that prayer is not so much that we try to bend the will of God to our desires but that, in prayer, we come to know God’s will and desire for us…

Oh how I feel like Scrooge these days!  How I long for time to not bear me out and for me to discover I was only dreaming…But just in case,

PRAY!!!

Karen

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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART XV

July 25, 2013 by Karen Bourgon

My beloved children the work of the lawless one is in your midst. So many are being deceived! There is much more to come. The time is coming when Truth will visit every soul. At that time each soul will have to decide—are you with me or against me? My children, great horror will descend on the chosen of God on these days—but also great glory. I tell you the glory will be far greater than the horror and will be more glorious even than what emanated from the saints and martyrs of the early days. God will be glorified in his holy ones! They will be strengthened in every way to withstand and to triumph over the enemy completely. Fear nothing, dear children, but place all your hope, trust, joy, and gratitude in my merciful heart. I am near to you always—so near! You are my beloved little ones. Draw near!” Pelianito, Message from Jesus, July 14, 2013

In Catholic circles there is a purported visionary named Pelianito that I recently stumbled upon:  http://pelianito.stblogs.com/.   The reason I quote a reference to her website here is because of similarities of some of her messages to some horrifying dreams in my vast collection spanning the past thirteen years or so.  As I am currently in the series called “The State of Chaos” – a name that came to me immediately in prayer when I wondered what to call it – I find myself hitting the climax of the dreams of this nature with three horrifyingly vivid dreams that I experienced in June of 2007.  My previous writing shares the first and today I share the second, experienced June 19, 2007.

As always I leave the discernment to the reader and definitely do not share the things I have experienced to inspire fear.  Rather I share to help souls prepare, lead souls to the goodness and truth of God and if at all possible help aid and enlighten souls as to the protection afforded by Jesus. Without further ado, I share the next consecutive dream in the series and ask all to reflect seriously upon the state of our world, warnings from other Christian corners and even secular observations at the gradual stripping by governments of our basic fundamental freedoms.  I sincerely hope it is not leading into the worldwide oppression shown in several startling dreams, but as always err on the side of caution in helping my fellow man…I would much rather look like an idiot if nothing serious comes to pass in the coming years, but at the very least perhaps I will have helped some if it does…

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

I had another nightmare so horrific I don’t even want to record it.  I sat to type it immediately as I woke because it would be faster.  I did not write it first.

I dreamt I was in a convent in downtown Ottawa I think.  I didn’t know it was a convent until after some spiritual stuff started happening.  I just remember being in a building and discussing my knowledge with some people.  I was with a boy who told me that he could hear and see demons talking.  I realized he had this special sixth sense or innate ability that he could just do and I took it seriously and I asked him what they said and what information he could pass to me.  He said a demon named Ba’al spoke to him (Baal (/ˈbeɪl/ bayl; sometimes spelled Bael, Baël (French), Baell) is in 17th Century goetic occult writings one of the seven princes of Hell. The name is drawn from the Canaanite deity Baal mentioned in the Hebrew Bible as the primary god of the Phoenicians.,: Wikipedia, 2013) and I immediately cautioned him to invoke the protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus over himself for protection.  He then said to me: “He’s here now.”  As soon as he said this, the demon tried to take possession of me.  I could not move my lips to speak the the invocation of protection out loud as the demon had descended to try and invade my head first.  As I tried to move my lips to speak I could barely move them.  I instead invoked the protection in my head and he immediately had to leave.

I told the boy,

“Did you see that?  This is what you must do.  You can invoke the protection in your head if they try to attack you and you don’t have the use of your mouth or body.  You don’t have to do it out loud – you can do it in your head in spirit/thought and it will still work.” (Note – to do this all you need to do is ask Jesus to cover you with His Precious Blood)

I then asked him the information the demon spirit had told him.  Then the dream changed and I started to see demonic forces growing and taking possession of people (yes unfortunately this does happen in our world already…see the information on this website on the book written by Rev. Joseph E. Kane – former longtime exorcist with the Diocese of Ottawa).  I sat then at a convent window with the window open and my dream binders and information all about me on a table.  I was with nuns and we were going over what I had (dreams and information) and I started to exhort and warn people of what was coming.  Three black ladies came up that I thought were religious so I started to warn them, but they were everyday people who were out shopping who could not appreciate the warning.  I thought they had come to me for guidance, but they had just stopped in curiosity as my voice started to be heard in the street.  I warned them in a simple way though to listen to what I was saying.

Then I noticed two police officers come up behind the ladies as I spoke to them and they winked at each other.  It seemed as if they were on the inside of evil, some of them, and knew what I could do and what I knew.  One of them tossed a loonie at me as a donation and I refused to accept it as I thought they were trying to pay me for my services of witnessing, etc.  I said I under no terms would take any payment whatsoever for this work.  Then I realized that he wanted to give a donation to the convent and this was acceptable.  I started to think then that I had been wrong thinking he was evil because of the winking and I realized that it would be very difficult to know who was good intentioned and who was possessed/evil and posing as harmless/good.

I then went to a government office with a black fellow who was a clerk or officer or something.  I was trying to get him to listen to me.  Most of the people in this office were on the side of evil and ready to step into position to serve their evil master.  I exhorted this fellow that he must leave his office now and head for safety as a worldwide invasion/persecution and attack of evil was coming.  He left with me and I told him I knew of a safe-house to go to.

It became chaotic and teeming in the streets as we headed to a Catholic safe-house.  The priest there did not know we were coming, but had prepared for it.  We entered the home, but it became small after we entered.  It became such a small living quarters and I wondered how many souls would be able to ride out this evil time there.  There were quite a few eastern women coming and going and they were somehow connected to this safe-house.  The place then became as if in a lock-down situation.  We looked out the window at what was occurring in the world and even though I felt alone, vulnerable, insecure and afraid, I knew and trusted God and Jesus and knew that we had the best protection and help available from/in God.

After we entered this safe-house it became covered over and hidden as if we were under a mountain that was like white rock.  We had an observation window though that could look out and see what was going on in the world.  I then spoke to the priest in the safe-house about how we would know whom to trust as people would start to come to find the safe-houses to escape evil.  I expressed concern about demonic forces posing as good to try to break into the safe-house.  Just then I saw an investigative reporter who had a microphone and was reporting on what was happening in the world.  He was an investigative journalist of sorts who was trying to locate the safe-house and report what was going on accurately.  He said, “Man, these safe-houses are hard to find!”  He then climbed over our mountain and took out a pick axe and started chipping away at the area over the top of the safe-house, which I was upset about as I was worried he would expose the safe-house.  I became outside at this point watching to see if he would uncover it.  He dislodged a large chunk of the rock covering, but didn’t know he had found the safe-house as the back door entrance was exposed, but wasn’t in his view in the area he dug.  I knew that it was exposed though, so I went up to the back door to warn the priest that the back door of the safe-house was exposed.  It was not open or unsecured even though it was in sight, though.    It was like a very well sealed metal time capsule door of some sort with high security locks and a security window that he could see out of.  I knocked at the door insistently and he could see it was me so I was let in.  I told him it was only a matter of time now that people would start to find us.

We then looked out the front window of this tiny apartment and saw that people now knew there was a safe-house in their area and started to come from the streets – large groups of people walked the streets in uncertainty, not knowing where to go to safety.  I realized though, as they started to make their way to our safe-house, that we would have to have a method of discernment:  Discernment of who was safe to let in, as some people were possessed by evil and wanted to enter in disguise to the safe-house to penetrate it and were not really people escaping the evil seeking refuge.  I believe we started to say invocations of the protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus over all who came to us to enter and we were able to discern and unmask the demons and possessed at the door.  It was quite a scary challenge coming up though.  I was scared at all of this starting to happen, and yet I had inside knowledge in this battle that I was able to help and guide others with…

What a horrific, horrific dream!  I almost didn’t record it because I don’t want to influence anyone as I feel this may just be coming from my subconscious fears out of all the discussions and meetings I have had with my spiritual director and adjunctive director these last two months (even though we don’t discuss anything like this!)…but I err on the side of caution and I typed it today anyway even though I don’t want to remember this dream at all!!!

Honestly, I truly understand that the average person who has not experienced the things I have does not even believe in the existence of evil, demons or Satan as entities in truth that influence our world.  I am here to stand firmly and say that they are wrong.  The Catholic Church staunchly teaches it and I have experienced too much myself to deny their existence, or the truth of the existence of hell, for that matter.  Satan has craftily created a world where almost everyone believes he is a myth.  But I ask you, where does all this evil come from?  Why the continued need for exorcists and the growing number of people experiencing unexplained evil?

I know that I am not the only one out there who knows this truth…what we need is a band of voices standing as one witness to the truth of the existence of evil spiritual forces…I have had several people write me from across the world who have experienced or have had a family member experience possession and attempted possession…Now don’t get me wrong…It is not easy for evil forces to possess someone…this is a doorway that has to be opened by the person themselves through dabbling with Satanism, Witchcraft and the occult.  How many in my world today are curious with fringe ‘spiritual’ practices and unknowingly and unwittingly open the door to real evil?

I believe this website stands itself as a witness to the dangers, with the accordant remedies (see again “Evening with an Exorcist” – Father Thomas Euteneuer).  I believe many others in the world also stand with information, not the least of which is the definitive authority – the Christian churches – particularly Catholicism, with the sacraments to fight this spiritual battle.  How I wish all people were aware of the truth and the dangers…How I wish all people knew of the safe refuge in the heart of Jesus, where no spiritual evil will ever conquer.  The forces of God and good are far greater than all the evil combined.  But free will determines that each soul must choose.  The hour for definitive choice is fast approaching.  Do not be caught off guard!

Karen

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THE STATE OF CHAOS – PART X IV

June 8, 2013 by Karen Bourgon

It is not always an easy thing to be one on the watchtower warning of times, times to come and the need for change in human hearts.  At times I feel that this little endeavour for God is lost in the oblivion of the internet and falling on deaf ears of those who trip upon it.  The further along time marches and the deeper I see our world plunging into error, evil and darkness, the harder it is to be a forebearer of light and warning in that light.  I have come to a time in my chronological sharings on “The State of Chaos” where I truly fear for the things I am about to share.  I really do hope they are not glimpses into our future, but rather just a bit of undigested cheese (remember the ghosts of Christmas past, present and future from Scrooge?).

I leave the discernment to the reader and share anyway, in this writing and coming ones, some highly disturbing dreams that occurred in near succession several years ago.  I share them not to scare, but to inform and aid – if they are indeed portents of our future.  And remember:  God and the forces of good are always far stronger and ultimately victorious against any evil.  I have seen this personally many times in my own spiritual battle.  The forces of evil hate me for the things I am doing for God, but they are unable to lay a finger or breath upon me due to the protection God affords me.  I have been very blessed to see the ‘insides’ of this spiritual battle.  All things are allowed by God for His purposes and His ways are far above our own.  In the end, putting your trust in God is the crucial decision.

I know many of you out there do not believe that there is a spiritual battle going on at all.  Many of you are consumed with the busyness and worry of daily life and nary give it a thought.  I am here to stop you and say – whoa!  Right here and now – Whoa!  Your entire life IS the spiritual battle – all of your present moment decisions and which force you let influence you, as I discussed in the previous posting.  Please heed my witness and examine your own life and conscience and what you truly believe is your purpose on earth.  Like the child in the womb that believes this is the sum of their existence until they are born and thrust into something much, much more…so will your spirit be thrust into something much, much more one day.  I guarantee it.  I live it with my life and I witness it to you in truth today.  Your death is not the end.  In fact, it will be your beginning.  I care where that beginning is, for it will also be your forever….and forever is a very long time indeed.  Please, please, please, consider what you love.  Please choose to love love.  In choosing to love, you automatically choose God and that is what your destiny will be full of.

I read recently a witness of a doctor from South America who was suddenly struck by lightening.  She was Catholic, but very much not in shape to go to heaven.  I share here her story, for it horrified me and I strive to live in love…may it be another witness to you all.  Her story can be investigated and proven.  I urge you to read it, for she died and was destined for hell, but was spared by the grace of God and her fellow men’s prayers.  I think it will be well worth your read if you are not sure what to believe about life and death and your purpose here.

And so without further ado, I share next a very vivid horrifying dream which I really do hope is not a glimpse of the future, but just in case…

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I had a nightmare so horrific I don’t even want to write it down.  I typed it as soon as I woke up.  I dreamt I was in the Jock River swimming with children and other people.  I was resting on the weir mostly, watching other people.  There were people swimming all over in this river, boarding and boats driving people around at high speed.  I was surprised they didn’t run each other over and hurt each other – they were kind of being careless and oblivious to each other.

I was surprised people were swimming in this river as it was polluted and had been declared unsafe even when I was a child in the 60’s.  People were swimming in it today even if this was so and even though it didn’t look polluted on the surface, it was so.  On the other side of the weir garbage had accumulated.  People were lost in recreation oblivious.  I saw that something was coming, however.

As I looked up to the sky, black blobs materialized from another atmosphere/plane of existence.  It was a like a scene from War of the Worlds.  They became like parachutes of beings dropping in completely with surprise – surprise worldwide attack.  The sky had been clear and then boom – there they were – people were calling them the ‘incredibles’.  Before their appearance they had strategically placed (what looked like) record players – boxes of some kind that had circular turntables that were science fiction looking, but these boxes with the circular turntables served a purpose for checking or communication or something.  They were on almost every street corner – all over the world.  I became aware that an evil world invasion was starting and immediately rushed to my home to be with and protect my children.  (In real life, my close girlfriend had the exact same dream up to this point within two weeks of my having it (previous to mine) and we live in different cities so we had no way of knowing until I shared this with her after I experienced it – she awoke at this point though and did not dream the rest as I did).

I came into the house and rounded up the children.  I had been in the neighbourhood of Heart’s Desire as I did this.  Once inside the house it was a home I did not recognize.  There were a few other people there who were not family members.  The beings that had dropped from the sky then became humans that were evil and demons in the guise of humans and they were systematically going home to home to make sure each human was caught up and converted to their ‘control state’ – something they did to each person to make them like automatons – under mind control? Not sure…However they were no longer themselves and unable to help themselves or recognize that this had been done to them.  I knew what was coming and how to defend people and myself from these beings/evil.  As they entered our home I rounded up the kids and as they tried to perform some incantation/ritual/procedure to convert us, I invoked the protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus over all of us.  They immediately stopped (and the bandleader looked like Satan at this point).  They sort of sighed in resignation that they could not do this to us – they could not touch us one bit.  We were able to walk out of the home with them unable to touch/convert us.  There was one man who had been visiting us – a friend.  He was hiding in the ceiling in a hidden space almost like a scene out of Anne Frank (although the space was a mock ceiling not a mock wall).  He knew they were close to finding him.  I told him repeatedly before I left for him to invoke the protection of the Previous Blood of Jesus over himself and that they would be unable to harm him.  I repeated it over and over and over again so that he would remember it in his duress.  He started to as they found him and though they attempted to attack and hurt him, I think he escaped safe with us and we walked out of the house.

As we were in the streets we saw that this martial law type situation had descended all over the world systematically almost simultaneously.  It had been very carefully and covertly planned and executed swiftly.  I saw these boxes on almost every corner and the people walking about like automatons.  We were free still and were escaping to somewhere in small groups to band together without being seen or recognized (that we were still free and not under the regime/mind control).  We had to be covert and careful.

I woke up in horror!!!

What can I say, except that if there was ever one of my dreams that I hoped was just a dream it was this one…but if a day ever comes that looks like this one, remember well the protection given in this dream:  Ask God for the protection of the Precious Blood of Jesus.  In this spiritual battle it is the ultimate bandage in the spiritual first aid kit.

Karen

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